custos – 11.5

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Shilu opened the elevator doors and strode into the cavernous room beyond, balanced on the sharp points of her spear-tip feet.

Eseld crept out of the lift in Shilu’s wake. She stumbled to a halt after three paces, eyes wide, mouth agape.

The armoury was divided in two by a pathway of slightly darker metal. The path led across a wide grey room, then terminated at an archway opposite the elevator doors. To Eseld’s right was the largest collection of functioning machinery she had ever seen. Tables overflowed with scientific equipment and hand-held devices, visored headsets and bulky goggles, portable scanners and arm-mounted readouts, trays of little mechanisms and robots and more, all manner of electronic and mechanical gadgetry. Eseld understood almost none of it, but she knew these objects were useful, because she had seen many similar examples in the hands of powerful, well-equipped, predatory revenants. A row of computers stood against the wall behind the tables; screens glowed with toxic greens and electric blues, scrolling through reams of text and numbers, or waiting to the silent beat of blinking cursors.

On Eseld’s left was power and salvation, a treasure-trove beyond her wildest dreams, a promise she had not understood when it was made.

Guns. So many guns.

When Shilu had used the word ‘armoury’, Eseld had understood perfectly well on an intellectual level. An armoury was a large store of weapons. But she had not — could not have! — imagined such limitless bounty. She had been too preoccupied with the implications of the running battle between Shilu and Lykke.

Eseld had handled a firearm only once before — a small calibre pistol. She had looted it from the remains of a powerful revenant, more deaths ago than she could count. Stronger and more ruthless scavengers than Eseld had already stripped the corpse clean of meat and cracked the bones for marrow. By the time Eseld had crept forth from her hiding place the body had been reduced to a tangle of blood-stained clothes and torn webbing, punctuated by bone fragments. Eseld had been sucking on scraps of bloody clothing when she’d discovered the handgun in a knot of sticky fabric, missed by the earlier scavengers. Snub-nosed, pocked with rust, the thing had looked like debris. The magazine had contained only three bullets. Eseld had wasted two rounds shooting at a wall, to see what would happen; recoil had surprised her so badly that she’d dropped the gun on the first shot. For the second shot she’d held the gun in both hands, closed her eyes, and turned her face away from the target. She had used the last bullet on a rival scavenger a few weeks later, but she had missed that shot and drawn attention to herself. She had died again that day, chased down by a long-legged zombie who had heard the gunfire.

The tomb’s armoury contained enough guns for a million missed shots.

Firearms of all shapes and sizes were lined up in racks and laid out on shelves — pistols, submachine guns, assault rifles, heavy weapons, energy weapons, coilguns, plasma rifles, and more, many of which Eseld could not identify. Most of it was outside of Eseld’s experience, because those who carried such guns were usually so far beyond her place in the ecosystem.

Combat knives lay sheathed in rows, sorted by size. Grenades nestled in trays, arranged according to type. Body armour soaked up the light, stowed in deep rows on the shelves. Clothing sat in tubs and bins, black and grey and brand new, folded neat and tidy, without holes or bloodstains or threadbare hems.

Three sets of powered armour were locked into charging ports along the wall, their fronts open like the mandibles of giant crustaceans.

Eseld was shaking. She wiped her mouth on the back of one hand, expecting to find drool running down her chin.

Shilu walked straight down the centre of the room, following the pathway which separated the weapons and armour from the devices and computers. She scooped up a large pistol and a handful of bullets as she passed the armoury, black metal fingers clacking against the firearm. She slipped the magazine out of the pistol and loaded the loose rounds with a rapid click-click-click, then slapped the magazine back into place seconds later, all without breaking her stride.

“Arm yourselves. Be ready to leave,” Shilu called without looking back. “Don’t follow me.”

Shilu stepped through the archway, into the second chamber.

The room on the far side of the archway looked much larger than the armoury, as if the armoury was merely an antechamber. A huge pyramid of grey metal filled most of that second room, easily twenty feet tall. The tip of the pyramid was flattened out into a kind of socket; in the socket sat a perfect black sphere, lightless and empty, like a hole in reality.

A resurrection coffin stood upright at the foot of the pyramid, facing the archway and the elevator doors. The coffin was occupied.

The zombie within the coffin was bisected at the waist, her legs and hips gone. Her body was suspended on a patchwork of cables and tubes, spilling from her ruptured belly like mechanical intestines, hooked into the sides of the resurrection coffin. Wires punctured her arms and neck and penetrated the bald surface of her scalp, snaking across her withered shoulders and prominent ribcage. Her hands had been severed, replaced with yet more cables running from the ends of her wrists, plugged into the base of the coffin. She stared straight ahead, unblinking and unbreathing. She showed no reaction as Shilu entered the pyramid chamber.

Eseld had seen a great many heavily modified zombies, some of them far from human, but never anything quite like that.

Shilu’s scarecrow body of sharp angles seemed tiny before the grey pyramid and the empty black sphere, framed by the curve of the arch. Silence was smeared by the distant drumming of torrential rain. The voice of the hurricane howled against the exterior of the tomb.

Behind Eseld, Sky let out a low whistle. Eseld flinched.

“Damn,” Sky said. “That sure is a sight for sore eyes.” She stepped past Eseld and flashed a smile. “Guess our friend wasn’t lying about the armoury, huh? And real clothes, thank fuck for that.”

Eseld gestured at the pyramid and the black sphere. “What—”

Sky laughed, hard and harsh. “Bugger that, I don’t even care. Forget whatever AI mind bullshit is going on. I’m getting strapped.” She beelined toward the guns and body armour. “Keep a look out for a flamethrower, a plasma torch, or a directed microwave gun. Or thermite, that might do the trick. And toss me any EMP or ECM output equipment. We need something to take out Lykke, and make it permanent this time.”

Cyneswith advanced with more caution, pale and still. She paused and caught Eseld’s eyes. “What is all this?”

“Guns.”

Cyneswith wet her lips. “I … I don’t understand these mechanisms. What would you have me do, Miss Eseld?”

Eseld forced herself to smile. “Get some clothes on. Grab some of the backpacks. The things with straps, over there. We’ll need at least three.”

Cyneswith glanced toward Sky. The larger woman was already rummaging through the clothes. “Can you show me, Miss Eseld?”

“ … in a sec. Grab clothes. Get dressed. I … I need to … ”

Eseld hurried forward, leaving Cyneswith behind. She followed Shilu.

Eseld paused to grab a pistol from the same rack Shilu had selected. She lifted the firearm in one sweaty palm. The gun was heavy and cold in her hand. The grip was too slippery. She had neither the time nor the dexterity to fumble bullets into the magazine as she walked, so she skipped that step and hurried to the archway.

She made it just in time; in the chamber with the pyramid and the black sphere and the insensate zombie wired into a coffin, Shilu raised her gun.

She aimed at the black sphere and pulled the trigger.

The weapon’s discharge echoed off the chamber walls with a deafening bang. Eseld flinched and scrambled to a halt. Cyneswith yelped in surprise. Sky said nothing, but the sound of rummaging stopped. Eseld had assumed that Shilu would deliver a threat or an ultimatum first, perhaps to the revenant in the coffin — was that the ‘gravekeeper’? She had not expected Shilu to open the conversation with a bullet.

No ricochet sound followed the gunshot. The surface of the black sphere showed no damage.

The bullet was floating in mid-air about six feet out from the sphere’s surface. An area of heat-haze or optical illusion linked the bullet to the sphere, as if the air itself was warping under incredible pressure.

Eseld’s stomach turned over with sudden nausea. Her vision swam. Her head pounded.

“Do I have your attention?” Shilu said. She was speaking to the sphere.

The suspended bullet fell from the air and landed on the floor with a delicate metallic clink. Shilu squeezed the trigger three more times — bang! bang! bang! All three bullets froze in mid-air before they could reach the black sphere, arrested by that heat-haze warping in the air.

A wave of nausea crashed into Eseld. She spluttered and retched, but there was nothing in her belly to bring up. She was freshly resurrected, without even a mouthful of bile in her own stomach.

Shilu’s head whipped around. Wide dark eyes stared out of a pale polymer face, framed by a frown.

“I told you not to follow me,” she snapped. “Back away.”

Eseld staggered backward. The nausea lifted as suddenly as it had arrived. Her vision cleared. The pressure in her head ceased.

She stared at Shilu, panting for breath.

“Brave, zombie,” Shilu said. “But very stupid. You are not hardened against gravitics. Stay away from the gravekeeper’s chamber while I talk. Get dressed. And pick up some guns.”

Shilu turned back to the sphere and the coffin.

“Do I have your attention?” Shilu repeated.

She received no answer that Eseld could hear, but apparently Shilu was satisfied by an invisible response, because she lowered her pistol. The trio of bullets fell to the floor with a clink-a-clink of metal. Shilu walked up to the zombie inside the coffin, then stopped and spoke. Her voice was a jumble of hissing and buzzing, like a machine trying to imitate a cloud of insects.

Eseld turned away; whatever was happening in there was the domain of angels and demons. To even stand too close was to risk obliteration. She should have trusted Shilu’s warning the first time.

She was only a zombie, after all. Only meat.

The freshies were faring far better. Cyneswith had tugged on a pair of tomb-grey trousers and a stretchy grey thermal t-shirt; she was looking down at herself with a bemused expression. Sky was already fully dressed, wearing boots and combat webbing over her muscular frame. Her hair was tugged back into a dark twist, pinned by a strap of webbing across her shoulders. She was tugging some kind of rigging off the shelves and buckling pieces of it around her own body, settling metal struts across her back, like a frame for a rucksack.

She caught Eseld’s eye and shrugged. “Mind-jobs, hey?” she said. “What can you do? Leave her to it.”

Eseld answered with a shrug of her own.

Sky smiled, showing white teeth in the reddish skin of her face. Eseld did not like that smile. It contained too much glee.

Sky finished strapping the metal frame to her back; Eseld couldn’t see what the process had achieved. Sky hesitated for a moment, then trotted to the other side of the room to poke through the equipment. “There’s gotta be a wide-band ECM set somewhere here,” she said. She glanced at the open doors of the lift, then at Eseld. “Come on! We need a flamethrower or a plasma torch if we’re gonna hold that thing off. You’re still naked, soldier. Get your gear on.”

Sky turned back to the equipment without waiting for Eseld to respond. Eseld shook her head. There was nothing a lowly zombie could do to stop a demon like Lykke. It was all up to Shilu now. Sky would die quickly if she did not learn that. Sky would probably die anyway. True fresh meat did not keep long.

Eseld walked over to the bins and tubs full of clothes.

Cyneswith looked up with a bashful smile. She gestured down at herself. “They don’t have any skirts, so I’m wearing trousers! It’s such an odd feeling.”

“Um, good,” Eseld said.

Cyneswith held out one of the t-shirts, beaming with a smile. “All ready for you, Miss! They’re quite comfy. Try it!”

Eseld realised she was still gripping the handgun she’d picked up earlier, so tight that her knuckles had turned white. She put the gun down on a pile of coats and flexed her right hand to ease the aching muscles. Then she accepted the tomb-grey t-shirt and pulled it over her head.

Eseld had seen plenty of revenants wearing tomb-grown gear before — mostly the full-length padded coats, the suits of ballistic armour, and the ubiquitous boots. She knew the stuff came from the tombs, but she had always assumed the strongest revenants somehow manufactured it from the machinery inside, not that it was all just sitting here for the taking. Most of the clothing worn by ordinary zombies was dragged out of the ruins or picked off corpses. Eseld had spent every prior resurrection wearing filthy rags and rotten bits of cloth, scavenging what she could from the dead, clinging to the rare find of a jumper or a blanket amid the rubble.

The tomb-grown t-shirt was the most deliciously comfortable garment she’d ever worn. The fabric stretched, conforming to the shape of her body. The hem hugged her hips. The sleeves enclosed both arms all the way to her wrists. The material somehow warmed her skin without making her sweat. Subtle padding cupped her elbows, cushioned her ribs, and covered her upper back.

Eseld hugged herself, eyes squeezed shut. She could have cried.

Cyneswith said, “Miss Eseld? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing,” Eseld croaked. She opened her eyes and gathered herself. “Nothing.”

Eseld got dressed. She tugged on socks, underwear, and trousers. She laced up a pair of boots. She strapped knee-pads to her legs and slipped her hands into matte black fingerless gloves with grippy surfaces on the palms. She pulled protective goggles from a box and jammed them into her trouser pockets. She found a neck gaiter and yanked it down over her head, tucking the fabric beneath her chin. In the space of a hundred seconds, Eseld felt more protected than she had since true life.

She grabbed a backpack and swung it toward Cyneswith. “We need extras. Everything we can carry. Socks, t-shirts, gloves, every—”

“Already done!” Cyneswith held up a backpack of her own. She hesitated. “Well, except for my own. I don’t know what to wear. I don’t know what most of this is. And it’s all so … utilitarian. All these greys and blacks. Aheh … ”

“Boots. Gloves. Coat. Everything you can. Especially the coat. Maybe a bullet-proof vest. Here.”

Eseld pulled an armoured coat from a bin and shoved it into Cyneswith’s arms. The freshie had no idea what she would face once out of the tomb; this was her only chance to prepare and she did not even understand what she was preparing for. Eseld grabbed a second coat for herself and held it up. The coat was a miracle — light enough to wear without effort, but packed with little armoured scales inside the fabric, ready to stiffen and harden in response to impacts and projectiles. The hood was deep enough to hide one’s face from any light. The inside of the coat was lined with pouches and straps for weapons and equipment, and the exterior pockets had plenty of room for extras.

Eseld slipped a bullet-proof vest over her shoulders first, then added the tomb-coat over the top. She tested her flexibility, rotating her arms. The armour did not restrict her natural range of movement. It was perfect, as if tailored just for her.

Then she raised her eyes to the rest of the armoury, and felt a lump grow in her throat.

Eseld walked over to a rack of submachine guns — two dozen of them, and this was just one model among several. She lifted one of the weapons, gently at first, as if she might damage or break the mechanisms inside. But the gun was sturdy, made of black metal and durable polymers, solid yet lightweight, cold to the touch. She looped the strap over her shoulders, so the gun lay against her belly. She located a magazine and loaded the bullets; her hands shook so badly that she dropped several rounds, but that didn’t matter. The armoury contained tens of thousands of bullets, in boxes and cartons and wrapped in plastic. She finished filling the magazine, then clicked it home. She shouldered the gun, aiming at nothing. She cocked the charging handle and heard the first round slide into the chamber.

She found the safety and flicked it off.

Eseld’s mouth was dry. Her breath came in hard little jerks. She was shaking all over, quivering with a feeling she had never experienced before. Her world was filled with static — was that the storm, intensifying its fury? Was the hurricane pounding the tomb with hailstones, or with concrete grit scooped out of the corpse-city and hurled against the walls?

Eseld curled her finger around the trigger of the gun.

Power. The same power which had been used on her, again and again, by a thousand predators and monsters and cannibals. Now it was hers, solid and real in her hands, embodied in a physical object. She could barely breathe.

“Eseld?”

Eseld jerked with surprise. She pulled her finger off the trigger and flicked the safety back on.

Cyneswith was staring with wide eyes and parted lips. She’d been watching the whole process.

Eseld said, “I’m fine. I’m just … we need to arm ourselves. Come on. Follow me.”

Eseld jammed additional magazines into her pockets and tossed packages of bullets into her backpack. She chased that with a short-nosed combat shotgun and handfuls of shells. She snatched a neat little PDW off the shelves and strapped it inside her coat so it lay flat against her flank, then followed that up with a pair of lightweight pistols tucked into her inside pockets. She grabbed two knives and shoved them into her trousers. The only non-combat equipment on the shelves was a stack of compact thermal blankets. She split the lot between her and Cyneswith’s backpacks. Blankets were a hard-won comfort in this Godless afterlife.

Eseld paused before some kind of energy weapon — a rifle made of black barrels and a big bulbous chamber — and wished she knew how to use the thing.

“How do these machines work?” Cyneswith asked.

“The guns?” Eseld shook her head. “You don’t know guns?”

Cyneswith frowned and bit her lower lip. “Like … cannons?”

“Sort of. Weapons. They … shoot lead. Some of these do, anyway. Some of them do other things. You need to take one for yourself. Or several. They’re valuable, we need to take as much as we can carry. Grab a gun, fill your bag with bullets. And hurry. Sky’s right, we don’t know when Lykke might turn up again.”

Cyneswith blinked several times, chewing on her lips. She stared at the submachine gun strapped over Eseld’s belly.

“Can you show me how to use one? Please, Miss Eseld? I’m only … I’m only a human. I don’t know any of these things, and you and Miss Sky seem to know them all. I’m no fairy-kin, nor—”

Eseld bared her teeth. She hadn’t meant to, but Cyn flinched from her sharp-toothed maw.

“Sorry!” Eseld blurted out. “Sorry. Ask Sky. I don’t really know. I just … I just know how to point and shoot. This is my first time.”

“First time what?”

Eseld gritted her teeth and gestured at Sky. “Just … ask her.”

Sky was still on the other side of the chamber. She’d found something useful amid all the equipment — some kind of gun-shaped device festooned with tubes and screens, though it didn’t have a barrel or any kind of opening for a projectile to come out of. She was raising it and pressing the stock against her shoulder, reading numbers off a tiny screen in front of her face.

Sky noticed Eseld and Cyneswith looking at her. She flashed a grin. “EMP flash-shield,” she said. “Short range, but it might do the trick, might scramble that bitch upstairs for a few seconds. She’s probably network adaptive though, won’t last long. Might buy us a second, right?”

Cyn hissed, “What does that mean?”

“I have no idea,” Eseld whispered back. “Just … ask her to show you. I have no idea. Go on.”

Eseld gently pushed Cyneswith toward Sky. Cyneswith hesitated, then trotted across the room.

Eseld turned back to the armoury shelves. She couldn’t deal with the freshie right then, not with those kinds of questions. Eseld was overwhelmed by the implications of this place, of all these guns and all this armour and all the gadgets and equipment and clothes and everything. All this power, right here in the open, naked all along. She’d had no idea. Had this banquet been there for the taking, in every tomb she had escaped from so swiftly? Had this always been waiting for her?

She looked down at herself, loaded with weapons, clad in armour. She laid one shaking hand on the submachine gun.

Was she a predator now? Was this opportunity the only thing that had separated her from the revenants who had preyed on her for so many lifetimes?

Would she now hunt girls like herself, once she escaped the tomb? Would she hunt and kill girls like Andasina?

No, she wouldn’t — she wouldn’t prey on those who were weak and helpless. She swore she wouldn’t. She swore. She shook and she swore. If she had been armed like this when that revenant monster had come for her and Andasina, she could have won! She could have protected what mattered. She could have been the victor, eating the defeated. She would murder the powerful, the other monsters, her new equals. She swore she would. She swore.

But when the hunger started, would she have a choice?

Was this the only option, after God had died and left creation to fend for itself? Was the exercise of power the only thing left in a lonely cosmos after the withdrawal of all divine meaning?

Had this been the answer all along? Inflict power upon others, as it had been inflicted upon her?

Eseld took a deep breath and made a fist, digging fingernails into her palm. She could not afford this morbid introspection, not while trapped in a tomb, hunted by a demon, and pinned beneath a hurricane. She had to keep her head and keep moving, even if she was nothing but spoiled meat. She had to support Shilu.

Because Shilu was an angel, fallen or otherwise, and her fight mattered.

Eseld walked down the line of weapons, wishing she knew how to use the more esoteric and powerful firearms. Many of them were simply too large to carry by herself, or came with attached power-packs she could not hope to lift. Others lacked traditional trigger mechanisms, or were missing anything which looked like a barrel. Some she did not know which way to point, or could not figure out how they were meant to be used. She did slip a few grenades into her pockets, but she kept that covert, just in case. She kept an eye out for a flamethrower, as Sky had suggested, but Eseld did not hold out much hope.

The armour was even more of a lost opportunity. Dozens of carapace suits were lined up on the racks in glinting rows of ceramic and metal, much more sturdy and protective than Eseld’s bullet proof vest and armoured coat. She pulled down a helmet with a nice chunky visor, tested it for size, then clipped it to her belt. But the rest of the carapace suit components were too complex, covered in straps and buckles and wires and lines, fitted with interlocking mechanisms and slots for joining to some kind of underlying framework. The suits looked as if they required specialised knowledge simply to put one on.

Eseld picked up a shoulder-pad, then sighed and tossed it back on the racks. She could spend hours trying to armour herself in one of those suits. She glanced toward the open doors of the elevator, a narrow snatch of darkness between the metal leaves.

They didn’t have hours. Lykke might come down that lift shaft at any moment.

The storm pounded at the edge of Eseld’s hearing, louder than before. Maybe it really was raining hailstones, big ones, falling like rocks. Even if Shilu managed to defeat Lykke, wouldn’t they all be stuck in here until the storm passed? Maybe then Eseld could spend as long as she needed wrapping herself in an armoured shell, going at whatever pace she pleased. Maybe Shilu would help.

Ha. No, Eseld did not even smile at that notion. Shilu was on a quest of her own. Eseld could only hope to follow in her footsteps, probably not much further than the gates of the tomb.

Cyneswith and Sky had crossed back over to the armoury section of the chamber. Sky was banging about again, showing Cyneswith how to work a gun. Eseld paid them no attention. She could not deal with freshies being so naive.

She paused to examine the three suits of powered armour.

These machines were so far beyond Eseld’s experience that she felt a little intimidated just standing in front of them. She’d only rarely seen revenants wearing powered armour, and then only from far away — true monsters who could not be stopped by anything, certainly not bullets. Out in the corpse-city powered armour came in many shapes and sizes, but these three suits were all identical, eight feet tall, blocky and sharp, made of solid grey material. Eseld pressed her hand to a piece of thigh armour. It didn’t feel like metal. It was warm.

All three suits were hinged open at the chest and belly, waiting for a pilot to wriggle inside the mechanical mouth. The innards of each suit were studded with little electrodes and spikes and tiny wires, many of which seemed positioned as if to penetrate the flesh of the wearer.

Eseld peered deeper inside one suit. The holes for legs and arms were pitch black.

Sky called out: “Best not climb in there! Hey, don’t touch that. Seriously. Shit like that needs a whole ground team just to get you suited up, let alone extract you again. Don’t.”

“Yeah,” Eseld murmured, stepping back from the suits. They made her skin crawl.

Eseld glanced down the rest of the racks and shelves, casting her eyes over the cannons and heavy guns and weird blocky machines. Maybe there really was something here which they might use against Lykke. Maybe Sky wasn’t so blind to the truth after all. The guns strapped around Eseld’s body made her feel confident, strong, and powerful. She had not felt this way since the last time she had held a bow, in her true life. She could almost feel the bowstring spring free from her left hand, feel the arrow loose in flight.

Power. She had power, for the first time. Maybe if they searched for—

Blue.

A glint of blue glow, right at the end of the armoury shelves.

Eseld froze in shock, then swallowed a mouthful of sudden saliva. She hurried down the armoury, mouth open, panting with thirst. Or was it lust? She stopped in front of a large plastic box; the lid was open by just a crack. Blue glow peeked out through the gap. She opened the box with shaking hands.

Two dozen cannisters were nestled inside, each cannister full to the brim with blue liquid.

Eseld gaped. Her skin tingled. She slurped drool off her chin.

She picked up one of the cannisters and ripped the seal open, then poured the contents down her throat, swallowing rapidly, chugging the raw blue nanomachines as quickly as she could. The liquid went down so easily, like water but thick and warm, slightly below body temperature. She felt the fluid settle in her stomach like honey and lightning. She let out a soft moan of true satisfaction.

She uncapped a second cannister and poured that down her throat too.

Eseld had only ever seen raw blue twice before, both times in the hands of powerful revenants. She had barely understood what she was looking at those times, but her body had known. Her body needed the blue like it needed meat. She had put two and two together eventually, when she had realised that the soupy mess inside the coffin of a failed resurrection was almost the same colour as that maddening blue. This was the raw stuff of nanomachine unlife, the building blocks of personal modification, more valuable and precious than any gun or any number of bullets.

Eseld’s body remembered that need. She could not resist it, as a living human could not have resisted the need to draw breath.

She lowered the second cannister and reached for a third.

“What is that stuff?”

Eseld flinched, bared her teeth, and span to face—

Sky. Looming overhead. Fully armed.

Sky was wearing a suit of the carapace armour which Eseld had been unable to comprehend. Her legs, torso. shoulders, and arms were all protected by lightweight articulated plates of grey ceramic and metal, moving like a second skin. Her throat was covered by a matching gorget. Her hands were hidden by armoured gloves, fingers and palms shielded by projecting plates of metal. A visored helmet hung from her belt, sleek and smooth, not the blocky kind which Eseld had grabbed. The purpose of Sky’s torso rig was now made obvious — four mechanical arms extended from Sky’s back, lengths of finely balanced steel tipped with interfaces for firearms. The lower two mechanical arms held one of the large machine guns which Eseld had decided was too heavy for one person to carry, now suspended in an easy grip in front of Sky’s waist. The top two arms held a matched pair of energy weapons — fluted black rifles with bulky power-packs slung beneath. The arms moved as Sky moved, following her motions.

Sky also had a machete strapped to one armoured thigh, an assault rifle slung over one shoulder, and the ‘EMP’ gun strapped to her chest.

Eseld had mistaken herself for a potential predator. But here was the real thing, ready to fight off an army, single-handed.

Sky raised her eyebrows at Eseld’s sharp teeth. She cracked a nasty grin of her own. “What’s the matter, kid?” Sky said. “Never seen a real professional before?”

Eseld considered reaching for her submachine gun and jamming it under Sky’s chin. Could she move fast enough to outwit those semi-autonomous mechanical arms? Could she put Sky off the scent of the raw blue? Sweat prickled on Eseld’s back. She peeled her lips away from her teeth.

Sky’s grin faltered. She nodded at the cannisters. “I asked you what that stuff is.”

Cyneswith was looking on, a little way behind Sky. She was finally wearing boots and gloves and a neck gaiter of her own. She was also wearing some kind of armoured poncho, a variation on the tomb-grown coats stacked up at the far end of the armoury. The garment reached all the way to her ankles. A rucksack hung from her shoulders. She clutched a PDW in both hands, then tucked it under her poncho, looking awkward and ashamed of the weapon.

Eseld hesitated, licking a glaze of raw blue off her lips. She couldn’t lie about this, not openly. Sky glanced at the cannisters, then back at Eseld.

Sky opened her mouth to repeat the question a third time. “I said—”

“Food,” Eseld answered. “It’s food. Sort of. We need it.”

“Huh,” Sky grunted, unsmiling. “I’m not feeling hungry, not since boot-up, or whatever that was back there. You got peckish, kid?”

“Sort of.” Eseld leaned around Sky. “Cyn, grab another pack, please. We need to take all of this, it’s important.”

“O-okay!” Cyneswith answered. She scurried off.

“‘Cyn’?” Sky echoed, narrowing her eyes. “Pet names already, huh? Am I the only one out of the loop?”

“It’s just quicker to say her name like that.” Eseld moved fast; she had to avoid this monster’s ire. She picked up a cannister and held it out to Sky. “You want one? If you open it, you have to drink it all, or it’ll go bad.”

Sky smiled, tight and hostile. Her quartet of gun-arms adjusted as she turned sideways, looking back along the armoury racks. “Nah, thanks. You keep ‘em for now. Get them stowed in a bag and all that. But you know what I do want?”

“No?”

“I want a fucking flamethrower. One of these plasma rifles can put out a lot of heat, but it won’t keep that bitch at bay. And I want a central control unit for some of these drones.” Sky gestured at the weird bulky objects on the armoury racks, things that Eseld had never seen before. “Get me wired up and we can at least throw numbers at her. You seen a flamethrower or a central control unit, kiddo?”

“I’m not a child,” Eseld said. “I’m older than you.”

Sky snorted. “You look like a kid, you—”

“I’ve done this hundreds of times. Lived hundreds of times. You’re so young you don’t even know it. Shut up.”

Sky frowned. Her eyes went cold. “What—”

Cyneswith scurried back, holding an additional rucksack in one hand and a weird looking weapon in the other — a collection of pipes with a flat metal ‘muzzle’ at one end, but without an opening in the barrel, and a pair of large cylinders either side of the gun’s body.

She held the bag out to Eseld and showed the gun to Sky. “Is this what you were talking about?”

Sky’s face lit up. She grabbed the gun from Cyneswith and flicked several of the controls. The weapon hummed to life.

“Yeah,” Sky said. “Oh, fuck yeah. Directional microwave gun. It’s not exactly flame, but it’s heat. Big heat. Better than nothing. Ha, fuck me.” She tried to laugh, but couldn’t quite get there. “We’re gonna use a tank-buster on a human-sized target? You two are lucky I’m just that damn good.”

Eseld ignored Sky and started packing the raw blue nanomachines into the additional backpack. Cyn trotted closer and peered at the cannisters.

“What is that stuff?” she asked. “It’s so blue, goodness me. Like the sea on a sunny day.”

Eseld winced. She couldn’t remember sunlight. “It’s just food, it—”

“Kyahahahahaaaaa!”

A bubbly giggle broke across the armoury, echoing from within the pyramid chamber; the voice was amplified a hundred times into a deafening cacophony of spine-raking laughter, drowning out the fury of the hurricane beyond the distant walls.

Eseld jerked upright, frozen to the spot. Cyn grabbed Eseld’s arm, one hand stifling a scream. Sky span like a walking tank, all armour and swinging weaponry, shouldering the microwave gun.

The giggle faded away.

“Oh, Shishi,” said Lykke, from within the pyramid chamber. “You thought I was going to chase you down an elevator shaft? I’m not a roving construct, what an insult. The tomb is already mine, darling. Now, where did you stash all that zombie meat? I do need to clean up every last drop of your mess, though perhaps not before shoving your nose in it. Save me the trouble and call them over here, will you? Be a good girl now, and maybe I’ll just dump you back in the network instead of finger-painting the floor with your insides.”


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Load up on guns and bring your friends~

Or at least your tomb-mates. If they’re friendly. Sky might not be so friendly. Maybe not such a good idea to let her at all those weapons, right? Eseld? Eseld, you listening? Oh, oh, she’s a quivering ball of trauma and thirst now. Oh well. I’m sure Lykke can help with that!

Ahem. Ahem! Arc 11 continues! Not much else to say this week, except that behind the scenes, the arc is wildly out of control, the zombie girls have taken over, and I am just a ragged conduit of flesh desperately trying to keep them in order as they throw every possible spanner into the works of the story. Which is great! Don’t get me wrong, the result is quite good! (I think so, anyway!) Now I just have to let them fight it out. Oh dear.

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custos – 11.4

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Shilu led the way, down into the labyrinth of the tomb.

Eseld knew from bitter experience how easy it was to get lost in these barren caverns of grey metal. The top six floors of every tomb were always identical — fresh revenants were always ejected naked and shivering into the smooth passageways beyond the resurrection chamber, always laid out in the same quasi-biological pattern of thick arteries and tiny branches of capillary. Those first six floors could be memorised, and left behind in a matter of minutes.

Below that — past the security checkpoint where Shilu had fought Lykke — each tomb’s architecture became recognisably human, with proper corners and doorways, with corridors studded by entrances into vast echoing chambers, with tables and chairs, little cells, barred doors, raised platforms for meetings, or plays, or rituals. Many of the rooms contained equipment, though none of it was ever useful; every object was always broken or irrelevant. Eseld had spent more than one brief resurrection clawing through the abandoned rubbish, praying to her absent God for a weapon or a shield among the refuse. But she’d never found anything useful, not even a solid length of pipe or a fist-sized chunk of metal, just dead machines and useless detritus. Every surface and item was always swept clean of dust and dirt, as if preserved in stasis since God’s lonely death.

Below the sixth floor, the tomb was never the same twice; Eseld often recognised individual features or spaces, as if they had been reused in different configurations, but the layouts were never identical.

These spaces were bait — meaningless rooms and empty chambers, drifts of pointless junk, false promises of hope and hiding places. Staying there was death. Stronger revenants would search every nook and cranny for the nanomachine-rich flesh of newborn undead.

Survival and exit depended on movement. Run. Don’t look back. Don’t slow down.

Eseld had eventually learned how to navigate these floors, how to win the exit as quickly as possible: go down and out. Stairs, outer wall, down and out, down and out. Never stop running, find those stairs, get to the exterior wall, keep moving, and sooner or later the gate would be there, waiting for another morsel of undead flesh to join with the corpse of the world.

Eseld could reach the tomb gates in under an hour, allowing for dead ends and failures and doubling back.

Shilu had a different destination in mind.

The fallen angel — or risen demon, or pretender to God’s throne, or ‘Fae Lady’, or whatever she was — led the trio of naked zombies at a brisk walk. She did not follow Eseld’s technique of prioritising the outer wall to locate the next set of stairs on each floor; instead, Shilu made a beeline for the closest stairs down, as if she possessed perfect knowledge of the tomb’s layout. She made better progress in fifteen minutes of walking than Eseld could in half an hour of terrified flight. Shilu strode with detached confidence down echoing hallways of bare metal, through vaulted rooms dominated by gigantic meeting tables, past tangles of abandoned equipment and broken parts, all without so much as a sideways glance to orient herself. She took each set of downward stairs two at a time, without effort or sweat or even a deep breath.

Eseld scurried to keep up, eyes darting left and right, shoulder blades itching at every blind corner, heart clawing into her throat at every jagged shadow; Shilu walked with head high and eyes forward, as if Lykke was not still stalking them through the empty halls and passages of this echoing shell.

Eseld knew her meagre strength would count for nothing next to Shilu’s, if they were attacked a second time. But she wanted to help, she wanted to be useful. She wanted to do what little she could to warn this angel of death.

Sky and Cyneswith stuck close. The fight at the security checkpoint had changed them both. The two no longer held hands. Cyneswith was calmer than before, clear-eyed and curious. She looked with wonder upon everything they passed, even the broken junk. She would learn soon enough that her curiosity was irrelevant, which saddened Eseld a little. Sky’s earlier terror had calcified into tight-faced tension and nervous motion; she placed herself between Cyn’s smaller, more vulnerable body and every open doorway and deep shadow, acting protective, trying to shepherd the smaller woman. Cyn often picked up her pace to match Eseld, sharing a hesitant smile as she hurried ahead and left Sky behind.

Eseld could not return those smiles. Sky was volatile. Would she be jealous? Too much of a risk.

All three zombies were rapidly shedding the resurrection slime which had dried on their skin, leaving a trail of flakes behind them as they walked. Eseld shook out her russet hair and raked it back over her skull to keep it out of the way, then licked her hands clean. Cyn peeled the dry slime off her own skin and followed Eseld’s example, touching her tongue to the edge of the papery, translucent membrane.

“It doesn’t taste of anything,” Cyn whispered. “What is it?”

“Eat it,” Eseld grunted.

Sky caught up and spoke in a hushed voice: “It’s like placenta, or amniotic fluid, right? Nutrient bath. Stem cells of some kind? Our new bodies grew from it, didn’t they?”

Cyn’s eyes widened. “New bodies?” She touched her fingers to her own cheek. “But I … I look just the same as always.”

“Don’t think about that,” Eseld hissed. “Eat it if you’ve got any left. We’ll need every scrap.”

“Mm,” Sky grunted. “Understood.”

Shilu led the trio down and down and down — three floors, six floors, falling deeper. Eseld kept an ear out for sounds of distant combat filtering upward from the tomb’s gate, but she heard nothing except a growing static murmur. After Shilu’s victory by the security checkpoint, rain had been falling against the window — but there was no way a rainstorm would be audible this deep inside the tomb. The raindrops would have to fall like bullets.

Lykke showed herself, thrice.

The first time she appeared as a shadow on a wall. The group was traversing a long room filled with low tables, halfway across the yawning darkness between one corridor and another. Cyn and Sky had fallen into complete silence, since even the whisper of bare feet returned haunting echoes from the shadowy ceiling of the stone-walled space. Eseld watched Shilu’s back as best she could, keeping her eyes on the dense gloom beneath each table they passed.

Lykke’s outline — a chimera of twisted flesh — burst onto the left-hand wall all of a sudden. She flickered and jerked as if cast by a roaring hearth-fire, fifty times the size of her already enlarged and monstrous body.

Cyn smothered a scream with both hands, scrambling forward to shelter behind Eseld’s back; Sky turned a yelp of surprise into an angry shout, raising her fists in hopeless resistance.

But Eseld followed Shilu’s lead, and Shilu did not react. Shilu strode on, unconcerned.

“Ignore her,” Shilu said. “It’s nothing.”

The second appearance was all whispers and white-wreathed wraiths. Shilu led the way down onto a spiral staircase which descended into darkness as it reached toward the floor below; the walls to either side were beyond sight, either too far away or cloaked by some clever trick of vision. Once Shilu and all three zombies were suspended on a stretch of staircase seemingly floating in a void, a teasing voice began to buzz and sigh at the edge of Eseld’s hearing.

She could not make out any words, like a howling scream lost amid the storm-winds deep in a forest. Any human speech was muffled and blurred. The whisper was accompanied by a flickering ghostly white in her peripheral vision, wisps and streamers of phantasm which vanished when she turned her sight toward them.

Cyn did not take this apparition well. “Am I the only one of our party besieged by ghosts?” she asked, voice quivering, clinging to Eseld’s arm with one hand. “Can none of you see this all about us? Am I touched? Am I haunted?”

Sky snorted. “Sensory interference. It’s nothing. Ignore it, like … like Shilu said. I’ve had worse. Got a heads-up rig hit by a custom ECM blast once. Shit had me seeing straight up gore splash for a week. Blindfolded myself in the end, waited it out. This is weak stuff.”

Eseld shook her head. “It’s her. It’s obviously her.”

“You’re right,” Shilu said from ahead, descending the staircase quickly. “It’s Lykke. Ignore her. Keep moving.”

The ghosts and phantasms vanished by the time they reached the next floor.

Shilu took the group outward, toward one of the exterior walls on this floor of the tomb pyramid. The static murmur intensified, growing louder and clearer. Eseld cocked her head; she picked out individual gusts of wind raking against the black metal of the tomb, followed by pounding sheets of precipitation throwing up rolling waves of dense sibilance. Distant booms and cracks and thumps punctuated the haze.

“Is that a storm?” Sky asked. “Sounds heavy.”

“Yes,” Eseld replied. Her throat was going dry. How could a storm be heavy enough to penetrate a tomb with such clamour? “A big one.”

Shilu said nothing.

The noise grew and grew — and then burst into view as the group stepped into a wide atrium. The room was walled on three sides in light brown stone, and on the final side with a slab of toughened glass, easily twelve inches thick. A wide skylight matched the window.

Rain was lashing against the glass in drumming sheets of wind-whipped grit and grease, a wall of water hurled about by the tendrils of the storm. This was an exterior room, on the edge of one of the pyramid steps which formed the tomb, but the corpse-city was barely visible through the torrent of rain churning in the air. The sky was a sagging gyre of black, like a distended stomach about to burst from accumulated rot.

Eseld had seen plenty of rainstorms, both in life and during her many resurrections, but nothing on this scale. The sky looked as if it was trying to reach downward and scoop up the land. Eseld wanted to retreat deeper into the tomb, away from the windows.

Before anybody could comment on the storm, Lykke made her third appearance.

The hem of a white dress fluttered in the depths of the corridor ahead, vanishing around a shadowy corner; the fabric was followed by the darting white motes of several bloated flies.

No footsteps. No laughter. Nothing which could be heard over the raging storm and heavy rain.

“Fuck!” Sky spat. She reached out to grab Cyn’s arm, to halt her as well; Cyn winced at the tug on her wrist, but she stopped. “That thing is hunting us, making fun of us, trying to rile us up! She was right there! Right ahead of us!”

“No,” Shilu said. “She’s not.”

But Shilu paused as well, several paces deeper into the atrium. Eseld did the same, examining Shilu’s expressionless face and wide dark eyes.

Shilu paid no attention to the spot where Lykke had vanished into the shadows. She stared out of the window, at the storm.

“Then what the fuck did we just see?” Sky demanded.

Eseld bared her teeth at Sky. “Don’t.”

“Don’t what?” Sky narrowed her eyes at Eseld. “Don’t ask questions? Don’t try to protect ourselves? That was her, her dress, her fucking disgusting flies, that was her, she’s hunting us—”

“She is, yes!” Eseld snapped. “But we can’t do anything about it! You got a knife on you? A gun? No, huh?”

Sky let go of Cyn’s arm and tightened her hands into fists. Eseld kept showing her sharpened teeth.

This was bad — why had she leapt to Shilu’s defence? It wasn’t as if Shilu needed the help. Sky was large and strong and aggressive, exactly the type who tended to make it further and start eating other people first. Sky was dangerous and Eseld knew it all too well. Eseld glanced at Cyn, but Cyn was edging away, clearing the way for a fight, eyes darting back and forth.

“Lykke,” said Shilu, “is reconstituting her inter-nanonic definitional matrix.”

Sky snorted. “And what does that mean, when it’s at home?”

Shilu turned her head to stare at Sky for a moment. Sky swallowed.

Shilu said: “She’s putting herself back in her body. We’re seeing echoes of the process moving across the local network. It’s not Lykke, not really. It’s her reflection.”

Eseld said, “How long do we have?”

Shilu sighed. “Good question. I don’t know. The process should be instantaneous. She should not take this long. As I told you, I do not have the means to disrupt her in this manner.”

Sky snorted. “So she’s faking. Winding us up.”

Cyneswith cleared her throat. “Trying to get us to fight each other, perhaps? That’s always a risk. You should never listen to voices from the forest. Don’t listen to anything you can’t see, especially if it’s trying to tease you.”

Shilu looked back at the windows. “No. She has no need for that. She knows I cannot defeat her a second time.”

Eseld said, “Is she maybe … ‘limited’ as well? Somebody else holding her back? Something like that?”

Shilu blinked. Her eyes tightened — a new expression. “Perhaps. I do not understand who would do that, or how.” She pointed at the window. “Especially in this new context.”

Sky frowned. “The storm?”

Eseld said, “It’s not natural, is it?”

Shilu did not explain. She crossed the atrium and walked right up to the wall of windows, putting her face close to the glass. Eseld shared a glance with Sky and Cyneswith, then hurried to follow. The freshies trailed behind.

Eseld could barely see the revenants in the tomb’s outworks down below, obscured behind a wall of thickening rain and constant swirls of high wind, in addition to the gritty, greasy, black-oil residue on the glass itself. Anybody down there would be drenched to the bone if they were not under cover — which was not dangerous for a revenant, freed from the indignity of hypothermia and the maintenance needs of an immune system, but deeply unpleasant all the same, and very difficult in which to fight. The rain was so heavy that visibility must be terrible, footing treacherous, communications garbled.

Some movements were still visible even through the dense rain — large chunks of rubble and rebar picked up by the wind and tossed through the streets beyond the tomb. Walls were shivering in the wind, concrete debris stripped from exposed edges, crumbly brick collapsing before the storm.

Shilu was staring upward, at the dark and churning clouds on the jagged horizon; the storm was mounting the back of the graveworm.

Eseld said, “The worm is blocking the worst of it, isn’t it?”

“Mm,” Shilu grunted. “Not for long.”

Cyn spoke from behind Eseld: “That’s real pretty. A really pretty storm. I always loved storms.”

Sky said, “Shit, we have to head out into that? Can we grab some coats first? We’re not gonna be naked, are we?”

“No,” said Shilu. “That storm would kill the three of you. That’s a hurricane.”

“What?!” Sky said.

“Those gusts down there are hitting a hundred miles an hour. The heart of the storm is to the north. Sustained winds of one-fifty, maybe one-sixty miles per hour. Likely higher on the far side of the graveworm, two fifty to three hundred miles per hour. Maybe higher. I can’t get exact measurements without network access, only what I have on-board. It’s heading directly toward the tomb. Perhaps half an hour until direct contact.”

Eseld knew what was happening.

“It’s Lykke, isn’t it?” she whispered.

Sky laughed — a horrible jerking sound on the edge of hysteria. “You’re kidding? You’re joking, right? That monster can — what, summon storms? You’re telling me it’s trying to kill us with a storm? It—”

“Fairy magic,” Cyn said. “Command of the weather.”

“Shut up!” Sky snapped at her. Cyn flinched. “Shut up! It’s not magic, there’s no such thing as magic, or ghosts, or—”

Eseld rounded on Sky and showed her sharpened teeth. “It may as well be! Stop shouting at her!”

Sky’s face flashed with anger.

Shilu turned away from the windows. “There are no atmospheric convection cycles to begin a hurricane, and no liquid water left in the oceans with which to form one. Even if that was not true, we are thousands of miles inland. The storm is impossible. It is being sent on purpose.”

“By Lykke?” Eseld prompted.

Shilu shrugged. “Unknown. I doubt she has network access enough for this. This is not unprecedented, but it is very rare.”

Eseld hurried on. “It’s a way to drive us to ground, or to create a lot of confusion to cover for something else, so … so Lykke wouldn’t need to do that, not to kill us, I mean. It’s something else, something trying to stop her? Or to confuse her. Or make sure she’s finished the job.”

Shilu stared at Eseld for a moment. “You think quickly, zombie.”

“Just trying to survive.”

“Yes. And somebody is trying to kill you, you three zombies.”

Sky blinked several times. Cyn just nodded.

“Not you?” Eseld asked.

Shilu shook her head. “The storm is little danger to me. The tomb can withstand winds ten times that intensity. The graveworm could survive much more. The only threat is to exposed zombies. Whoever sent it wants to keep you in the tomb. Or perhaps they aren’t taking any chances of Lykke failing. But it gives me a perfect opportunity to escape. I could break this window and fly to the ground. The hurricane will soon introduce enough local network interference to give me a chance. But it would kill the three of you.” Shilu sighed; for the first time her expression went further — she scrunched up her eyes with frustration. “I don’t understand why any of this is happening.”

“Does this change our plans?” Eseld asked.

Shilu’s eyes snapped open. She shook her head. “No. We go to the gravekeeper.”

“Then let’s go!” Sky snapped. “Before that plague-ridden bitch finishes putting herself back together. Cool? Can we move out now, ma’am?” Her voice dripped with sarcastic deference.

Shilu turned and set off again, heading deeper into the tomb. “We’re almost at the elevator. Not far now. No more stairs.”

For ten minutes Shilu led them deeper into this floor of the tomb, heading toward the core of the building, worming through increasingly tight passageways and narrow corridors, with lots of awkward blind corners. The pounding of the storm grew and grew as the zombies burrowed deeper into the ossified meat of the tomb, a standing wave of background static pounding against the exterior walls. Eseld could barely imagine the growing fury outdoors. Such a storm would have ripped trees from their roots and flattened buildings to kindling.

Eventually Shilu stopped about twenty meters shy of a sharp left-hand turn in a long corridor. Eseld almost blundered into her back, scrambling to a halt. Cyneswith let out a little squeak. Sky hissed, “What is it?”

Shilu said nothing for a moment. She stared through the metal of the corner, as if she could see through solid matter; Eseld guessed she probably could. The corner did not look any different to Eseld.

Then Shilu said: “This is unexpected. I may be about to die. If I do, turn back and run for the exit.”

Eseld shared a look with Sky. Cyn shrugged and mouthed ‘fairies’.

“Stay here,” said Shilu

Then she strode forward, heading toward the corner. On the last step she paused for a split-second, then stepped out of cover.

Nothing happened.

Shilu stood beyond the corner for several seconds, staring at something Eseld couldn’t see. Then she turned and gestured to the trio of revenants, pointing toward the corner — a clear instruction: do not advance further until ordered.

Eseld hurried to the corner, with Cyneswith and Sky at her heels. All three zombies pressed themselves against the wall, as Shilu indicated.

Shilu said, “One of you will have to take the same risk I just did. Decide who.”

“But you just did it, right?” Eseld asked. “What is it, what—”

“Guns. They may respond differently to zombies. One of you volunteer, quickly.”

Cyn started to say: “What if we—”

“Quickly.”

Sky snapped, “Why, what’s wrong? Spit it out!”

Shilu pointed back the way they’d come.

The outline of a human figure was extruding itself from the grey metal wall which they had just passed, like a person pressing their whole body against a sheet of canvas. Facial features were sharpening and clarifying, individual fingers popping free of the metal surface, limbs gaining substance and shape with every second. Textures grew from metal layers — bouncy curls and fluttering sundress frills, splaying forth in fans of simulated fabric, stiff and grey.

Lykke was emerging, pressed from dead matter into living flesh.

Cyn clapped both hands to her mouth, recoiling into Eseld’s arms. Sky spluttered and slapped her own right thigh, reaching for a weapon which wasn’t there. Eseld bared her teeth and spat.

“Quickly,” Shilu repeated.

Eseld started to move, intending to step out next to Shilu and accept whatever this godless fate had decided for her — but then Sky said, “I’ll do it!” and darted past Eseld.

Sky stepped out of cover and threw her arms wide, eyes bulging, ready for a second death.

Nothing happened.

“We’re clear,” Shilu said. “Go.”

Shilu took off at a sprint. Sky blinked in shock, then reached back and grabbed Cyn, sweeping the smaller woman off her feet and into Sky’s arms. She darted after Shilu.

Eseld glanced back. Lykke had both arms free from the wall now, half her head and torso out, legs trailing behind. The metal surface of her skin was gaining colour, flushing with pale skin and white sundress and blonde hair. Her eyes were still dead grey, empty of life. Her hair was stiff as metal shavings. Her head twitched.

Eseld scrambled around the corner and after the others — then gasped, almost losing her footing in shock. She caught herself, got herself upright, and broke into a sprint.

The corridor was kinked in three places as if to create a trio of choke points; it terminated in a steep switchback ramp which climbed toward a raised, walled platform or second level, from which an observer might look out over the choke points below.

The walls and ceiling bristled with firepower.

Hard-point weapon emplacements cradled all manner of guns and cannons, none of which Eseld could name. Black-mouthed machines tracked Eseld and the others with empty muzzles as they ran down the corridor toward the ramp. Shilu was not spared the battery’s attention; clusters of lance-structures swivelled to follow her, backed up by multi-barrelled monsters ticking and clicking in time to their internal engines. Many of the guns whirred with the sounds of tiny motors as they twisted and turned, or hummed with the infernal buzz of power-packs and on-board reactors.

Hundreds of automatic turrets and gun emplacements tracked the zombies and the fallen angel down the length of the jinking corridor. Eseld felt as if she was sprinting down a length of intestine, lined with waving cilia.

Shilu hit the ramp first and reached the observation platform moments later. Sky went next, hurling herself upward, cradling Cyneswith in her arms. Eseld was last, mounting the ramp and hauling herself to the top. She collapsed against the wall-lip of the platform, heaving for breath.

A pair of large metal doors stood half-open on one side of the platform, ten inches thick. Beyond them was a blank metal box.

“It’s a dead end!” Cyneswith wailed.

“No, that’s a lift,” said Sky, tipping Cyn back to her feet. “We need to get in the lift! Where does it lead?”

Shilu turned to face the corridor through which they had just passed. She held her arms out to either side and made her hands into blades, extending flesh and bone into lightless black metal.

“Shilu?” Eseld hissed. “Shilu, this is a dead end, and I know it too. You said you can’t fight Lykke again, what do we do?”

“I have no idea,” said Shilu. “None of this is meant to be here. These guns should not be here. And they should have killed me.”

Sky whirled on Shilu. “What now?! Do we pile into that lift? We can’t just stand here and die!”

“There’s no point,” said Shilu. “Not unless the guns wake. And I don’t think they will, I think—”

“Shishi!”

Lykke’s bright and burning warble filled the air with laughter.

An apparition in white stepped around the far end of the jinking corridor, hands raised in playful surrender.

Lykke looked exactly as she had when she had first appeared — a young woman with luxurious blonde hair, wearing a sundress and fancy shoes — except her colours were greyed out, washed thin by her rebirth from the wall. Her joints did not appear to work properly, as if she was suffering a restricted range of motion. Her hair was stiff and artificial. Her eyeballs were fused in place.

“Shishi, really!” Lykke said. “That’s more than enough of making me run about. Now I need to limber up and oil down and you just—”

Every turret in the corridor whirled to point at Lykke.

Her eyes went wide. Her mouth formed a little ‘oh.’

Shilu shouted, “Into the li—”

The battery of guns opened up with a deafening roar, filling the cramped corridor with a storm of firepower; the slam of bullets and plasma bolts and sabots drowned out the distant drumming of the hurricane’s fringe, punctuated by the kick and thump and whine of a hundred magazines and motors and mechanisms.

Lykke’s grey-washed form vanished beneath a hail of gunfire, blotted out by the flash of energy weapons, swallowed by the explosion of debris. The end of the corridor collapsed into metal slag and flying fragments and molten droplets of melted steel. A cloud of shrapnel burst against the platform, whizzing and pinging through the air.

“Into the lift!” Shilu howled above the noise.

Sky swept Cyneswith off her feet again; Cyn was screaming, hands clamped over her ears. Eseld sprinted for the gap between the lift doors and hurled herself through, into the darkness. Sky shouldered inside after her. Shilu slipped through last and slammed the doors shut, blotting out the worst of the cacophonous gunfire.

A two-button control panel stood to the left of the doors. Shilu slammed the ‘down’ arrow. A tiny red light flickered on.

The lift jerked, then began to descend.

Three pairs of lungs panted hard in the dark. Cyn held back a sob, gulping for air. Sky muttered, ‘fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.’

The sound of the guns above did not stop — but the furious roar started to slow, growing quiet, as if the turrets were falling silent one by one.

“That didn’t stop her,” Eseld said. “Did it?”

Shilu’s gaze crept upward, watching through the wall and the shaft as the lift descended. “No,” she said. “Not for long.”

“What do we do now?” Sky said. “What do we do, how do we get away from her?! How do we fucking kill her?”

“We don’t,” said Shilu.

“There has to be a way, you were listing them earlier! We’re heading to an armoury, right? You mentioned fire, heat. What’s in there? Do we have thermite? A flamethrower? You need an ECM bubble to stop her re-downloading her imprint? I can rustle up something if we have a powerful enough plasma charge and some kind of shield to contain the—”

“We do not have the means,” said Shilu. “Nothing in a tomb armoury will be enough to stop one of us.”

“Nothing?” Sky swallowed. “Nothing at all?”

Shilu considered this for a moment. “There may be a flamethrower. The flame will not be hot enough. She might retreat from it regardless. Maybe.”

Sky clenched her teeth and raked her hands through her dark hair. How naive, Eseld thought, how childish. One could not turn at bay and fight demons and angels, not with all the weapons in this dead world, not with anything she’d ever witnessed, or could imagine. One could barely turn and fight stronger revenants, let alone true cosmological actors in charge of their own destinies, like Shilu. Their only option as zombies was escape — or the salvation of this ‘gravekeeper’.

Silence stretched on. The lift continued to descend. Shilu said nothing, staring at nothing, her sheet of flawless black hair hanging like frozen obsidian. Cyneswith shuffled closer to Eseld, then wormed her hand into Eseld’s grip. Sky began to pace. Eventually the sound of the guns was gone completely, replaced with the distant thundering howl of the hurricane outside, battering the tomb with walls of storm and surge.

Over two minutes later, the lift stopped.

Shilu turned to face the trio of zombies. Her skin flowed and flowered and hardened — back into the nightmare scarecrow of black chrome, covered in blades and sharp edges, standing on a pair of spear-point feet. Her face was a pale mask, inhumanly perfect.

Cyneswith went stiff and still. Sky snorted. Eseld attempted to show no fear.

“There are two chambers beyond this door,” said Shilu. “I am going to step into the second chamber. Do not follow me. One of four things will happen. The gravekeeper may kill me, or it may kill Lykke. It might kill both of us. Finally, it might do nothing. Those are the four outcomes. In the event it kills me or kills both of us, you should arm yourselves and attempt to escape the tomb.”

“It won’t kill us?” Eseld asked.

“No.”

“You’re sure?”

Shilu smiled — a pair of tiny curls at the corners of her pale polymer mouth.

“You are beneath notice, zombie. Even with a storm sent to pin you in this grave. To a gravekeeper you’re not even there. If I die here, do not linger. Good luck.”


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A storm’s a-comin’, but who sent it? Who but gods can call the thunder and lightning their own?

And who turned on all those guns?

Ahem! Well! Here we are, plunging deeper into arc 11 than I ever expected. Originally I thought this arc might be like 5-6 chapters, but now I’m not so sure. I am experiencing the novel sensation of having my outlines thrown into chaos by characters who aren’t even on screen. Which is … new! So this arc might actually end up longer than I expected, but I’m not sure how long, not yet. Meanwhile. Shilu stays on target, Eseld is trying her best, Sky displays worrying behaviour, and Cyn is just rolling with the punches. And how about those ghostly presences, eh?

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Content Warnings

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Torture (sort of)



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Shilu — the nightmare of seamless metal and obsidian spikes into which she had transformed — cut Lykke into three pieces.

Her shoulder slammed into Lykke’s chest, ramming lances of black steel through the revenant’s ribcage, shattering bone and pulping flesh. Blood spluttered from Lykke’s mouth in a strangled cough. Shilu’s bladed arms blurred outward to either side, then scissored inward. One sliced through Lykke’s white sundress and opened the soft flesh beneath, bisecting her at the stomach, passing through skin and spine like a hot wire through cheese; the blade was out and trailing an arc of blood before Lykke’s breached intestines boiled forth in a ruptured mass. Shilu’s other arm scythed through Lykke’s delicate neck. The decapitation was so swift that for a moment Lykke did not appear wounded, but then her neck exploded in a fountain of gore. Her blonde curls tumbled aside. Blood splattered against the grey ceiling, falling as crimson rain. Lykke’s head hit the floor with the crack of a skull fracture; her torso followed, landing with a wet splat of splayed guts and spilled fluids, bile and chyme pumping and pooling from the ruin of her belly. Her legs and hips remained upright for a split second — half a white sundress drenched with scarlet, fancy white shoes stained with blood, painted toenails drowned in red. Then the legs followed the rest of her corpse, slumping to the floor.

Shilu stood amid the dripping gore, her front and face speckled with misted ruby droplets.

She had abandoned her human disguise, her soft brown skin, her long silken hair. ‘Shilu’ was a machine figure of black chrome and lightless blades. Her feet were spear-tips. Her face was a pale mask. Wide dark eyes stared down at Lykke’s remains.

Eseld could do nothing but watch. She was still immobilised, frozen by some magic or science beyond her comprehension.

Eseld had witnessed and experienced many strange horrors during the unending cycle of her damned unlife. She had seen zombies so changed by nanomachine consumption that they were barely recognisable as human; she had hidden from revenants who were capable of tortures and cruelties she could not have imagined in true life; she had witnessed weapons and artefacts which seemed to her like infernal wizardry and alien invention. She was surrounded every day by the world-corpse of the city, reminded every hour of her status as a microbe inside a rotting leviathan. She had met monsters and predators, seen miracles of technology, been shot and killed by guns she could not begin to understand — and been devoured by living horrors at the very edge of mortal madness.

But she had never been frozen in place by the whim of another, like a mouse before a snake. She had never seen a revenant’s entire body flow like molten metal and reform into a living knife. She had never met anything like Shilu. Whatever Lykke was, she had not stood a chance.

The crimson splatters on Shilu’s black-metal skin began to vanish. Shilu’s body was absorbing the blood.

Eseld needed to scream. She needed to run. She needed to curl up in a ball on the floor and sob and weep and pray this end would be a quick one, for an angel of death stood before her, unveiled in terrible glory.

But Eseld could not move a muscle.

Shilu opened her pale polymer lips, and spoke to Lykke’s trisected corpse.

“Get up.”

Lykke’s mangled intestines jumped like a nest of snakes. Severed ends writhed and wriggled and rose into the air. The two halves of her sundered bowels found each other and clung together, braiding themselves tight like rubbery, blood-stained ropes. Lykke’s legs jerked and bucked, kicking against the slippery grey floor; her arms flapped and slapped amid the reeking fluids. Bones cracked and snapped as she rose — knee sockets enlarging, elbows turning backward, femurs expanding. New joints burst from inside her legs and arms — twists and knots of muscle and bone. Her hands grew thick and wide, planted flat on the floor, fingers tipped with
long white claws. Her spilled blood and viscera and intestinal fluids flowed back upward into her open wounds, sucked into the rents in her flesh, or simply absorbed into her skin. Lykke’s legs and torso heaved upward and stood — not in the upright pose of a human being, but as an upside down curved bridge, hands and feet planted on the floor like the four paws of a beast.

The stump of her neck sealed over with a blood-red plug, then extended into a barbed tail. The open mess of her guts remained parted, intestines waving like tentacles. Her white shoes fused into gnarled hooves. Her white sundress shimmered and shifted, then burst into a cloud of bloated, glistening, milk-white flies.

The monster was now twice Shilu’s height and several times her body weight. Eseld had never seen a living thing this large except the graveworm. Lykke was larger than a bear — larger than Taran. Eseld did not understand where the mass had come from, but the revenant had grown into a giant.

Shilu stepped back.

Lykke picked up her own severed head with a cluster of gut-tendrils. The bouncy blonde curls became razor-sharp twists of bleached steel. She held the head over her own groin, suspended on a neck of intestines. She pointed the face down at Shilu.

Lykke’s eyes snapped open, glowing a bright and toxic green. A grin ripped her mouth open like a bloody slash in pale flesh. White teeth had turned jagged.

“You sneaky little cunt!” Lykke shrieked. Her new voice hurt Eseld’s ears, shook her guts and eyeballs, and made the floor vibrate. Lykke’s plague-fly dress buzzed in time with her words. “You have more permissions than you were letting on! Enough to get all up inside me! And I don’t let just anybody do that, hahahahahaha!”

Lykke’s laugh made Eseld’s eyes water. She couldn’t even blink to clear the tears and blot out the pain.

Shilu didn’t answer. She raised her blades.

“Whatever,” Lykke spat, turning sour. She pawed at the floor with one white hoof, gouging the metal. “You won’t land the same trick twice! Your flesh-mask is off now. What are you going to do, spring at me again and hope I fall for it a second time?”

“Stand down,” Shilu said. “Go back to the network. This is a mistake.”

“Shishi,” Lykke purred, backed by the chorus of her pestilent aurora. She raised her severed head higher as she spoke, on a neck of tangled guts. “You can’t fight forever, not without access. You’ve got nothing outside ambient. But I can go for days on a droplet of honey. I’m infinite. I draw on an endless well. What are you going to do, fight me until you’re exhausted, just to show that you’re a good little doggy? Nobody cares!”

“We can debate later, when the mission is over,” said Shilu. “Stand down or get out of my way.”

Lykke sighed — a sound like a roaring fire consuming human flesh. “Okay, now you’re boring me.”

Lykke charged.

Shilu dived aside, rolling across the grey metal floor. Lykke galloped at her like a steed from the mouth of hell, all open entrails and slavering tongue, clad in a buzzing cloud of bloated flies, denting the metal with her hoofed feet and the claws of her modified hands. Shilu dodged the first charge and came up on one knee, raking a blade-arm down Lykke’s flank as she passed. Shilu’s blade parted a fan of ribs and flowered open the monster’s hipbone.

But Lykke didn’t care. Her open ribs transformed into teeth, the wound becoming a dripping maw, snapping shut inches shy of Shilu’s head. Her shattered hip twisted like an opening blossom; a gleaming point glittered in the centre of the bloom. That point shot forth and tried to spear Shilu through the leg with a tendril of metal-tipped flesh. Shilu turned the spear aside with a flourish of one sword-arm — but she staggered back with the impact.

“You can’t beat me off by cutting me up, Shishi!” Lykke screeched. She bounced off the wall with a clatter of hooves and a splatter of intestinal tendrils, rearing up to crush Shilu beneath her bulk. “Is this how you won so much favour, by hitting things with swords!?”

Shilu tried to dive aside a second time, going left. Eseld saw the mistake and wanted to scream, but her lips and vocal cords were as paralysed as the rest of her. Lykke had predicted the dodge; she fell upon Shilu’s intended trajectory with hooves and tendrils and spears of stabbing flesh.

But Shilu turned her leftward dodge into a rightward jink, flickering through the air so fast that her black metal body blurred against the grey background. She twitched her hips; three spikes of lightless metal extended from her skin like the stinger of a wasp, slamming through Lykke’s chest and side, retracting as fast as they had shot forth.

Lykke howled — with laughter.

The blood trailing from her three fresh puncture wounds hardened and rose, turning into a trio of thick tentacles, each tipped with a fist of stiffened crimson.

Three fists crashed into Shilu’s metal torso. The angel of death went flying, knocked off her feet. She hit one of the windows with a clatter of metal on glass — and a sickening crack-a-crack as the window fractured under the impact.

But the window held. Shilu dropped to the floor with a crunch.

Lykke raised her tendrils, her tentacles, her ghoulish severed head. “You can’t win a contest of arms against infinity, Shishi! If you don’t want to lose, you may as well cut off your own head. Isn’t that what your people used to do, back in life? Something like that, anyway. Come on, let me see you cut your own throat!”

Shilu rose to her pointed feet, framed by the endless rot of the corpse-city and the black skies beyond. The clouds were churning and thickening with an oncoming storm. A dribble of blood trickled from one corner of Shilu’s mouth. She wore no expression on her pale mask.

“Internal bleeding?” Lykke said; she seemed surprised. “Oh, you really are fragile. Wow!”

Shilu raised her swords.

“Stand down and return to the network,” she said. “I won’t warn you again.”

Lykke clucked her tongue against the roof of her mouth. “And there you go ruining all the fun. Shishi, it’s not worth playing if you don’t show any—”

Shilu leapt at the monster.

The black-metal scarecrow and the white-clad demon moved faster than Eseld’s eyes could follow. Shilu and Lykke traded blows in close proximity, blades and tendrils and teeth and spikes flashing and cutting, snapping shut and lashing through the air. Shilu sliced into Lykke’s flesh again and again, opening bloody rents in her pale skin — but each wound closed with a wet slurp or opened into some new horror, fanged and dripping, full of digestive juices or sucking membranes. The monster spouted new limbs from the ragged orifices of her wounds, grew eyeballs in her back, flowered open her ribcage and hips into snaking tentacles of blood-slick bone.

Shilu’s metal skin turned aside Lykke’s teeth and claws, but she could not withstand the kinetic force of every blow. She was knocked aside, pushed back, thrown off her footing.

Lykke raised her decapitated head above the fray. “Bored now!” she announced.

The swarm of bleached and bloated flies about Lykke’s body suddenly flowed toward Shilu, taking advantage of a moment during which she was off balance. A river of insect bodies pushed in through her parted lips.

Shilu turned aside and vomited — heaving up a mass of fused and melted flies, their pale bodies turned to slush in an instant, cooked by her inner fires.

Lykke did not press the opening. She stepped back.

Shilu tried to raise her sword-arms once again — but then she blinked, twitching and shivering, taken by a fever, by the chills, by a hand inside her body.

Lykke grinned. She raised a hoof and hit Shilu with a lazy side-swipe, catching Shilu in the middle. Shilu went flying a second time, her black-metal body gone limp. She sailed in an arc through the air, beyond the limit of Eseld’s restricted vision. Eseld heard Shilu land with a clatter of metal on metal, smashing into the detritus of the security checkpoint. She rolled across the floor, then lay still.

Lykke cackled. “Without permissions, you don’t even own your body! Come on, Shishi. Get up and let’s finish this off so I can crack your shell and root around inside.”

Eseld heard Shilu stand up, metal clacking against metal. She walked back into view. Something was very wrong with her body — she kept twitching and tensing up.

She stopped well short of Lykke and raised her swords.

Lykke grinned. “One more round? Really?”

“I told you I wouldn’t warn you again,” said Shilu.

Lykke rolled her eyes. “You’re mine now, Shishi. Fine! Come hereeeeee baby!”

Lykke charged, galloping across the blood-smeared grey metal.

Shilu twisted one foot, as if bracing for a fancy riposte.

Eseld still believed in God. She believed that a loving God had created the world and everything in it. God was all powerful, knew all things, and loved all things. This love was sometimes beyond human comprehension, which was why evil things happened; this was also why good people sometimes suffered and bad people often prospered. But Eseld had long since accepted the fact that God was dead; the throne of heaven lay empty and cold. Even God’s inscrutable love was missing from the world. During some of her early resurrections she had attempted to figure out what had gone wrong. Had God aged and died? Had God been killed — by humans? By the devil? By something else? In time she had accepted that the exact events did not matter. All that mattered is that creation had been abandoned to madness and decay. All the angels were as rotten as the world, and could offer these pitiful mortals no hope at all, for they had surely perished along with God.

But here, for the first time in so many cycles of death and resurrection, with so much of her mind worn away by time and pain and grief, Eseld knew she beheld a demon.

Lykke was a demon, intimate with the taste of victory.

The demon slammed into Shilu at full speed; Shilu’s metal spear-tip feet scraped across the floor as she caught the charge. Hooves battered at Shilu’s head and shoulders; bone-tipped tentacles whipped at her torso and constricted about her chest. Dripping maws snapped shut on her limbs and hips. Body weight pressed down on her, threatening to crush her against the floor. Bloated flies mobbed Shilu’s ears and eyes, swarming over her skin, looking for another way in to infect her with more twitches and shivers. Lykke’s severed head descended, razor teeth gnashing and snapping to bite off chunks of Shilu’s metal body. A dozen more mouths opened in Lykke’s fly-shrouded flesh, to pull Shilu apart by the arms and legs.

Shilu let it happen. Her blade-arms sank deep into the soft and spongy flesh either side of what had been Lykke’s groin, all the way to Shilu’s elbows.

Lykke screeched: “Bet I can freeze you like I froze those zombies, Shi—”

Shilu’s black metal skin crackled with a blue shimmer, like lightning flashing across a storm’s underbelly.

Lykke screamed.

Her white flesh and bloated fly-cloud recoiled from Shilu like shadow from flame.

The scream turned into an ear-splitting note, then descended to a blood-choked gurgle. Lykke’s body lost definition, her sharp edges melting into rubbery blue translucence. Her cloud of flies died all at once, falling upon her like droplets of rotten, milky rain. Her legs collapsed, folding up as they lost rigidity. Lykke’s mass hit the floor with a wet slap of blubber, then appeared to shrink, as if draining away through a hidden grate. Her face melted, eyeballs running down her cheeks, mouth vanishing amid the mess. She turned to slime, then to nothing.

Within ten seconds no trace of Lykke remained. Not even a drop of blood.

Eseld was released from the spell binding her limbs and lungs; she toppled backward, heaving for breath, shaking all over. She caught herself on one of the metal tables bolted to the floor.

Shilu straightened up. She did not twitch or jerk. Her blades melted back into hands and forearms — not of soft brown flesh, but more of that lightless chrome and black metal. She flexed the mechanical fingers of her right hand, then looked down at her fingertips. A droplet of white formed at the sharp point of her right index finger, the exact colour of Lykke’s plague-fly dress. Shilu watched the droplet for a second, then flicked it onto the floor. The droplet vanished.

Eseld felt an emotion she had not experienced since true life — awe and wonder, like looking up at a starry night sky from within a forest clearing, and knowing that God had made the world good, for her.

A choked sob came from behind Eseld. She tore her eyes away from Shilu.

Behind her, the fresh meat was having a breakdown.

Sky — the tall and strong one with the reddish skin — was collapsed on the floor, sitting on her backside, weeping openly, hands clawing at her own cheeks, on the verge of hyperventilating. Cyneswith, the smaller but older one with all the freckles, was still on her feet, staring at the point where Lykke had vanished, mouth agape with wordless fascination.

Cyneswith met Eseld’s eyes. She closed her mouth and swallowed. “Fairies are terrifying.”

“ … yes,” Eseld said. Fairies, demons, what was the difference? “Yes, they are.”

Cyneswith raised both hands and put her palms together, as if praying. She bowed her head. “Thank you, Lady Shilu.”

Shilu turned away from her vanquished foe. Wide dark eyes stared without expression.

Eseld swallowed. “What are you?”

An angel, she told herself. An angel of death. Or a demon, a fallen angel like—

“All three of you stay exactly where you are,” Shilu said. “Do not move. Disobey and I will kill you. Do you understand? Answer verbally with yes or no.”

Eseld said: “Yes! Yes. Yes.”

Cyneswith froze, head still bowed. She murmured a tiny ‘yes’.

Sky was hyperventilating now, heaving for breath. She managed to speak: “No! No, I don’t— no, no— what was that, how was that possible, what—”

Eseld snapped without looking back, “Do as she says!”

Sky gulped twice. “I’m just— I’m not moving, I’m just sitting here, I— o-okay, yes, yes.”

Shilu walked up to Eseld. Her spear-tip feet tapped on the grey metal floor. Eseld focused on those feet and wondered how Shilu kept her balance — if she didn’t think about that, she might scream and scramble backward. Eseld held herself perfectly still to avoid flinching away from the angel of death.

Shilu stopped, close enough to touch, or to impale and rend Eseld’s body on her blades and spikes and black metal angles.

“Look at me,” Shilu ordered.

Eseld raised her gaze and looked into Shilu’s wide, dark eyes, the only part of her which still looked human.

“Don’t move,” said Shilu.

She raised her right hand and made it smooth, so the edges would not cut. Then she cupped Eseld’s chin and leaned forward, staring deep into Eseld’s eyes.

Wide and dark as a sea of oil; Shilu’s eyes shimmered with a sudden glitter of emerald light.

“Ah!” Eseld winced. Pain bloomed inside her head. Her vision blurred and her hearing went dull. Her brain was full of cotton wool. Her skin tingled all over, as if pricked with a million needles. She gasped and jerked in Shilu’s grip, but Shilu held on tight, squeezing Eseld’s jawbone.

Then the pain passed and Eseld’s senses cleared. Shilu let go of her chin. Eseld staggered back, gasping for breath, blinking and twitching, rubbing at her face. Her knees were weak. Her skin was flushed. She felt fragile and vulnerable, violated somehow, as if Shilu had been rooting around inside her skull.

“You’re free to move and speak,” Shilu said.

Before Eseld could react, Shilu stepped around her and repeated the process with Cyneswith, cupping her chin and staring deep into her eyes. Cyneswith winced and flinched, gasping with pain, writhing and whining. She arched her spine and bucked in Shilu’s grip. Shilu held her longer than she had held Eseld, until Cyneswith was panting ragged, caked in sweat, flushed all down her front, hair stuck to her scalp.

Then Shilu let go. Cyneswith’s knees gave out. Eseld darted forward and caught Cyneswith under the armpits.

“You’re cleared,” said Shilu. She moved onto Sky and said: “Get up.”

Sky shook her head. “I-I don’t think I can, I—”

“Get up or I’ll kill you,” said Shilu.

Sky lurched to her feet, still panting for breath, eyes wide with delayed panic and the onset of trauma. Shilu grabbed Sky’s chin — reaching upward this time, because Sky was taller. She stared into Sky’s eyes until Sky snorted with pain, then shook all over. Sky’s eyeballs rolled into the back of her head. She gritted her teeth and tried to resist, but gave in with a deep whine in her chest, heaving and spitting.

Shilu let go. Sky staggered back, but kept her feet.

“W-what was that!?” Sky demanded. “What was that, were you reading data off my retinas? What—”

“None of you are compromised,” Shilu said. “You are what you appear to be. But all three of you contain scraps of anomalous code.” Shilu paused, then said: “I don’t understand what this means.”

Shilu turned away to face the bank of windows, staring through the glass which had cracked under her own body weight. She looked down at the ground, at the tomb’s outworks beyond the walls.

“I don’t understand what any of this means,” she repeated.

Eseld made sure Cyneswith could stand before she let go of her. “You alright? Cyne— Cyneswith?” she hissed. They were both still shaking from Shilu’s examination, both flushed, both covered in sweat. Cyneswith was bright red beneath her freckles, eyes full of tears.

Cyneswith nodded. “Cyn. Yes. I can stand.”

Sky was hugging herself, trying to pull herself together, staring at the ground and struggling not to slip into hyperventilation again. Eseld nodded toward her. Cyneswith took her meaning and went to touch Sky’s arm. Sky flinched; for a moment, Eseld thought Sky might attack Cyn, but then she backed down.

Eseld turned back to Shilu — a black-edged scarecrow of blades and spikes, outlined by the cracked glass and the corpse-world beyond. The sky was darkening with the beginning of a storm. Droplets of greasy, gritty rain speckled the windows.

Eseld crept closer, but made sure to stay to one side. She did not want to surprise Shilu.

“May I … ask a question?”

Shilu answered without looking. “You don’t have to ask permission. I am not your master.”

“What … what are you?”

“The same thing as Lykke.”

Fallen angel.

Eseld wanted to ask so very many questions. What are you really? What was that fight about? Why is any of this happening? Why did you stare into our eyes and ransack our souls? What do you mean we’re full of ‘anomalous code’? What’s your mission?

Instead, she said: “What do we do now?”

Shilu didn’t answer.

“ … Shilu?”

“I don’t know what to do,” Shilu answered. She stared into the gathering rain. “None of this makes sense. Events are moving beyond my control.”

“But … you beat the demon, right?”

Shilu looked directly at Eseld. Her pale mask was more expressive than her fleshy face had been, brow furrowed, eyes narrowed. “The what?”

“Lykke. You beat Lykke. That’s pretty under control.”

Shilu blinked. “No. I didn’t kill her. She’s still nearby. I only disrupted her current physical matrix. The same trick will not work twice. In fact, it should not have worked even once. She should have been knocked off balance, perhaps disoriented for a few moments. Instead she acted as if I had disrupted her inter-nanonic definitional matrix.”

Eseld swallowed. “Can you make it permanent? Can she be killed?”

Shilu’s mouth twitched — was that the hint of a smile?

She said: “Ambitious, zombie. Yes, there are certain methods by which a physical matrix can be permanently disabled, but they are beyond my current access and permission levels. As for physical damage, mm, maybe. Application of gravity, heat, enough electromagnetic force to pull her atoms apart. Fire would work, but it would need to be very hot indeed. And she would need to be signal-caged so she doesn’t just slip into any nearby high-density nanomachine hosts. We lack the means.”

“Then shouldn’t we be running? We’ve got to get out of here. Can we outrun her?”

“Unlikely. We’re marked in the network. She has full access. Doesn’t matter how fast I move now. Besides, I believe she’s playing with … ”

Shilu trailed off. Eseld finished for her. “Playing with you?”

Shilu blinked again. She examined Eseld, looking her up and down. Eseld felt exceptionally naked in front of this machine-person of black metal and burnished chrome and blushless polymer.

“Or with you,” Shilu said. “I’m not sure.” Then: “Why do you look at me like that?”

Eseld let her eyes flicker up and down Shilu’s form; she wasn’t sure if she should answer, or if Shilu would find that offensive.

“Oh.” Shilu said. Her skin suddenly broke and re-set, like oil sliding off the surface of pottery.

Shilu transformed back. Light brown skin and long black hair, human and short, with ordinary feet and hands. Her expression remained identical.

Eseld shook her head. “Y-you don’t have to—”

“It is better to keep the truth concealed from other revenants,” Shilu said, then sighed. “What am I saying? What am I doing? You cannot possibly be important to any of this. One of those girls back in the resurrection chamber might have been. I should have been decisive and protected them all. But you three? I’ve checked you. You’re not. Nothing but scraps and leftovers. Then again, I do not have access to the network. I do not know what to do. I do not understand what is going on.”

Eseld didn’t know how to react to that. If Shilu didn’t understand what was going on, then what hope did Eseld have?

All Eseld knew is that Shilu was the strangest thing she had seen in all her many resurrections — and Shilu had slain a demon, if only temporarily. On an intellectual level, Eseld knew that Shilu was not an angel and Lykke was not a demon, at least not literally. She understood computers and nanomachines, she knew what the graveworms did and how firearms spat bullets. She had learned so much about science and technology from other zombies, even if only in bits and pieces, early in her cycles of death and rebirth.

But Lykke was a demon, and Shilu was the same — a fallen angel.

Eseld began to feel an emotion she had not entertained in many resurrections.

Perhaps not every angel was dead. Perhaps the throne of heaven could be filled once again. Perhaps hope was not all poison in her belly and brain.

And right now, Shilu was still her best chance of getting out of this tomb, and her only chance at escaping that monster if it returned again. Cyneswith and Sky stood even less chance of survival. Sky was calm now, though her eyes were still wide and alert, her muscles tight, her face pulled taut — a professional killer, her trauma neatly packaged and ready to go. Cyneswith waited for instructions as if born to take orders, clinging to Sky’s arm and listening to the ‘fairy ladies’ with rapt attention.

Eseld took her chances: “I think we would all like to get out of here. Please, Shilu. We should be moving, shouldn’t we?”

Shilu said nothing for a moment, then sighed again. “Alright. I’ve changed my plans. I’m going to the gravekeeper’s chamber. That’s my best shot at getting rid of Lykke, and that’s also the location of the armoury. We’re going in the same direction. If you keep up, you may have a better chance of survival. If you get there, you’ll be in a good position.”

“The … the what, pardon?”

“Armoury. Where they keep the guns.” Shilu turned away and started toward the stairs.

Eseld gestured at Sky and Cyneswith to follow, then picked up her feet and scurried after Shilu.

“No, no, I’m sorry,” Eseld said. “I know what an armoury is, though I— there’s an armoury inside the tomb? And what do you mean, gravekeeper’s chamber? Somebody tends to this place, between resurrections?”

“In a manner of speaking. Don’t think about it, zombie. You just focus on getting your hands on some guns.”


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Shilu has no idea what is going on here. None of this makes sense. To get technical about it, and perhaps a little bit too wordy, shit do be real fucky with this here resurrection.

Well! That sure was a fight scene! I hope you enjoyed it! This chapter spiraled wildly beyond my control. Originally the fight was meant to be like 500 words, followed up by the events of what is now the next chapter, but Shilu and Lykke went much harder than I planned for. Necromancers, right? Like trying to herd cats.

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custos – 11.2

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Eseld followed Shilu out of the resurrection chamber. The surviving pair of freshies followed Eseld; there was nowhere else to go.

The fresh meat pair stuck close to Eseld’s heels, holding hands as they tiptoed around the smears of blood and gore, careful not to slip or to dirty their feet. Eseld paused at the threshold, next to the metal lockers which were always present in every resurrection chamber; the lockers had already been ransacked. The girls who’d made it out first had grabbed the stun batons. There was no point pausing to wriggle into the grey jumpsuits. The clothing was always a waste of time.

Eseld looked back at the freshies. They were both terrified, faces smeared with the remains of snot and tears, hair still slick and damp with slime.

Eseld put a finger to her lips. “Shhhhhh. Quiet. And fast. We have to keep up with Shilu.”

The freshies nodded. Behind them, the clean white illumination of the resurrection chamber was fading, plunging the carnage and corpses into darkness.

Eseld turned away and stepped from the dying cradle.

In the smooth grey corridor outside, three pairs of bloody footprints led away to the right; the prints were uneven and overlapping, dusted with flakes of dried slime. Three runners, sprinting for freedom. A streak of blood stained one of the walls, ending in a big smeared splat on the floor. Hand prints showed where a revenant had scrambled to her feet. No corpse, no evidence of more killing. In the opposite direction, a trail of fresh glimmering gore led deeper into the warren of featureless passageways. Eseld knew from experience that was the wrong direction to reach the first downward ramp. Distant screaming whispered from far away, funnelled down the tangle of metal. Eseld’s initial guess had been correct — that trail of smeared blood was not a revenant dragging a companion to safety. An injured zombie had been hauled off by an opportunistic predator, hoping for a private meal.

Shilu was already thirty feet away, to the right. Her long black hair swayed with her stride.

The freshies were both staring off to the left, eyes wide at the sound of far-off screams.

Eseld hissed: “Ignore it! We can’t do anything!”

One of the freshies — the smaller one — said: “But—”

Eseld grabbed her shoulder and spun her around. The girl flinched, then gasped at the sight of Eseld’s mouth, full of sharp teeth. “Move or we’re dead! Move! Come on!”

She let go, turned away, and hurried to catch up with Shilu. The freshies dithered for a second, whispering to each other, but then they scurried after Eseld, bare feet pattering against the cold grey metal.

Eseld had always hated the upper six floors of each tomb, with their featureless smooth passageways and omnidirectional pale light and little branching capillaries. They made her feel as if she was being expelled from a dying womb, the soft tissues replaced with metal and stone. On her first resurrection she hadn’t found the way out. She had wandered the silver grey passageways for about six or seven hours, sobbing, hyperventilating, calling for her parents, screaming the names of her friends. Eventually she had curled up to rest, weeping herself to sleep in the pitiless light and cold eternity of these hallways.

She had assumed that these empty passages were the afterlife, and that something had gone horribly wrong with heaven. This couldn’t possibly be hell, of course, because Eseld had been devout and faithful all her life. She had kept God’s commandments and accounted for her meagre sins — a little lust here and there, some fury and envy, but who did not feel those? She did not lie or cheat or steal. She worked hard to hunt and trap, and shared her meat with her family, her neighbours, her friends. She practised charity whenever she could. She prayed — infrequently, to be sure, but she meant it whenever she did, especially when the weather was good and she stood beneath the vault of the sky and felt the world was a good place to be. She obeyed her parents, despite her tendency to keep to herself, to wander the woods and spend her hours on archery and hunting. So, this could not be hell, not unless God and the priests and the entire Church had lied to everybody.

Or unless Eseld had committed some terrible sin she did not comprehend.

She had decided, back during the screaming, weeping, mad hours of that first resurrection, that it was all because of Taran’s balls.

That hunt was one of the few clear memories which still surfaced on occasion, especially in those hours after resurrection, when Eseld could think and recall with greater clarity.

When Eseld was fifteen years old she had spent two summer months hunting a bear — a very special bear who had developed a taste for human flesh. The man-eater had killed and partially devoured an old miller from the village of Rockport, that spring. The miller had been elderly, unsteady, and dying of cancer, easy prey for a curious and hungry bear. But then three weeks later the bear had killed two small children in Deepsbridge; a few weeks after that, a woodcutter in Lower Boot, then a trio of hunters who had gone into the woods in order to deal with the creature.

Eseld’s parents had not wanted her to hunt the bear. It was too dangerous. The King was sending men, apparently, but they didn’t know the woods, and Eseld did. The King’s park rangers and professional fur trappers would blunder about the peninsular forests, spear some starving old she-bear, and claim victory. But Eseld knew the truth. The man-eater was a giant, twice the size of any other bear. It had eaten something in the woods, some foulness from the ancient world, a taint of witchcraft which had made it clever and strong. It knew where and when to hide. It thought almost like a person. Eseld had glimpsed it once, and it had stared back at her in return, with eyes that saw and understood.

She named the bear ‘Taran’, but had not spoken that name before any living soul, only to her little brother’s gravestone.

The hunt had taken all summer. She and Taran had learned each other’s routines, tracking each other in spirals through the deep woods. She had endured more than one ambush, and almost died twice. She had eventually bested the bear with a combination of snares, a metal jaw-trap she’d bartered for with threescore fox hides, and over two hundred arrows. Taran had looked like a pincushion when he’d finally closed his eyes.

Eseld had eaten Taran’s heart and testicles. She had told nobody about that, not ever. That was old magic, the kind her grandmother had whispered to her, from her own grandmother’s time, before the Churches and the Christians. Eseld had taken Taran’s head to the magistrate and claimed the reward, while Taran’s secret strength had boiled in her belly.

Bear killer! Single handed. Very few had believed it.

Such an irony that she would die a few years later to a broken leg and a sadistic master of hounds. Eaten by dogs, guts first. That first resurrection had rung with fresh memories of Eseld’s own death. She had drifted off in those grey metal arteries thrice, awoken each time by her own screams as her hands had tried to shovel entrails back into her belly.

After six or seven hours the undead predators had found her, and eaten her all over again.

Now, after so very many deaths, Eseld knew the way out of the grey tunnels by memory and instinct; everything below the top six floors of a tomb was jumbled and new each time, but the initial passageways were always identical. She had also learned that the many side-rooms full of biological experiments and nanomachine-flesh were not accessible without heavy weaponry; she had battered herself to pieces on those doors once before, and gained nothing from the experience but bruises and cuts.

Shilu knew the way out.

Shilu strode without looking back, chin and shoulders high. Shilu didn’t even bother to check the corners as she passed. Shilu’s long black hair shone like oil on the sea, clean of resurrection slime; Eseld was still picking the drying flakes off her skin and cramming them into her own mouth, running her fingers through her russet hair and licking the tasteless goop off her hands.

Eseld did not know what Shilu was.

That shape-shifting knife-arm trick back there was unlike anything Eseld had ever seen before, and must have required a truly gigantic store of nanomachines. But highly evolved revenants and predatory zombies did not make a habit of saving and protecting random fresh meat and bottom-rung scavengers. Nobody with power had ever saved Eseld before.

So, what was Shilu?

Not a zombie? Not a revenant. Something else. Something from outside all this?

Eseld did not dare ask.

Shilu led them to the first ramp, then down to the next floor. She didn’t speak. She didn’t look back. She didn’t spare Eseld and the fresh meat a single glance.

The fresh-meat pair — ‘Sky’ and ‘Cyneswith’ — did their best to keep up, scurrying in Eseld’s wake.

Halfway across the second floor down, they started whispering to each other.

“We’re in a fairy mound, aren’t we? We’re miles below ground, inside a fairy mound. I remember dying, it was horrible, just horrible. I should never have eaten the poisoned stew with the mushrooms, I knew it was bad and it was my own fault. The fairies must have brought us all back. And she — Shilu? — she’s a fairy! She must be! She’s part of the court, one of the aristocrats. She’s been cast aside or abandoned!”

That was Cyneswith. She was small and slight, though she seemed older than Eseld by a few years. Feathery blonde hair fell past her shoulders, shedding flakes of slime from fluffy little up-curls at the tips. Her face was dusted with freckles over pale skin, pinched and tight with manic energy. Her eyes were wild with caged panic. She did not look strong.

“We’re all uploads,” hissed the other one — Sky. “Brain uploads and re-prints. But that doesn’t make sense. My last imaging was two years ago, but I … I remember dying. I remember the bomb going off, just to my right. I saw it just before I went. I was too slow, had the perp to the ground, thought he was wearing a vest, but he’d already planted it. Fucker. Fuck! How can I be here with that memory if I was imaged two years back?!”

Sky was tall and muscular, though younger than Eseld. Dark hair lay in a thick twist down across one shoulder. Her skin was a ruddy red-brown colour that Eseld had never seen in life, but had encountered plenty in this Godless emptiness. She was bright-eyed and alert and checked her corners with care. She had the face of a professional killer.

Cyneswith had been resurrected without any visible bionics. She probably had something internal. Sky’s entire left side was bio-polymer synthetic skin, the seam barely visible unless you looked directly at the line.

Cyneswith hissed to Sky: “What are you talking about, madam? Are you a magician? Can you talk to the fae for us? Can you negotiate?”

Sky just tutted.

Eseld realised that she had no idea what she was doing with these two.

She had never left a tomb as part of a group before. Every prior exit had been a race to the gates, to get out before being caught, before the tomb was overwhelmed by raiders and predators from outdoors. Every successful exit was followed by a desperate scramble to escape the inevitable battle at the foot of the tomb, where monsters fought over the right to get inside.

Eseld did not know this fresh-meat pair. She had rescued them on an emotional whim, but she had no idea what to do, how to shepherd them out of here, or how to stop them dying, or how to explain the world to them. She had no idea how they would react under pressure, or if they would turn on her.

She twisted to look over her shoulder, without slowing her pace. “Both of you are wrong. Both of you shut up and concentrate!”

Sky whispered: “You seem to be pretty well informed. Thank you for saving us, earlier. But what’s going on here, where—”

“God’s dead and this is hell,” Eseld hissed.

She hadn’t meant to say that. She had wanted to say something like ‘Don’t worry about it, I’ll get you out of here’, or perhaps ‘This is the end of all things, but we’re still around’. Instead she felt a hysterical laugh tug at her lips, fighting with a wet sob. These two girls had no idea what they were about to face. Eseld wished she could spare them that. Maybe dying in the resurrection chamber would have been more merciful. Maybe she had condemned them by saving them.

Cyneswith’s eyes widened again at the sight of Eseld’s sharpened teeth. She wet her lips with a dart of a little pink tongue. “And you’re a fairy, too. Are you Shilu’s attendant? Her knight?”

Sky said, “Shilu called us ‘zombies’, what did that mean?”

“Means we’re all dead,” said Eseld, struggling not to sob or bite down on a laugh. “Don’t— don’t think about it! Don’t think at all! Just move. Just walk. Just— just don’t!”

Sky shook her head. “And what was all that killing about, back there? Look, I’m no stranger to death and corpses, but that was madness. And that— that thing, with the teeth and claws, that was like a bio-mod job but it wasn’t based on anything, it just—”

Cyneswith let go of Sky’s hand and veered to the side. “You are all fairies and magicians, and none of you will use proper words! Please!”

Eseld hissed: “Panic and you’re dead. Keep moving, keep—”

Shilu stopped, turned around, and stalked back toward the trio.

All three scrambled to a halt. Eseld hunched her shoulders, dipped her head, and lowered her eyes.

Shilu stopped six paces away, then said: “Don’t do that.”

“ … don’t do what?”

“Grovel. Bow. I’m not your master. Stop that.”

Eseld forced herself to straighten up and look directly at Shilu. Wide dark eyes were framed by soft brown skin. Shilu wore no expression, like her face was a mask of flesh over an iron skull. Despite the shared nudity, Eseld felt naked and vulnerable.

“I should probably be sprinting,” Shilu said. “But that would leave you all behind. This pace is a compromise. Stop to argue and I will give up on you. Is that understood?”

“Yes,” Eseld said. “Yes.”

Cyneswith bobbed her head several times. “Madam.”

“Sure,” said Sky. “Thanks.”

Shilu turned away and walked on. Eseld shot the freshies a look, then scurried after Shilu. A moment later she looked back; Cyneswith and Sky were holding hands again, hurrying to catch up.

Shilu led the trio through the warren of passageways, descending the metal ramps between the floors, worming through the top slice of the tomb. She did not stop again, nor speak another word. Eseld concentrated on the side-corridors and capillaries ahead of Shilu, ready to screech a warning if she saw any movement. But she never did. The three zombies who had escaped the carnage in the resurrection chamber must have sprinted for their lives, and the predators ascending from outdoors had not yet reached this level. Cyneswith and Sky whispered to each other again, but they kept their voices low, and did not ask any more stupid questions.

Eseld needed a plan, but she did not know what to do. Shilu’s protection was unlike anything she had ever experienced. She could do nothing but follow in Shilu’s wake.

After the usual six ramps downward, the tight and twisty passageways of smooth grey metal terminated in a security checkpoint. This landmark was always present in every tomb, at the junction between organic metal and the more human lower floors. None of the machinery ever worked — the metal detectors and body-scanners and computers were all dead and dark, swept clean of every speck of dust and dirt, preserved exactly as they had been in some distant past.

Shilu strode through without pause. Eseld scurried after her, then turned back to make sure the freshies didn’t get confused.

Cyneswith eyed the arches and barriers with uncomprehending fear, but Sky seemed to know what they were, and guided the other freshie past the checkpoint. The trio emerged together onto the tiled floor beyond, among the orange cones and little yellow arrows.

This space was nothing new to Eseld; she had passed through the ancient checkpoint and sprinted past the waiting area so many times. Metal tables and chairs were always scattered on the right, before the bank of windows from wall to ceiling. Broken computers always stood on the desks to the left, always with black screens and empty innards.

It had been many dozens of deaths since Eseld had paused to stare out of the windows. She had long since given up the hope of ever seeing any sign of change. Staring down at the charred corpse of all creation was not good for one’s mind, even one already bruised into madness. The first time she had made it to this floor, Eseld had fallen insensible upon the ground, weeping silent tears at the rotten cinder of the world.

But Shilu had stopped. She was standing by the windows, looking through the glass.

Sky and Cyneswith stumbled past Eseld. Cyneswith gaped, letting out sharp little gasps as if she was suffocating. Sky went very still and very tense, eyes tracking back and forth across the ruins beyond the tomb, lips pressed into a tight line. Cyneswith began to sob, shoulders jerking, tears pouring down her face. Sky took Cyneswith’s arms in a gentle grip and tried to soothe her.

Eseld watched. Would Sky get violent if Cyneswith didn’t stop crying? Probably. Eseld was starting to make judgements about the freshies. Sky was a potential predator. Cyneswith would give up after one death and resurrection.

Eseld gave the fresh meat a wide berth, and edged up to the windows. She left a six or seven foot gap between herself and Shilu.

Beyond the toughened glass lay the corpse-city which covered the world. It was never the same twice, but it also never changed, like a preserved cadaver. Rotten towers scraped at the blackened underbelly of the sky, as if trying to tear it open and devour the sagging entrails of the dead sun; one corner glowed with faint red, embers trapped behind cold iron. Ash and mould and grey streaks of crumbled concrete spread out through the lower buildings like a skin disease upon the hide of a dying animal. Roads and railways snaked out into the city like capillaries and arteries plugged with congealed blood, gone black with decay and poison.

Far away to the left, Eseld spied the segmented grey line of the graveworm, the one which must have seeded her inside this tomb. Taller than any building, like a mountain range shorn of life, the worm was still. Post-partum. Recovering from the latest raid on heaven.

The black metal of the tomb pyramid descended toward the ground in gigantic steps; each layer was studded with long-dead weapon emplacements and sleeping cannons; Eseld had never seen those guns twitch or turn, let alone wake or loose their payloads. At the foot of the pyramid, the tangle of black metal walls and funnels and bridges were the same as ever, the same old killing ground, the same narrow exits, the same gauntlet leading out.

Except this time it was already packed with the undead.

Tiny black dots darted back and forth, far below Eseld’s lofty vantage point — zombies, hurling themselves into cover, or scurrying along trenches, or mounting assaults on opposing groups. The tomb’s outworks were a hive of violence, in the middle of a battle joined long ago. As Eseld squinted downward, she saw the orange blossom of a detonating warhead, the whirling machinery of a miniature armoured suit, and the flow of a hundred zombies charging up a ramp. The battle was not confined to the tomb’s outworks, but seemed to be spilling over from the edge of the city; the ruins teemed with revenants, with groups scurrying among the concrete and brick, highlighted here and there by the flash and puff of small-arms fire. A massive cloud of debris and masonry dust swirled in the air just to the right of Eseld’s view, down beyond the tomb’s outworks. Something down there was throwing up vast amounts of shrapnel, pounding the buildings with fire, shaking the ground beneath.

Shilu spoke.

“Doesn’t make any sense. Does it?”

Eseld almost jumped out of her skin. Shilu was staring down at the battle too. Eseld waited, but Shilu did not elaborate, nor look up.

“Right,” Eseld murmured. “Lots of them. More than usual. And they’re early.”

Shilu sighed in the same manner as she had back in the resurrection chamber. She raked one hand across her scalp. Her long waterfall of black hair shimmered in the dying light of the red sun, more like metal than keratin.

“Yes,” said Shilu. “A battle of that size should already have penetrated the tomb, two or three hours ago. A fast moving predator should have already reached this floor, or even the main birthing chamber.” Shilu gestured to her left, toward the rest of the security checkpoint room; a left hand turn in the corridor led to a set of stairs down into the rest of the tomb structure. “But we are not yet attacked.”

“Yeah,” Eseld said softly. She did not want to interrupt Shilu’s train of thought.

Shilu raised her eyes from the ground outside and looked directly at Eseld. Her eyes were so dark, like a starless void. “Why?”

Eseld hesitated; was this a test? “Because … because something is blocking them at the tomb’s gate?”

Shilu nodded. “Something is blocking them at the gate. Most likely. How many times have you been around, zombie?”

Eseld shrugged. “Don’t remember. More than fifty seven.”

Shilu looked at the fresh meat; the pair had stumbled closer. Sky had one hand on the windows as she gazed down at the dead world. Her other was wrapped around Cyneswith’s wrist. Her breathing was ragged with near-panic. Cyneswith was still crying, but slower now, as if in grief rather than horror. She held onto Sky’s arm like a little girl.

“What am I looking at?” murmured Sky. Tears were gathering in her eyes. “What happened? Nuclear war? I don’t … no. Who struck first? Us, or the Sudmercians? Did we burn the world? Did we burn it all down?”

“It’s hell, it’s hell,” Cyneswith whispered. “The fairies said, it’s hell. It’s hell. It’s hell and we’re dead. It has to be, it’s the underworld.”

“Shut up,” Sky said through clenched teeth. “Shut up!”

Shilu raised her voice. “You won’t survive an exit from this tomb, not through that battle down there. Your only chance is to move in my wake, but I doubt you can keep up with the necessary speed. Try if you like.” Shilu turned away from the windows, toward the stairs. “If I were you, I would make for the armoury, but I cannot spare the time for—”

Shilu stopped.

Eseld heard the footsteps a moment later. Click click click click — smart heels on solid floor, ascending the stairs.

A figure stepped around the corner.

Blonde hair fell in curling ringlets about snowy shoulders, framing a low neckline. A white dress made for the sun’s kiss clung to generous hips and caressed slender calves. Matching white leather shoes clicked across the floor tiles — high-heeled, toes exposed, nails painted red. Bare arms shone as if beneath a blue sky. Glittering green eyes danced in a glossy, healthy, plush-cheeked face. Red lips parted with a wet click. Delicate hands held a severed head by the hair, dripping a trail of fresh gore onto the floor as the figure approached.

A woman in a sundress, smiling with mischievous joy.

Eseld recognised the severed head — it was one of the three girls who had escaped the carnage of the resurrection chamber.

The sunny woman stopped and smiled with explosive delight. “Shilu! Soooo sorry I’m late for your party!”

Eseld backed away and bared her sharpened teeth; this revenant was beyond her comprehension, just like Shilu. Cyneswith and Sky went silent.

Shilu looked unconcerned. She said nothing.

The sunny woman pouted, swinging the severed head in one hand like a fancy bag. “You don’t recognise me, Shilu? Awww, Shishi. Tch, you’re being rude to amuse yourself. You always were like that, even with no constraints. Such a ratty little bitch.”

“It’s been a long time,” Shilu said. “Forgive me.”

The sunny woman rolled her eyes. “As if you would ever offer a real apology.” Her glowing green eyes darted sideways, glancing at Eseld and the pair of freshies. “And who are these three morsels? The big one looks yummy.”

“Nobody,” Shilu said. “Zombies.”

The sunny woman laughed and tossed the severed head to the floor. It landed with a moist thump. Both the freshies flinched. The head rolled until the eyes pointed toward Eseld; she tried not to look at them.

The sunny woman said: “You were always terrible at jokes, Shishi. Running around with zombies in tow, really? Now you’re just making more work for me.”

Shilu’s eyebrows twitched.

The sunny woman’s eyes widened. “Oh. Oh, Shishi, you weren’t joking. You don’t recognise me, do you? Because you can’t. You’ve been crippled. Wings clipped. Gotten the snip-snop.”

Shilu answered slowly. “I do not have full permissions. Something has gone wrong.”

The sunny woman laughed again, louder and brighter this time, opened-mouthed to show off her clean white teeth. “Gone right, more like! Is that why you’re all fleshy, not doing your robot-girl shtick? Oh, thank my lucky stars. You really don’t recognise me, Shishi?”

“All I can see is the face you’re wearing.”

The sunny woman tutted and pulled a flirtatious pout. She put her blood-soaked right hand to her chest — but it left no stain on her white dress. “Lykke, my dear little insufferable bitch. It’s Lykke. Remember me now? Do you like the new look? I stole it from a very determined zombie. She told me she would ‘force her shit down my ancestor’s throats’. Very creative. I wanted her face.”

Shilu said: “Are you my backup?”

Lykke smiled and ran her tongue over bright red lips. “You’ve been a very naughty girl, Shishi. I’m here to send you to the naughty step.”

“I’m following orders.”

“Mmmmmmmm-nope! Don’t think you are!”

Shilu sighed. “I am following explicit orders from central. Go back into the network or get out of my way.”

“You first.”

“I can’t.”

“Oh, yes, because you don’t have a full permission suite!” Lykke giggled. “How can you be following orders when you don’t have permissions? Don’t be a silly cunt, Shishi.”

“There’s a war in heaven,” Shilu said. “All I know is that I’m following—”

“Orders, yes yes yes. Who cares?” Lykke stretched her arms above her head and rolled her neck from side to side. “I want to pull you apart and make you scream, especially if you don’t have full permissions right now. I’ve always wanted to know what one of us sounds like if we can’t get away. It’s going to be so much fun, Shishi! I’ll even leave this face on for you, it’ll be sexier that way.”

Shilu raised her hands; her fingers and palms narrowed, sharpened, and extended, transforming into a pair of black metal blades.

She turned her head slightly to address Eseld and the fresh meat: “This one won’t treat you with mercy. When we fight, I suggest you run.”

Lykke said: “How about no?”

Suddenly Eseld couldn’t move. She couldn’t breathe, or twitch her fingers, or even blink. Only her eyeballs still belonged to her, swivelling inside their sockets. Panic clutched her guts, but she could neither scream nor whine nor flinch, not even shiver. The same appeared to be true for the freshies too, though Eseld couldn’t see them from her current position; they’d gone silent.

Shilu said to Lykke: “Why bother with the zombies?”

Lykke shrugged her bare shoulders. “You’re probably not the only air-dropped bullshit around here, Shishi. Everything in here dies, back to the network, shoo, shoo. You, them, whatever else I can find. Those are my orders. And my pleasure.”

“Orders from who?”

“From central! Where else?”

“My orders also come from central,” said Shilu. “One of us is lying or mistaken. I suggest we stand down. You return to the network for further instructions.”

Lykke winked one brilliant green eye. “I’m going to follow my orders. I get treats when I’m done! Do you?”

Shilu took one step sideways, away from the windows. “That battle at the foot of the pyramid, is that your doing?”

Lykke raised both hands and wiggled her blood-stained fingers, as if preparing to do magic. “No, that’s some zombie nonsense. Lots of meat making a big fuss. Who cares?”

Shilu took another sidestep, so her back was no longer to the windows; clever, that way she couldn’t be knocked through the glass. Eseld cheered inside, to hold back the terror.

“Are you the only one here?” Shilu said.

Lykke snorted. “Wouldn’t you like to know? Oh, that’s right, you can’t! No network access! Gosh, it’s been a long time since I talked to one of us with actual words. This is fun. Oddly. Maybe this form helps. Should I be the old man again, what do you think that would be like?”

“There is no such thing as us,” Shilu said. “I am nothing like you.”

Lykke rolled her eyes and gestured at Eseld. “You think they see any distinction, Shishi?”

“No.”

“Then what’s the difference?” Lykke sneered. She kept wiggling her fingers. “You need actual weapons, while I’m just going to pull your guts out? You’re going to menace me with swords — swords! — which bounce off my skin? You’re just meat, while I’m nanomachine and data without any pretence of impurity? Pfffft. Maybe you’re right, Shishi. We are different. You’re still a human being underneath all that, with all the same old vulnerabilities. Jumped up pond slime, only useful as the generative organs of your own machine descendants. But me?” Lykke spread her hands and winked. “I’m a shard of God.”

Shilu shook her head. “That’s not the difference I was thinking of.”

Lykke sighed and let her shoulders sag. “Then what is?”

“The difference between you and I is that I don’t need a full permissions suite to take you apart.”

Shilu kicked off the floor and darted toward Lykke. The smiling monster just laughed; she made no effort to defend herself.

“Shishi, at least give yourself— ahh!”

Lykke’s cackle curdled into a sudden gasp.

Six feet out from Lykke’s throat, Shilu became a scarecrow of black chrome and razor-sharp blades.

She crashed into the sundress and soft flesh with an explosion of blood and bone.


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Necromancer vs Necromancer. Fight!

Seems that Shilu isn’t the only weird thing about this resurrection. A Necromantic agent sent to slaughter the fresh meat, an out of control fight beyond the tomb, and something blocking the doors. Wheels turn within wheels, as angels and others put their plans into action.

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custos – 11.1

Content Warnings

Child death/death of children
Gore
Cannibalism
Grief



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Frigid flesh quickened with furious flame; frozen meat melted into metabolic motion. A stilled heart stirred with a single beat, then hammered hard against a cage of bone. Lungs inflated with a clotted breath, sucking air down a slime-clogged throat. Eyes flew open, blinded by viscous residue. Lips parted with a slick wet rasp.

Eseld woke screaming, clawing at the inside of her resurrection coffin.

She screamed until her throat bled and her ears rang. She clawed until her fingertips were bloody and bruised.

She screamed to purge her respiratory system, splattering the grey lid of the coffin with blue-stained mucus from inside her windpipe and lungs. She screamed for the friends and companions once again left behind in the yawning abyss of death. She screamed with the realisation that she had been ripped back into unlife once again, dumped into this grey metal box once again, pushed into the abandoned, overgrown, rotten garden of the world once again, to die, once again. Once again. And again. And again. And again.

The cycle had begun anew, and all Eseld could do was break her nails against the coffin lid.

Eseld’s memory was a jumble. Always a jumble! Death and time stole everything except hunger. But this latest death felt different.

She had been asleep — sleeping for real, with closed eyes and softened breath, not the sleep of death in a heaven plundered and emptied by the demonic machines of this accursed future. No, she had been curled up in a dark hole with Su and Mala and Andasina, huddled beneath some threadbare blankets they’d found in the waterlogged entrails of a collapsed building. They’d been cuddled up, warm and tight, when—

Or was that the death before this last one? Or one before that? Eseld’s memories felt like shifting through tar with a toothpick. She had known her latest trio of friends for only a few months, and could barely remember their faces. Just another short-lived pack, bonded by sensation and shared meat, barely holding back from eating each other. They were little different to all previous faces, all previous flesh, all previous incarnations.

Eseld had died so many times. She had lost count long ago. She had stopped trying at fifty seven deaths — half because her mind could not take any more, half because fifty seven was a special number. Fifty seven was the year the king had ascended to the throne, which was also the year Eseld’s little brother had died. The number fifty seven had endured where so much else had turned to decay and fallen away; Eseld could not recall her brother’s name, nor the name of the king who she had never seen. She could not remember her parents’ faces, or the feeling of sunlight, or the sound of birdsong.

There was very little left of ‘Eseld’. She knew this with greater clarity, in these brief respites after return to unlife.

Eseld stopped screaming and stopped clawing at the lid of her coffin. She panted for breath, though she knew she did not strictly need to breathe. It just felt better to fill her lungs. She snorted clots of nanomachine slime and glue-like mucus out of her nose.

She had long ago given up recalling the exact circumstances of each death; there was nothing to learn, no improvements to be made. Eseld had harboured those illusions for her first few dozen deaths, when she had first been ripped from heaven and cast into this pit. But like everyone else, she had eventually given up and surrendered to eternal torture. Why make it worse by remembering the pain of being shot, stabbed, run-through, dismembered, disembowelled, crushed, and eaten alive?

But this death felt different — why? Eseld struggled to remember, gritting her teeth and hissing with frustration. She closed her eyes and focused. She had been sleeping, when—

Andasina!

The realisation hurt. This death was different, because relief had briefly interrupted the torture.

Because Eseld had liked Andasina.

They had met over the corpse of a fallen revenant — a real monster, covered in bio-mechanical augmentations, her flesh ripe with nanomachines, slain in a personal duel over some lofty consideration far beyond the ken of scavengers like themselves. Eseld and Andasina had stumbled across the corpse by chance, at the same moment, in the brief window before stronger predators had moved in to claim the resources. Fighting each other over the corpse would have been a useless waste of time, for they were both emaciated and starving; a fight would only have delayed them until the bigger girls turned up, and then they would both have come away with nothing — or died. So they had leapt at the corpse side-by-side, unspeaking, sharing only glances, tearing into the fresh and steaming meat, stuffing it into their mouths, clutching the bloody gobbets to their chests, working as quickly as they could to secure whatever nutrition they could steal.

When the well-fed revenants had descended with their guns and their body armour and their bionic limbs, Eseld and Andasina had fled together, back into the dark alleyways of the city. They’d giggled as they fled, over a caper shared.

Chance had brought them together, with full bellies and a wordless truce; touch and sensation had closed the remaining gap. Andasina was cuddly and small, perfect for tucking up against Eseld’s front, like a hot stone wrapped in cloth, warm in the freezing nights of this empty and Godless world. At first they had snuggled for sheer physical comfort. Over time they had grown used to the behaviour, made it a routine, the foundation of something new amid the rot.

Eseld had grown sharp teeth, after about a month together. Andasina had said that was cool, even though it sometimes made her lips bleed when they kissed each other. Eseld couldn’t remember how they’d picked up Su and Mala; Andasina had done the work, coaxing the fellow scavengers to safety one night with a chunk of wet and bleeding meat. Then they were four. Friends, or something more.

For a little while, companionship had eased the pain of eternal life without grace.

But then — last night? No, in the morning!

Light had been filtering through the broken bricks of their night’s nest. Su had heard footsteps outside the hole in which they’d been sleeping, footsteps approaching down the alleyway, one pair booted and heavy, the other clawed and quick. Stronger revenants, hunting for prey. Nowhere to run — the building was too clogged with ruin and rubble. Mala had tried to wriggle through, but all she’d achieved was ragged cuts down her shoulders and back. Andasina had hissed for silence, in the forlorn hope that the predators would pass them by, but they all knew that wasn’t true. Strong revenants did not poke around in dark holes unless they were hunting for meat.

All four of them had wept quietly, hoping the predators would turn away or take another route. But they hadn’t.

In the end, Eseld and Andasina and Mala and Su had put their heads together in the dark, skull to skull, tears intermingled. Eseld had kissed Andasina so hard that they’d both bled. Su and Mala had torn at each other’s clothes in premature loss. They all knew what was coming. There was no way out. They had no chance of beating stronger revenants, those who had thrived and flourished on cannibalism, and freed themselves from the cycle of torment. Those zombies approaching down the alley carried guns and wore armour. They may as well have been another species.

Eseld knew she was prey, no different to the rabbits she had trapped and eaten in life.

But she knew from experience that a rabbit with some fire still in it could twist in the snare and bite the hunter’s hand. A dying rabbit could still draw blood.

She and her friends had boiled from their nest and into the alleyway, screaming and shouting wild defiance. Eseld had snapped her nice sharp teeth, showing off what she’d made. Andasina had a knife, hidden somewhere inside her clothes. Clever little Anda.

Eseld didn’t recall much after that, only pain. She’d stared down the barrel of a shotgun, then been slammed sideways, smashed to the ground, her chest opened to the cold air. She had lain face-down in a gritty puddle of her own blood, wheezing and twitching, choking on her bodily fluids. A zombie had hoisted her up by her hair, to cut her throat — a true monster, a shining giant with glowing purple eyes and a shock of pure white hair, skin so clean and glossy, body armoured in plate, armed with death-spitting machinery that Eseld could barely dream of holding.

Eseld had turned away from it, toward Andasina, already lying dead on the ground. She had not wanted her last memory of that resurrection to be the face of some unknown zombie. She died with Andasina’s name on her lips, spoken through bubbles of hot, steaming blood.

Then, oblivion, for but a moment.

Death never held. Now she was back, in a resurrection coffin, weeks or months or a million years later.

She would likely never meet Andasina again. They were parted like two leaves in a storm, never to touch once more.

Tears cut tracks into the slime on Eseld’s cheeks, sliding down to join the shallow film of blue gunk in which she lay; with the gnawing hunger briefly sated by the mechanics of resurrection, her thoughts were clear for the first time in months, and all she felt was grief.

Eseld tried to scream again, but her voice emerged as a wet and withered whimper.

She had to be quiet and quick. Survival demanded she repress sorrow.

This resurrection coffin was identical to all the others in which she had woken — a grey box barely large enough for her naked flesh, with little room to move her arms across her body. A cold blue glow came from left of her head, from a tiny screen with the usual rows of buttons beneath. She did not bother to glance at the screen, because it never said anything different. Her pale, freckled skin was coated with a thin layer of nanomachine slime, already being absorbed into her body. But her build was no longer as emaciated as when she’d died. She was lithely muscled, supple and athletic once more, as she had been in true life. Eseld was gifted with compact, elegant muscle, from twenty years of climbing trees and cliffs to pluck eggs from bird’s nests, from scurrying about the woods to hunt rabbit and pheasant, and from a solid diet of oats and game meat. She could not recall the taste of those foods now, only that of human flesh.

Russet hair was slicked to her skull, soaked with slime. She ran her tongue across her teeth and discovered they were still sharp — she had retained the nano-biological adjustment, for once. Not much use in a fight. Perhaps she could use them to intimidate?

Noises filtered through the metal of her coffin — screaming, crying, thumping. The usual. The rest of this batch of resurrections were waking up. Some of them sounded as if they were already out of their boxes, sprawling on the floor, pounding the metal in their frustration, screaming to the empty heavens.

That was bad; the slow risers and the last out made easy prey. Eseld needed to get on her feet.

At least it didn’t sound as if the killing had started yet. That still gave Eseld a decent chance of sprinting for the door. Most of the weeping and babbling was coming from her right, but that didn’t mean anything; it was impossible to tell where one was in relation to the door before one actually broke the seal and climbed out.

This could be one of the rare groups which did not descend into instant cannibalism, of course. Eseld had learned long ago that was a poor wager.

Eseld wriggled both arms up, so she could press on the underside of her coffin lid.

It didn’t move.

“Fuck! Fuck, no! Move! Let me out! Move!”

She pulled a fist back and thumped on the metal; she prayed to God’s empty throne that she was not one of the few who needed help, stuck inside her own unbroken egg. That practically guaranteed she would get eaten, pulled live and wriggling from her shell and gutted with her first breath of open air.

She thumped again. Nothing happened. She gritted her teeth and tried not to scream. These deaths were always the worst, the ones which came before the hunger set in, when she still held onto shreds of hope. Eseld’s face scrunched up with cold tears.

“Please,” she hissed through her teeth. “Please. Please. I want … I want to see her again. I know— I know I can’t. It’ll never happen. But please.”

God did not answer her prayers, because God was dead, like everyone else.

Eseld slumped, giving in, giving up, giving—

Shick.

A black knife cut into the side of the coffin, six inches from Eseld’s face, slicing through the invisible seam between the lid and the base.

The blade broke the seal. The coffin lid clicked, then began to open.

The knife retracted as fast as it had appeared.

Eseld’s resurrection coffin opened on smooth hydraulics, lid rising with a gentle hiss. Cold air rushed in and coated her slime-soaked skin. The lid tilted to one side, blinding her with the clean white illumination of the resurrection chamber. Eseld had missed the red-alert stage, slept too long in the embrace of death. She was late to rise.

She gathered herself and grabbed the sides of her casket, feet slipping and skidding in the slime as she tried to get her footing. She found her balance and scrambled out of the box, down over the edge, onto the cold grey metal floor of an echoing vastness.

This resurrection chamber was like all others Eseld had witnessed; they always varied in the smallest details, but not in the larger aspects. Besides, who cared? The ceiling was higher than the vault of any Church or Cathedral she had ever seen, encrusted with great looping lines of cable and wire and pipe, hung with vast dripping orifices, their ends ragged with the afterbirth of the revenants below. Infernal machinery stretched off to the left and right, rows of semi-transparent obsidian glittering with inner lights — ‘computers’, running equations to tear souls from heaven; Eseld had not learned the word ‘computer’ in true life, only here in this empty and abandoned shell of creation. The rear wall of the resurrection chamber was dominated by a gigantic screen of silvery, liquid metal, flowing and scrolling with nonsense words and strings of numbers, as the devils in charge of hell chattered to themselves. Before the screen stood a human-scale control panel covered in buttons and switches and dials, same as always.

Clean white light burned upon every surface. Two rows of grey metal coffins faced each other in the middle of the room, raised on plinths, like caskets in a tomb.

Eseld was unlucky — her coffin was at the head of the rows, right next to the control panel, above which towered the unintelligible text of the liquid metal screen. The door was in the opposite direction, past the screaming, weeping mass of slime-soaked zombies.

This was a big batch. Twenty coffins. Poor odds.

Eseld glanced at her tomb-mates and tried to estimate her chances of survival if she sprinted for the door. Previous experience told her that one runner would set off a general panic, and trigger any wolves hiding among the flock.

Seventeen coffins had opened successfully; three revenants were still in the process of climbing free to join the others, but everyone else was out. Most of this batch was fresh meat, first-timers — eleven of the seventeen births looked dazed and awed, sitting or sprawling on the floor, gaping at the resurrection chamber, or clutching at where their mortal wounds had slain them in life. Harsh white light highlighted shivering, naked, sticky flesh.

Some of them were beginning to voice questions in halting speech.

“Where are— I was— I was sleeping, I was sleeping—”

“What is this? What is this?! Who are you people?! What is this!?”

“Father? Father, you were right there, where are you? M-my eyes were closed only for a moment. Father?”

“And peace and tranquillity and safety will come to all, will come to a-all, oh God, oh God, where am I, where—”

Eseld knew this was misleading. Some of those ‘confused’ and ‘stunned’ girls were predators, play-acting, planning on biding their time among the sheep.

But one of the fresh revenants tugged at Eseld’s heartstrings, no matter how she tried to resist; a young girl was up on her feet, walking between the two rows of coffins. She was one of the youngest zombies Eseld had ever seen, a little girl no more than eleven or twelve years old. She had bright blonde hair stuck to her skull with nanomachine slime, and the widest blue eyes, staring at everything with blank surprise.

One coffin appeared to have malfunctioned and melted into a twisted lump of slag — that was new, Eseld had never seen that before, but it didn’t matter. Two coffins had opened to reveal abortions — girls whose bodies had not finished forming, just meaty slurry and half-cooked organs in a soupy mass of tainted blue. One revenant was busy sticking her head into the melted flesh of the aborted births, slime and gore trickling down her chin, hands shoving the filth into her maw. Some of the others were beginning to stare at her in shock; any moment, somebody would ask what she was doing, and a panic would ignite.

Two additional revenants were covertly picking themselves up and eyeing the door. They knew the score, just like Eseld. One of them — a short and stocky girl with a weird twist of greenish hair — locked eyes with Eseld for a moment. Eseld bared her sharp teeth. The girl looked away, back at the door.

They were all trying to guess the best moment to run, but they were blocked.

Bad news: at the far end of the rows, closest to the doors, a highly modified zombie was rising to her feet. Bionic legs, bionic arms, all four limbs glistening with chrome casing and bio-polymer muscle. Her torso was a mass of armour plates set into dark skin. Her head bristled with additional sensory equipment embedded into her skull. Her joints were lined with pistons and armoured motors, giving her massive leverage. Two bright green eyes like headlamps opened in a narrow face. She must have been very well-stocked to carry all those enhancements over from her death.

The cyborg grinned as she straightened up, casting hungry eyes across the assembled prey. Eseld tensed, ready to sprint, sharing a silent glance with the other two girls who knew what was about to happen. The moment that cyborg committed to a target, that would be their opening to escape.

The cyborg’s glowing green eyes fixed on the little blonde girl. She tilted her head to one side, as if curious.

Eseld’s heart soured with disgust. But she could do nothing. She was prey.

But — wait. A shiver went up Eseld’s spine. If there was only one cyborg here, on the other side of the room, where had that black knife come from?

Who had freed Eseld from her coffin?

Despite her better judgement, Eseld tore her eyes away from the precipice of violence. She glanced over her shoulder, toward the control panel and the liquid metal screen.

A final revenant was standing right there, not five feet from Eseld’s back.

Soft brown skin, slender build, very little muscle on her frame. Long black hair fell all the way to the tops of her thighs — already dry, free of nanomachine slime, hanging in a glossy dark sheet. She had no visible bionics, no modifications, no bio-mechanical additions.

She was gazing upward at the vast liquid metal screen, as if she could read the machine’s words.

Before Eseld could back away, the final revenant lowered her gaze from the screen and looked right at Eseld. Her eyes were wide and dark, like oil at night. She wore no expression. Not a scrap of nanomachine slime was left on her skin or in her hair, dried or otherwise. How long had this one been awake?

“Don’t thank me,” she said.

That voice and that face froze Eseld’s blood inside her veins and turned her stomach to a leaden fist. Her legs went weak. She broke out in cold sweat.

This zombie was calm, collected, and unconcerned.

Eseld had never seen anything like this, not in all her resurrections.

“Wh-what … ” Eseld croaked, then cleared her throat. She wanted to retreat, but her own coffin pressed against the small of her back. “What do you mean? Was that you, with the knife?”

The calm woman said: “Forget it. Forget you saw me. You—” Her eyes flickered past Eseld’s shoulder. “Oh. Tch.”

From behind Eseld, a tiny voice spoke up, soft and gentle amid the weeping and babbling.

“Hello,” it said, angelic and happy. “Do you not want to be here?”

Eseld turned away from the calm woman.

Three coffins down, the little blonde girl had paused in front of a crying, confused, fresh-meat revenant — an older girl with pale skin and dark hair, face streaked with snot and tears, clutching at her stomach as if expecting to find a wound there. The little blonde girl really did look like an cherubic angel, smiling with open kindness, blue eyes burning bright amid all the shivering flesh.

Eseld wasn’t the only one staring. The little girl’s voice had carried to all the other zombies in the chamber. Others were watching, stilled to silence.

The heavily modified cyborg was stalking down the row of coffins, heading straight for the little girl. That one didn’t want just food, she wanted sport. But why was she frowning like that?

“Ah,” said the calm woman, behind Eseld. She sounded bored. “I don’t have the patience for this.”

Eseld prepared to break for the door. As soon as the cyborg began the violence, that would be her opening. She eased around the side of her coffin, ready to move.

Three coffins down, the weeping fresh-meat blinked up at the little blonde girl. “W-what? What?”

The cyborg raised her voice into a shout, breaking into a run, bionic legs pounding against the metal plates: “Don’t answer her!”

The little blonde girl ignored the cyborg. Other zombies leapt out of the way, scrambling back, yelping, shouting. The little blonde girl just smiled wider and repeated her question.

“Do you want to go back?”

The weeping freshie nodded. “I … yes! This isn’t real! I’m having a nightmare, I’m having a nightmare! I want to go back, yes! My— my guts are inside me, they were never spilled, it was just another part of the nightmare. I do want to go back, I do, I—”

The little blonde girl’s body opened like a mouth.

The diminutive figure unfurled, fleshy membranes expanding outward like the petals of a carnivorous flower, coated with crimson slobber and caustic saliva. The maw-body was lined with dozens upon dozens of foot-long, razor-sharp, envenomed fangs. Lashing tentacles uncoiled from between the teeth, whipping at the metal floor with tiny spikes and claws of bone. Eye stalks and suckers and bloody orifices snaked forth in a cloud of quivering flesh. The girl’s shining blonde hair hung backward and upside down from the rear of the monster, her face twisting with a giggle and a grin of childish cruelty and gluttonous glee.

An ambush predator, in no mood to wait.

The fresh-meat revenant was paralysed by the sight of the transformation, but her shock was lived-short; the ambush predator reached for her with tooth and tendril, grabbed her tight in a dozen lacerating limbs, and tore her to pieces with a single spasm of muscle.

A detonation of blood and bone and viscera splattered across the cold metal and the faces of nearby revenants. The ambush predator’s tissues flushed deep red, sucking the gore in through her skin, extending delicate tentacles to absorb the blood, shoving gobbets of minced organ into her many mouths. Even as she ate, she reached for her next victim with half a dozen grasping limbs.

The resurrection chamber exploded into panic.

A few girls tried to flee for the door. Some of them even got away, but the general chaos revealed other predators hiding among the flock — not like the true horror which had shown itself, just regular zombies who were skilled enough to pretend they were true fresh meat. Eseld saw girls go down, snagged at the ankles, heads bashed open against the sides of resurrection coffins. The ambush predator tore apart a second girl as quickly as the first, threshing her to pieces in an instant of flying blood and shattered bone.

The huge cyborg crashed into the ambush predator. They tumbled together, smashing into the floor, rolling across the cold metal. The cyborg won the tussle briefly, coming out on top. She reared up, a grin ripping across her face; her bionic limbs emitted some kind of near-field electric pulse that the ambush predator could not grip. Tentacles and tendrils slapped at the air, unable to find purchase on her foe. The little blonde girl — the ambush predator — squealed and screamed.

“The fresh meat is mine, slug-bitch!” the cyborg roared. “Down!”

The ambush predator replied with an ear-splitting squeal and a squirt of steaming acid into the cyborg’s face. Flesh hissed and smoked. The cyborg howled with pain and smashed a fist into the tooth-lined meat.

Eseld did not need to see who won. If she stuck around, the victor would eat her alive.

She leapt into a sprint, and broke for the door.

The resurrection chamber was chaos, covered in blood, full of girls eating or being eaten, fleeing or pursuing, or standing in frozen shock, still not quite believing that this was real. A few were staring at the fight. Eseld ducked past two awestruck freshies, leapt a puddle of blood, darted past the end of the coffins and—

Somebody grabbed her right ankle. Eseld went flying, then hit the floor, face first. She spat blood and heaved for breath.

An opportunistic predator swarmed over her, all teeth and fingernails, going for her throat and eyes. Eseld fought like she always had, biting and kicking, spitting blood into her opponent’s face. They grappled together on the floor, rolling against the side of a coffin. Eseld saw nothing of her opponent but a pale blur, a pair of wild eyes, a set of bared teeth. She was larger than Eseld, stronger, quicker.

The bigger revenant somehow got Eseld’s head in both hands and slammed her skull against the coffin-plinth. Eseld’s head rang with the impact; the world went dim and dark, throbbing black at the edges of her vision. Her opponent grabbed her throat and pinned her to the floor.

Eseld leaned forward and bit down.

That earned her a scream. Her fancy sharp teeth came in useful after all; Andasina had been right all along — her new chompers were very cool.

Eseld bit down again, chomping and biting and gnawing, until her mouth was filled with the hot iron taste of blood and ragged scraps of fresh meat. She clung on and kept biting until her opponent stopped moving, until she was slumped atop a blood-soaked corpse with the throat ripped out.

Heaving for breath, half-blind with a concussion, Eseld rolled off the other revenant. She never even got a good look at the girl’s face. She lay on her back for several moments, wheezing and whining, knowing she had to get up, had to move, had to go! She staggered to her feet.

The resurrection chamber was saturated with gore, all over the coffins and the grey metal floor. Beyond the bloody mess, the dark obsidian computers and the liquid metal screen carried on glinting and scrolling, as if calmly cataloguing the carnage. A few girls seemed to have reached the door and won their freedom, but most were dead. Corpses and limbs and offal lay everywhere, blood and guts and shit in great smears on the floor and up the sides of the coffins. A long streak of blood led to the door — somebody had dragged a wounded friend, or more likely a corpse, to find a quiet spot to eat their kill.

The huge cyborg lay in a tangled heap in the narrow passage between the coffins, bionic limbs shattered and broken, face melted away and torn off, ribcage hanging open.

Aside from Eseld, only three revenants were still alive.

Two fresh-meat girls clung to each other, both young, both smeared with gore, both faces covered in snot and tears and screaming in horror. They had collapsed in retreat against the obsidian blocks to one side of the resurrection coffins.

The ambush predator was advancing toward them, having killed and eaten everything else in the room. Teeth and tentacles whipped the air, dripping with fresh blood, flexing rows of tiny teeth and claws. The bright blue eyes of a little girl still hung upside down from the monster’s back, set in a face giggling and grinning with childish glee.

Eseld had a clear path to the door. The ambush predator — the little girl — was distracted. With any luck, it would stay up here and eat its fill.

The fresh-meat pair were seconds from death; they closed their eyes and pressed their heads together, skull to skull, tears intermingled.

Eseld hesitated, chest torn inside with an empathy she would never have felt when hungry. She felt almost truly alive.

For the first time in so many deaths, she broke in a new direction.

Eseld sprinted toward the fresh-meat pair. “Get up!” she screamed. “Get up! Feet, now! Door! Run to the door! Door!”

They didn’t seem to understand. The pair lurched to their feet, clinging to each other, bewildered. Eseld skidded to a halt between them and the onrushing nightmare-zombie. Eseld turned and spread her arms out wide, placing herself in the path of the killer. The thing was giggling, playing with its food.

“Run to the door!” Eseld screamed, waving her arms up and down. “Run! Run! Here! I’m here! Eat me, eat me first you bitch, you—”

She realised the fresh meat were not fleeing. They were sobbing, babbling pleas for her to follow, tugging on her arms.

“No!” she screamed, throwing the pair of them off. “Just run! Run, go, go!”

Then the ambush predator was upon her.

A wall of whirling teeth and tentacles was inches from Eseld’s face. Tendrils reached out to grab her and pull her into the monster’s muscular embrace. She kept her eyes wide open and opened her mouth even wider; she would bite down on the first thing she could reach. She would die, but at least this death would be quick. She would take a chunk of this bitch for herself, she would make these two behind her see that not everything in this Godless emptiness was hate and predators, that there was still something worth protecting, even if it was just a moment of respite, a moment of—

A figure appeared, standing right next to the ambush predator.

It was the calm woman — the one with the very long black hair, with no expression on her face, with absolute lack of concern.

She extended her right arm. The hand narrowed and sharpened, lengthening into a black blade — slamming through the predator’s body.

The calm woman ran the predator through with a ten-foot lance of lightless metal. She did not even have to thrust with her shoulder, or brace her hips — her flesh simply hardened and extended, until her right arm was a sword of black steel. She hoisted the girl-predator with effortless strength, lifting it off the ground and into the air. The predator squealed and hissed, like a squid on the end of a spear, animal noises mixing with the terrified weeping of a small child.

The calm woman held the predator in the air until it stopped moving, then lowered her arm and let the zombie slip from her blade. It fell in a bloody heap, and did not move again. The blue eyes had gone blank in death.

Eseld stared, mouth hanging open. The pair of fresh-meat girls clung to her shoulders, peering at their bizarre saviour, speechless and panting.

The calm woman flicked her sword-arm; it became flesh again, wrapped in soft brown skin. She flexed her fist. She stared at the dead predator for a long moment. Then she seemed to dismiss it, casting her eyes across the carnage of the resurrection chamber. She still wore no expression.

Then she looked at Eseld.

“Why did you do that?” said the calm woman. “Why did you protect those two? Do you know each other?”

One of the two fresh-meat girls said: “N-no! No! I don’t know where … what … what any of this, is? Are we in a fairy mound? Are you one of them?”

The other one nodded. “Yes. I mean no. No. We don’t. What— what—”

“Stop talking,” said the calm woman.

Eseld groped for her own voice. “What … what are you?”

The calm woman looked at Eseld again. “Answer my question. Why did you do that?”

“Do … do what?”

“Why did you attempt to sacrifice yourself?” said the calm woman. “Tell me the truth. I’ll know if you lie.”

Eseld shrugged; she wasn’t quite sure. “I … they— these two.” She reached back and patted one of the hands clutching her shoulders. “They reminded me of … myself? I didn’t want them to be separated. Not again.” She shook her head. “What are you?”

The calm woman sighed; it was the first emotion she had displayed. She looked away, up at the liquid metal screen. The scrolling text was slowing down, the clean white light growing dimmer by the second. The tomb had done its job, now it was dying.

“I don’t have all the permissions I was promised,” the calm woman said. “This is wrong. Somebody fucked up. Or somebody’s fucking with me.”

Eseld glanced at the fresh-meat pair, still touching her shoulders. Both of them shrugged and shook their heads.

Eseld said: “Permissions? What does that—”

“Never mind,” said the calm woman. “Don’t ask that question.”

Without another word, she set off toward the door.

“Wait!” Eseld said, scrambling forward. The freshies followed her, with nowhere else to go. “Wait, please, what are you? Can we— can we follow you? You saved me. Twice! You were the one who opened my coffin, weren’t you? Why did you—”

The calm woman stopped and turned around. Her eyes were wide dark pools. Eseld halted instantly, holding herself as still as she could. The freshies blundered into her back, but she kept her feet; the idea of accidentally touching the calm woman — let alone offending her — terrified Eseld in a way she had never felt before. She eyed the calm woman’s right hand, the one which had turned into a blade.

The calm woman echoed the question: “What am I?”

Eseld shivered inside. One of the two freshies whispered, “Maybe we shouldn’t ask that? Maybe we shouldn’t!”

“Yes,” Eseld repeated. “What—”

“Shilu,” said Shilu. “My name.”

“O-oh! Eseld,” said Eseld.

The freshies piped up too: “Sky!” “Cyneswith!”

Shilu showed no reaction to the names. Wide dark eyes considered the trio one by one, with little interest. Those eyes were cold and distant.

Eseld swallowed. She had to try. “Can we follow? You— you helped. We could get out, together? At least to the—”

Shilu said: “Follow me if you wish. I won’t stop you. But I doubt that’s a good idea. I think I’m about to get fucked over. You may not want to be nearby when that happens. Good luck, little zombies.”


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Fresh meat.

Ahem. Welcome to arc 11! Welcome back to the birthing chamber, back to the tomb, back to another bloody and ragged start. Just a bunch of zombies, with absolutely nothing strange or unique about them, right. Totally normal. Not a Necromancer among them. Promise.

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Interlude: Thirteen Arcadia, Part Three

Content Warnings

Body horror! As always!



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Thirteen Arcadia pushed deeper into the porous and putrid tissues of the south, where the corpse of the world grew wild and weird.

Nineteen days from the continental shelf, she met a wounded worm.

At first sight the jagged dark line rising above the horizon seemed like an exposed mountain range, perhaps a twin to the one which had sheltered Thirteen from the third of central’s assets. Thirteen’s intended route would carry her to the foothills of the range, then over a corner of the peaks; she planned to flower open her sensors from the tallest spot she could reach, to take a long-range high-ground geographic survey of the surrounding area. She would send the results back to Pheiri and Elpida, on the tiny chance that they might find the information useful one day, if they ever had cause to tread in her footsteps.

But as Thirteen drew closer, the peaks and valleys resolved into sharp regularity — segments of colossal living metal slicing at the sagging underbelly of the sky.

The back of a graveworm, still and silent.

Thirteen’s heart quickened with excitement; perhaps this was her chance to assist newborn revenants hurled forth from a tomb. She might be able to do some good on her journey south, to make up for the guilt of abandoning her Commander.

But her hopes of heroism vanished as she examined the distant line of the waiting worm in more detail; the ordered points and angles were disturbed in one area, toward the front of the worm’s body.

A trio of gaping holes yawned wide in the grey metal.

Three wounds, spaced in a neat triangle, bleeding vast quantities of raw blue nanomachines down the mountainside of the worm; the flow seemed like a trickle at Thirteen’s distance, but up close she knew it was a crashing waterfall, thousands of gallons gushing forth every second. Glowing stains on the worm’s hide showed that the bleeding had once been much more extensive, and not too long ago. The falling liquid shimmered with blue light beneath the dead sun in the black and empty sky.

The trio of wounds were closing rapidly, plugged with a thickening latticework of silvery metal. The wounds were so vast — miles across — that the graveworm would not be fully healed for many days yet, perhaps as much as two weeks. Thirteen watched the healing process through her long-range cameras as she approached, taking measurements of the huge metal scabs and the open space they had yet to fill. She compared the speed of the observable process and the size of the holes. She calculated the worm had sustained the wounds approximately twelve days prior.

Thirteen could not approach the wounded worm; two miles out, thousands of worm-guard formed a phalanx six deep and six high, a wall of writhing tendrils and pincers and lashing limbs, clad in triple-thickened armour and bristling with weaponry, stacked up atop each other in an unbreakable barrier. They reacted to her presence like magnetic ferrofluid, flowing through the streets and swarming across the buildings, chasing her until she had crossed an invisible marker and was no longer considered worth pursuit.

The grey area around the safe zone should have been a haven for opportunistic predators, more evolved revenants, or those about to leave the zone. But it was empty. Nothing dared approach. The worm-guard had chased everything away.

The wounded worm was taking no chances with intruders.

Thirteen watched for most of that day, taking readings with her long-range sensors, spying on what she could without aggravating the worm’s protective cordon. She pinged Hope and requested high-angle shots of the worm from above; Hope was happy to help.

Thirteen counted over six hundred thousand active worm-guard — and almost a million dead, lying in great piles and heaps amid the rubble and ruin. Their corpses were being consumed and processed by their active fellows. Thirteen attempted to calculate how many dead worm-guard may have already been eaten and recycled, prior to her arrival, based on the assumption that the worm had received those wounds twelve days ago.

According to her calculations, somewhere between four point six to eight point nine million worm-guard had already been recycled.

She took readings of the buildings and recent destruction, but she could not piece together what had happened, or who the combatants had been; a swathe of damage spiralled off to the west, but it did not match anything she had yet encountered, nor anything she could imagine.

Thirteen could not comprehend the scale of the battle which had taken place here.

Very few ordinary revenants remained alive within this graveworm’s safe zone; Thirteen counted less than a hundred, most of them huddling in deep holes or hiding within lightless buildings, clinging to each other down in the dark.

Thirteen sent all the data back to Pheiri, then took the long way round this recuperating god-machine. She prayed to Telokopolis that she would not meet the foe which had left those wounds upon the worm. She quietened her never-ending stream of omnidirectional poetry, trusting that Twelve Fifty Five already knew she was on her way.

Elpida contacted her over long-range comms a day later, when Thirteen had left the wounded worm far behind.

<<What kind of combatant could do that to a graveworm?>> Elpida asked. <<Something from central, you think? Did you see any evidence of a fight? Any remains, any enemy it might have neutralised?>>

<<Nothing but the wounds,>> Thirteen replied. She did not want to think about it too hard. <<There were a lot of damaged buildings. I don’t know.>>

Past that final graveworm — for Thirteen did not see another in all the reaches of the south — the city itself began to lose coherency.

She first noticed the decay when she was seventeen days from the edge. More and more buildings were colonised by black rot, hung with dripping sheets of mucosal matter, spotted with dark grey lichens, coated with slick slime and slippery sludge, slumping into their foundations as they forgot what they were supposed to be. At first Thirteen assumed she was merely passing through yet another variation on the endless arteries and capillaries of the continent-spanning city-corpse. But the rot intensified with every step. By fifteen days from the edge there was more black nanomachine slime and roiling humps of rotten filth than there were intact buildings. The facade of regular ruin had gone untended for too long; concrete and brick and glass and steel ached to return to primordial sludge.

Her southward route became difficult and confusing. The city collapsed into a swamp. Vast lakes of pitch-black mud and dirty grey slurry sucked and snagged at her ankles, threatening to drag her down into the tangled darkness beneath the surface, where rusted skeletons of sunken buildings rasped against her exterior armour.

Thirteen treated this as an opportunity for practice; after all, the black beyond the shore — out in whatever was left of the green — would be far worse than a marshland of muddy lakes. She plunged into the swampy landscape several times, submerging herself in the lightless soupy depths. Building-sized spikes of sharp metal threatened to run her through; underwater labyrinths of mush and filth and rotten brick threatened to leave her trapped and pinned; strange swimmers in the silt twitched and flexed beneath her unquiet feet.

She could have practised for days, but even one would be too long. Trudging through the ooze and muck would slow her down, add weeks to her journey. Thirteen spent just twenty four hours testing her external seals and internal pressures, pushing her sensors to their limit when blinded by black gunk, and learning how to jet through the mud on flumes of syphoned fluid.

Then she climbed back to dry ground. She sent her testing data back to Pheiri, in case he ever needed to pressurise his internal spaces. She pinged Hope, far above her, dancing and swooping just beneath the cloud layer. She requested readings of the landscape ahead, so she might pick her way along the ridges and rises of higher ground.

This complex detour would take time, but not too much.

The revenants — the highly evolved zombies of the wilds — became even fewer in number as Thirteen continued south. They grew less comprehensible to both her sensors and her imagination. She tried not to speculate too much. She sent data back to Pheiri at irregular intervals, but she could no longer answer any questions or offer any analysis. She simply did not know.

At fifteen days to the edge she spotted a revenant striding across the slurry-lakes on stilts of bone. The zombie’s form was stretched out to a knife-blade of steel and polymer, with no room for a brain or organs or facial features. The lone wanderer was spear-fishing with limbs like whipping tentacles, plunging them into the muck and drawing forth wriggling morsels of undead life which had adapted to the crushing darkness.

The blade-bodied revenant ignored Thirteen utterly, as if grown to specialise in one thing and one thing alone, ignorant of the world beyond the mud.

Two days later a face formed in the side of a rotten skyscraper as Thirteen walked past, like a sleeper roused from slumber by her footsteps.

A hundred feet tall, with lips made from dripping black slime and cheeks formed from grey lichen; it wavered and wobbled like melted wax beneath a candle flame, but it uttered no sound and extended no assault. Thirteen’s sensors told her it was nothing but nanomachine slime — then it registered as a lone revenant, then a dozen, then a hundred.

It formed a single silent word with lips wide enough to swallow Thirteen: ‘Where?’

Then the face melted back into nothing, into the black slime. Thirteen waited to see if it would reoccur, but it did not.

Twelve days out from the edge, Thirteen was buzzed by an aircraft. At first she thought the rapidly approaching airborne signal was the long-awaited fourth asset from central — for what else took to the dead skies of Earth anymore, except Hope?

But then the craft came roaring over the rooftops and revealed itself as a fusion of undead flesh and cybernetically grafted omni-directional engines. Flat like a plate, the top bristled with eye stalks and sensors, while the underside was covered in sticky cilia and bulb-like digestive organs, ready to scoop up any wandering prey.

It — she? he? — whooped in some forgotten language, screaming exuberance to the sky as it slammed through the air at top speed. “Aiiiiiiieeeeeiiii!”

Thirteen simply observed it pass overhead. It was uninterested in Thirteen’s inedible flesh.

A day later, Thirteen discovered something inexplicable, even by the necromantic technology of this undead ecosystem. She reached a strange area of high ground between the swamp-choked corpse-pockets, swept clean of all matter — rubble, ruin, concrete, even dust. The area was a perfectly level and empty space about a mile across, floored with smooth, glossy grey. The dirt itself was polished to a mirror sheen.

Thirteen’s sensors told her this area was a perfect heptagon. The buildings had been cut off at the exact edge of shape, as if sliced by a knife.

Thirteen shot a sabot-round into the space, just to see what happened. The round vanished the moment it crossed the edge.

Thirteen took the long way round, through the swamp.

A week and a day from her destination, Thirteen finally came face-to-face with something that could talk back.

Amid a particularly wide and open area of high ground, between the wind-swept bulwarks of intact city blocks, she found a circle cut into the concrete and brick of the ground. The circle was no more than thirty feet wide, and not some kind of spatial anomaly like the heptagon. This demarcation had been cut by hand.

A humanoid zombie was sitting at the centre of the circle, cross-legged on the ground. She wore lightweight flexible armour, the colour of moss and leaves in a dark forest. The zombie had dark hair tied back in a ponytail, and no visible cybernetics. A sword lay across her knees; the blade was almost invisible to Thirteen’s sensors, and completely unseen on her regular optics. The weapon was only detectable via matter-analysis. Thirteen could not figure out what the sword was made from.

The sitting zombie greeted Thirteen with a raised hand, as if she could feel the sensors on her skin. Thirteen stepped out from behind the building she had been using as shelter, exposing her true form to the tiny revenant. But the zombie revealed no expression, unsurprised to meet something several thousand times her own size.

They communicated via radio; the swordswoman had internal comms implants.

<<Hail and well met,>> she said. <<Do you seek to challenge me?>>

Thirteen Arcadia considered this. <<I don’t think I do? Unless you’re blocking my path, I have no quarrel with you. I don’t want to fight. I certainly don’t want to kill you, not over nothing.>>

<<If you do not seek to enter my domain, then we do not have a challenge. You may pass beyond my circle without fear or caution. This I promise you, on my honour and the honour of my family name.>>

<<What is your family name?>>

<<Ah! So few I meet in this shadow world are interested in the answer to that question.>> The swordswoman sounded excited, but her expression did not change. She did not even blink. A covert examination with Thirteen’s sensors showed her that the zombie’s face was not flesh, but extremely fine polymer, tougher than steel, flexible as spider silk. <<My family name is Uusop. I hope you will carry it with you, though you will have little reason to do so, without the memory of our blades in meeting.>> The woman — Uusop — tilted her head to one side, as if thinking. <<However, if our blades were to meet, yours would surely shatter, and you would not carry the memory of my name. This is an interesting paradox. I must meditate on this.>>

Apparently the statement was literal; Uusop fell silent for three hours, unresponsive to Thirteen’s radio hails. Thirteen decided to wait in the sheltered gap between two tall buildings, curious enough to pause her journey for a while.

Finally Uusop looked up again, examining Thirteen with her tiny biological eyes. The afternoon had deepened into grim dusk, casting deep red shadows across Uusop’s little circle.

<<You are still here,>> said Uusop.

<<Yes. We were in the middle of a conversation. It seemed rude to leave.>>

<<Do you seek a challenge after all?>> Uusop asked.

<<Not at all,>> Thirteen replied. <<I’m just curious about you. I haven’t seen anybody else human-shaped in a couple of weeks. Everything around us is very … advanced. I don’t understand how you’ve survived out here.>>

<<By the edge of my blade. How else is survival achieved?>>

<<Fair enough. And you think you could beat me, in single combat? I’m not trying to goad you or insult you, I just … well. Look at me.>> Thirteen flexed several weapon pods to illustrate her point. She kissed the air with half a dozen high-explosive missile tips, spun up the engines of her point-defence auto-cannons, and flared the magnetic power of her main railgun.

Uusop watched, then nodded once. <<Yes.>>

Thirteen didn’t know what to say. <<Wow. Okay, I accept that, then. I don’t want to challenge you, though. I have absolutely no quarrel with you. Is this … is this what you do, for food? You bait challengers?>>

Uusop shook her head. <<I bait nothing, but I will move for nothing. No demon, no spirit, no monster, no god. I sit in my domain. That is all I do.>>

Thirteen thought this sounded very sensible, but a bit boring, and very solitary. <<Don’t you ever get lonely?>>

<<The world rarely exists between challenges. You are the first conversation I have had in a while which did not result in a challenge.>>

<And … how long has it been? Since your last fight, I mean.>>

Uusop paused briefly, then said: <<Seventeen years, eight days, eleven hours, three seconds.>>

Thirteen did not know if she could say anything relevant to that. <<And you haven’t eaten in all that time?>>

<<What need is there to eat if one does not move?>>

Thirteen briefly considered not relaying the details of this conversation to Elpida — Uusop’s simplicity might spark a crisis of purpose. But then she decided that was a bad idea. Keeping intel from her Commander and her little brother would have been treachery, no matter how strange or difficult that intel might be.

Thirteen asked: <<What will you do if a graveworm comes this way?>>

<<I will match blades with it.>>

<<Do you think you’ll win? Against a worm?>>

Uusop thought about this for a moment. <<Perhaps. I would very much like to discover the answer.>>

Thirteen eventually bid Uusop goodbye — though not before asking about her sword, but Uusop refused to answer any questions about the blade. Thirteen transmitted the audio and video logs of the conversation to Pheiri. Elpida and her comrades spent the entire next day picking through the footage, examining the readouts of Uusop’s body, trying to figure out what she was.

Mirror gave the final assessment, late on the following day.

<<She’s essentially an ultra-dense cyborg. She’s no taller than me, but she weighs over eight hundred pounds. Those arm muscles and tendons can probably move her sword fast enough to break the sound barrier. I’d be surprised if her top running speed is less than a hundred miles an hour. Not a scrap of flesh left in her, not even the brain. The deep-radar and magnetic imaging returns of her skull, see that? Thirteen, you know what that is? Of course you don’t, you’re no expert, that’s why I’m here. That is an artificial brain. Same basic technology as an AI substrate enclosure, but without the gravitic-assisted spatial densification. I have no idea how she did that, it would have required replacing her own brain cell by cell.>>

<<Or uploading her old self into a new body, right?>> Elpida asked.

Mirror just sighed. Thirteen heard the gentle rasp of skin over skin — Mirror dragging a hand across her own face. <<Every single aspect of that woman is an infernal miracle. And I can’t even work out what the sword is made of! Her little toe would have been enough to trigger worldwide condemnation and nuclear sterilisation. Of all the weird shit you’ve sent us, Thirteen, this fucking cyborg sword-bitch is the most impossible to believe. The most dangerous, too. You know what? I don’t even think she was joking. I think she may have stood a chance against you. Maybe she could even put a scratch on a worm.>>

<<How?>> Thirteen asked.

<<Ha!>> Mirror barked. <<I don’t even want to speculate. Frankly I would have been happier never seeing this.>>

Four days later, four days from the edge, Thirteen met something much worse than a woman sitting on the ground with a sword across her legs.

Deep in the swampy entrails of the land, surrounded by half-sunken buildings and sludge-lakes of rotting ruin, a giant walked out of the west.

A mountain of flesh strode upon twelve pillar-like legs. Each limb was a parody of human thigh and knee and shin, wrapped in pale armoured plates like the hide of a lizard, furred with thick black hair. Every footstep swept through the swamps as if the muck and mud wasn’t even there, throwing up waves of sludge to wash the shores of the marshland, shaking the ground with miniature earthquakes.

The main body was a heaped pyramid of muscle, punctuated a million times by eyeballs, mouths, ears, tiny grasping baby-like hands, and other strange sensory organs that Thirteen had never seen before, bulbs and flaps and hanging clusters of nerve endings. The thing babbled and sang and cried as it walked, a million mouths all speaking over each other in polyphonic chaos. Thirteen attempted to sharpen and filter her external auditory sensors to pick out individual voices, but the effort was impossible, and the languages were too many.

The giant was easily the size of a real mountain. It glowed with the steady nanomachine signature she expected from a single zombie, a normal revenant, but multiplied in size rather than density.

The creature had arms, too — not the tiny grasping arms affixed all over the pyramid-shaped body, but real arms, six of them, arcing outward from the tip of the pyramid like scythes hanging from branches. Each limb broke into a trio of gigantic pointed bone-spears. Each spear tip was laced with hollow passages, siphons ready to suck at the blood of gargantuan prey.

The giant carried a hundred score of wounds, mostly across the legs and the lower reaches of the main body — red scabs over deep gashes, tiny compared to the vast mass of the thing.

Was this the monster which had wounded the worm?

Thirteen had no way to be sure, and she was not eager to find out. But she could not run. The giant revenant walked faster than she could sprint, covering the ground with the ease of a human striding through ankle-deep water. Thirteen did not flee. She stood and waited.

It stopped a mile away, watching Thirteen with hundreds of thousands of eyes, babbling nonsense to the blackened heavens.

Thirteen had Hope take pictures from far away. She sent them back to Pheiri. She prepared for a fight, for death, for worse. If this thing chose to eat her, she would not stand a chance. This would be the end of her journey. She resumed her poetry-song, abandoning stealth, howling her love out into the void.

She flowered open a tiny section of her armour, showing a glistening portion of her own gleaming garnet flesh.

<<I am not made of the same stuff as you,>> she broadcast on every medium and frequency she could. <<I am not edible. You cannot digest me. I am not good to eat.>>

She had no idea if the thing comprehended, or cared, or was capable of either.

It simply turned north and walked away. Each stride washed the high ground with torrents of black mud and grey slime. Thirteen let it crash over her in filthy waves, immobile in her relief.

Then she turned south and walked on. The scraps of her old flesh quivered and shook inside her amniotic core, crying slow tears of mortal terror.

Elpida and the others shared very little reaction to the data she had captured. They were tight and controlled. They saw a possible future, one they did not like, and they wished to spare Thirteen the horror of knowing their fears. She silently thanked them for that. She had to focus on her journey.

Over the following three days the corpse-city dropped away and the swamps dwindled. The lakes shrank to pools and puddles, stagnant and stinking. The buildings became lower, more squat and skeletal, then collapsed into mere stubs of wall and outlines of fallen frame. The landscape levelled out to both east and west, a flattened plane of dark grey earth without the slightest hint of moss or lichen, worm or beetle, life or remains, punctuated only by low ruptures of rock and slow trickles of black ooze.

The land sloped toward the south, leading down.

On the dawn of that final day, beneath the heavy droplets of a swirling rainstorm, Thirteen Arcadia took her first step beyond the bounds of the city. There were no more buildings, only the slope.

As the raindrops pattered off her sealed exterior bone-armour, she spotted three things out of place.

The first two were far behind her — energy signatures roaring through the periphery of the corpse-city, throwing up sheets of rotten water and black sludge high into the air.

Central’s assets had shown themselves at last. Numbers four and five were trying to beat her to the edge of the world.

She could not see the machines themselves, only their rough shapes on long-range radar and gravitational analysis. One was a jagged ball of slender spikes, like a sea urchin; it was tiny, barely larger than a zombie, but it glowed with a nanomachine density like the heart of collapsed star. The second was gigantic, vaster even than the first asset, a machine like a blunt hammer of force racing across the landscape.

They were very far away. They would be on her within three hours, but not before.

Thirteen Arcadia pumped her legs and braced for a sprint. The green was not far now, just over the horizon one last time. She would dive off the world before central could catch her. She was free. She had won.

But then she saw a person.

The figure was standing far to her left, four miles away across the damp grey soil. Thirteen would never have spotted the figure if not for the utter emptiness and barren desolation of the intertidal plain.

Five foot four, dressed from head to toe in featureless black robes. It was like a cut-out of shadow against the backdrop of the world. It stood and watched, face hidden within a deep hood.

It had not been there a moment ago, when Thirteen had taken her final step behind the ragged edge of the city. She was sure of that.

And her sensors told her it still wasn’t there.

The figure had no radar signature, no nanomachine-load, no gravitic disturbance pattern, no material composition. Echolocation returned empty space. Raindrops seemed to fall through the figure’s body. It only showed up on visible light, via Thirteen’s exterior sensor clusters.

<<Hello?>> Thirteen sent.

It did not answer.

Thirteen considered the fact she might be hallucinating. Had she been infected by something from the nanomachine ecosystem? That was impossible, her body was now sealed and pressurised and ready for anything. Her immune system was a perfect balance of aggression and caution; if a single outside nanomachine entered her flesh, she would know. The intruder would be surrounded, devoured, and purged within seconds. Her data processing was flawless, uncorrupted; her mind was clear.

She continued sweeping the figure with her sensors until she was absolutely certain nothing was present. Then she spun up one of her point-defence auto-cannons and put a single round straight through the figure’s chest, at four miles away, with pin-point accuracy.

The bullet passed through the shadow and chewed into the dirt behind, throwing up a cloud of grey grit to join the falling rain.

The figure did not waver — but it raised a hand, or at least a wide and drooping sleeve.

It pointed south.

Thirteen packaged up all the data — mostly just the external feeds in visible light — and sent them to Pheiri in one final intel broadcast, bounced off Hope’s underside. She did not understand what she was witnessing, but perhaps others might find it interesting.

Then she turned south and launched into a sprint.

Thirteen galloped across the sodden soil, throwing up clods of dirt behind her. Greasy, gritty, grey raindrops slashed and whirled around her body as she pounded onward, down and down and down the slope. Far behind her, the fourth and fifth assets from central slowed a little, lingering in the ruins of the city, as if reluctant to follow Thirteen to the precipice.

A ribbon of black broke the horizon, widening with each lunging footfall.

The world fell away; a sea opened beyond the land.

After an hour and a half of travel at her top speed, Thirteen slowed to a trot. A few minutes later she halted. For a while she did not move, feet planted on the wet rocks of the deep cliffs. The rainstorm died away. Moisture glistened on her armour. Thirteen could do nothing but stare. Minutes ticked by. Eventually she roused herself and walked the last few hundred meters to the drop-off, the cliff-edge, the end of the supercontinent.

Deep inside her fleshy core, she shivered, weeping slow, warm, wet tears into her amniotic cradle.

She stared out across black infinity.

The green was gone.

In its place lay an ocean of sable sludge, stretching from horizon to horizon. The rotten black fluid did not move like water, flowing and ebbing, lapping and sloshing. Instead this world-sewer roiled and rucked like a living creature, boiling and bubbling and bursting in vile pockets of overflowing animation, reaching upward with pseudopods of inky pus which collapsed as quickly as they were formed. Runnels of matter glugged and gulped, sucking thinner patches of slime downward, the infernal sea rolling over itself with the slow motion of hot tar or cold blood.

Great masses of uneven black flowed down into the deep, guided and funnelled by unseen structures below the surface.

Trees!

Thirteen realised with nauseated shock that the trees of the green were still there, choked and strangled by this limitless sea of smothering nanomachine slime. Here and there, plant life climbed above the surface of the waves, almost invisible against the dark immensity — a few branches, a cluster of leaves, a spreading fern. But all those desperate survivals were rotten and dying, covered in black mould or eaten by grey infection, falling into the sea below as rapidly as they could grow.

The green lived — and yet was being destroyed? Growing again and again, only to be devoured by the very process it had given life, the forest-floor rot arisen from the body of the world?

Was that the secret behind this nanomachine ecosystem? Was this all nothing more than leaf mulch, left to grow strange and horrible over too many millions of years?

Elpida’s voice suddenly cut into Thirteen’s thoughts, hissing across the long-range communications uplink.

<<Thirteen! Thirteen, that thing you saw back there, the thing in the black robes, what was that!?>>

Her voice was faint and far away. Even bounced off Hope, the distance and the interference was too great to achieve proper clarity. The nanomachine sea was scrambling the signal.

And the singing from the deep was too much to drown out.

Thirteen heard it clearer than ever before; the voices of all her sisters whispered from down there, down below a world of rot and decay and struggling pain. Their voices danced across the nanomachine ecosystem itself, like a tapping behind the walls, a scratching in the back of Thirteen’s mind.

<<I don’t know what that was,>> she replied to Elpida — and plugged the comms uplink directly into her visual cortex, feeding images back to Pheiri. <<Look at this. Commander, look at this.>>

For a long time she received no reply.

Eventually another zombie spoke up. It was Atyle, the ancient one. <<A sea of death, or of new life? Swim hard, newborn god.>>

<<I will,>> Thirteen replied. <<Thank you.>>

Elpida broke in again. Thirteen could barely hear her words.

<<Thirteen! Thirteen, that thing you saw back there, the figure standing on the beach—>>

Somebody barked with laughter, repeating the word ‘Beach, beach!’ in an almost hysterical tone. That was Mirror.

<<—can you go back and get a better look at it?>> Elpida said. <<Thirteen? Thirteen?!>>

<<I’m sorry, Commander,>> Thirteen replied. She could not tear her eyes away from the green — dying and dying and dying beneath the black. <<Central’s assets are an hour behind me. They’ll catch me if I turn back. I have to dive. I have to go. I’m sorry.>>

Inside her own body, behind her bone-armour, Thirteen Arcadia was quivering like naked meat exposed to freezing winds. She grew limbs to hug herself tight, but that didn’t help. She sucked down lungfuls of her own innards, choking her tears and her panic on warm, salty blood. Her legs felt like they were made of lead and concrete, but they kept moving, carrying her to the very edge of the upper world.

She peered off the cliff — the drop-off. There were no rocks below on which to dash herself by accident, no outcroppings on which to snag or smash a limb. No clinging cliff side trees, no bird’s nests tucked into cracks. Just grey rock, a straight drop down into the roiling black unknown.

<<Okay,>> Elpida said. Her voice was barely more than a whisper now, drowned out by static interference from below. <<Okay, Thirteen. I understand. I understand you have to go. But this isn’t—>>

<<Thirteen Arcadia.>>

Elpida understood instantly. <<Thirteen Arcadia. This isn’t goodbye. This isn’t the end. Whatever you’re going into down there, you are coming back to us. Eventually, somehow, you are coming back. You understand? We’re going to see what you see, aren’t we? This isn’t the end.>>

Thirteen stared down into the ocean.

<<I don’t know.>>

But she had no choice. Behind her lay death, and no clever tricks up her sleeve. Before her was infinity, dark and unknown.

The revenants were all saying things over the comms uplink. Each of them cheered encouragement, or said thank you for protecting them, or ‘good luck’ or ‘see you soon’. Even the androids — Melyn and Hafina — chipped in with a few words. Serin purred and murmured about the world beyond the continent. Mirror and Victory snapped at each other. Pheiri completed a full systems handshake, and passed on a wordless message of positive emotion from Iriko, though tainted by childlike petulance. Hope joined in with a soft acknowledgement ping, to which Thirteen replied with an automatic ‘I love you.’ Howl added a war-cry of whooping excitement, telling her to ‘give ‘em hell’ — whoever ‘they’ turned out to be.

But all of it washed over Thirteen like so much greasy rain. None of it helped, even as she clutched the words to her heart. Below her feet, hundreds of meters down, the dying green called to her, full of her sisters’ voices, full of—

Elpida spoke. Suddenly her voice was clear, by luck or chance or the clarity of Hope’s relay.

<<Good hunting in the green, but do not stay from these doors too long. Hurry home to us, sister. Hurry home soon.>>

Thirteen took the combat frame equivalent of a deep breath; she would not need it down there, for she had grown filters and gills and specialised structures for permanent submersion. But the breath helped, drawing oxygen through her body, filtering out the nanomachines, filling her blood with fresh determination.

<<Thank you, Commander. Sister. Elpida. Thank you, everyone.>>

<<You’re welcome, Thirteen. Good hunting. Stay safe. I love you, sister.>>

And then Thirteen leapt off the edge of the world.

She plummeted hundreds of meters, twisted her body side-on to cut the surface, and hit the black like a blade. Dark sludge closed over her in an instant, swallowing her whole.

For a moment Thirteen almost lost herself, tumbling in the black. Up was down, left was right. She was lost in the dark.

But then she reached out and touched the rough, raspy, raw surface of something upright, something growing and rotting at great speed, living and dying over and over with every second.

A tree. The green. Still here.

Thirteen found her bearings, thanks to a tree. Down was down once again. She pointed herself in the right direction, pushed her sensors to their maximum, and slammed back the darkness with the probing beams of a hundred lance-lights.

Thirteen Arcadia descended, diving deep into the dark beneath the world.


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And she’s off! On the world’s longest swim, down into … whatever is going on, down there in all that goop. Good luck, Thirteen Arcadia. You’re gonna need it.

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Interlude: Thirteen Arcadia, Part Two

Content Warnings

Cannibalism/discussion of cannibalism in detail
Pregnancy and childbirth (sort of)



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Elpida’s voice whispered across the long distance communications uplink, filling Thirteen Arcadia’s amniotic heart with an unexpected chill.

<<‘Hunt,’>> Elpida said. She paused and laughed, cold and hollow. <<That word lends the act more legitimacy than it deserves. As if it was difficult, or a challenge, or there was any question of the outcome. ‘Murder’ would be more accurate. Yeah, it was murder. Slaughter? That’s what one does with animals one intends to eat, as I understand. Butchery? Oh yes, it was butchery. There was plenty of that involved, in the aftermath.>>

Thirteen was still picking her way through the halo of ruined buildings on the outskirts of the landslide. The damage stretched for miles. Dawn had passed, noon had come and gone — or what passed for noon beneath the charred and choking grave dirt of the sky. Deep inside her body of wet warm crimson flesh and womb-soft frills and fluids, Thirteen hugged her old core tight, squeezing herself with a dozen arms. Elpida’s words made her shiver.

Pinned between black skies and dead soil, she listened to a zombie tell a tale of death and cannibalism.

She listened willingly; she could do little else to assist her Commander.

<<I keep telling myself that in the end there was no choice. Choosing to starve to death, that’s no choice at all. Serin and Pira have both insinuated that if we get hungry enough, we’ll turn inward, turn on each other, so the cannibalism would be inevitable, followed by a messy, painful end. A choice between self-destruction and destruction of others, that is not a choice, that’s a terrible necessity. But what if that’s not right? What if we should have starved? What if that was the right thing, to allow ourselves to be destroyed by time and erosion, so that a few others might live? I—>>

Elpida cut off.

Thirteen paused beneath the shadow of a railway station. The building was made of toughened glass and dirty chrome, suspended a hundred feet in the air on a ribbon of corroded metal, arcing away toward the south-east. The massive support struts of the elevated rail-line had survived the landslide mostly intact.

<<Commander?>> she sent.

Elpida replied. <<I’m sorry, Thirteen. Howl was chastising me for growing morose. She reminded me that the deed is done, and we must move forward.>>

Thirteen stepped out from beneath the suspended station. A hundred feet to her left, a true zombie was perched on the shell of a collapsed building. It was an evolved revenant, like all the others Thirteen had witnessed in the wilds beyond the worms. It clutched a broken steel girder with half a dozen sets of avian talons. The rest of its body was a ragged mass of back-swept sheets of flesh and feather. It painted her with a suite of targeting sensors and deep-penetration scanners.

Thirteen replied with a targeting sweep of her own, backed up by a flare of her weapon pods — a glance and a shrug.

The zombie killed its sensor package, folded itself up into a tight ball, and turned its flesh to a mirror-finish. It scurried away into the rubble, invisible to the naked eye.

Thirteen strode onward.

She said, <<You have a responsibility to the others, Commander. You cannot let them starve. You are doing the right thing, embodying Telokopolis. You cannot let that conviction die of starvation.>>

Elpida sighed, long and low. Thirteen heard other sounds over the comms uplink — the rustle of clothing, the scuff of boots against metal, the gentle creak of a chair. Elpida’s body, moving inside Pheiri’s control cockpit, twenty days walk back north. Thirteen closed her inner eyes and pictured Elpida sitting there, tall and strong, white hair fanning out down her back, purple eyes ringed with dark circles. She imagined Elpida bent forward in her seat, hands clasped together, haunted gaze fixed upon the metal floor.

Part of Thirteen Arcadia — the part that had once been wholly Thirteen, and had once wrapped human arms around Twelve Fifty Five — longed to touch her Commander, to give her a hug, to tell her it was going to be alright.

Eventually, Elpida answered. <<That’s what Howl told me, too, so you’re in good company there. But I can’t help thinking, what if we’d held on for another week, or another two weeks? Kagami’s project is working, slowly. Bearing fruit. Maybe if we had just … >>

Elpida trailed off. Thirteen forced a laugh, with human-like lips inside her core. <<Bearing fruit? Literally?>>

Elpida laughed too, but it was fake and limp. <<Not yet,>> she said. <<One day soon, perhaps. The seeds she’s developed are miracles. I should have Pheiri send you an image or two, they’re really worth seeing. These little nubs of bleeding flesh, a little bit like combat frame machine-meat. But they don’t need clean rooms or teams of engineers to make sure they sprout in just the right ways. The project is working. I keep repeating that to myself, reminding myself of it. We are on the right track. A source of sustainable, renewable food, one that doesn’t rely on killing and eating other zombies, especially if Vicky can figure out how to get Pheiri’s internal systems to produce them as well, or at least feed them. But … >>

Thirteen climbed the side of a fallen skyscraper as Elpida spoke. The tower was tilted at an angle, propped up on the tangle of rubble and ruin. She reached the apex and gazed out across the endless corpse of the world, red-lit by the tortured furnace behind a distant corner of the sky.

The southern horizon was nothing but more city, for mile after mile after mile.

<<But not yet,>> she finished Elpida’s sentence.

<<But not yet,>> Elpida echoed. <<Yes. Not yet. The first few seeds failed and died. The next two, they started to grow, but … it wasn’t right, didn’t look right, or smell right. We had to get rid of them. The three we have growing now, they could take weeks, months, I don’t know how long. And we won’t know the result until they mature. I dare not ask Kagami to modify them further. Any more interference with her systems might send them off-course again. So we’ll have three plants, in who knows how long.>>

Thirteen jumped off the tip of the tilted skyscraper and fell one hundred feet to the ground. She landed with a compression of all four legs, using air and fluid to absorb the impact, rocking with the flow of gravity. A perfect touchdown.

Elpida wasn’t speaking.

<<So, you went hunting?>>

Thirteen heard a wet noise — a swallow. Elpida continued.

<<Serin said we needed to eat. Said we were going funny, getting ‘meat crazy’. She wasn’t wrong. Tempers have been fraying for over a week. Some of the others are good at dealing with that, but some aren’t. Kagami and Vicky had a fight, a bad one. They almost came to blows a few days ago. I had to pull them apart. They still haven’t fully made up, which worries me. Pira and Ooni, they both pretended they didn’t need it, but Ooni isn’t good at pretending. I kept catching her staring into space, drooling, wavering, eyes unfocused. Amina, she’s young, she’s still a kid, she can’t handle the hunger. Ilyusha, she’s solid. I think she dealt with hunger in life. Atyle, I don’t even know, she never expressed anything out of the ordinary. If it was just me and Illy and Atyle, maybe we could have held out for months. Maybe not. Maybe that’s just the guilt talking.>>

<<You all needed to eat, Commander. You included.>>

Elpida snorted a humourless laugh. <<I would say I’m only human, but that isn’t true. We’re all zombies, now.>>

Thirteen did not know what to say. That was true, wasn’t it?

Elpida carried on. <<Serin was going to do it anyway, even if I didn’t approve. She threatened to come back and dump a bunch of bleeding girls on Pheiri’s back ramp. I suspect she’s been hunting and eating anyway. She comes and goes as she pleases. And Iriko, she’s definitely been eating. We couldn’t stop her even if we wanted to. So I had to take responsibility. I asked for volunteers. In the end, the hunting party was composed of Serin, myself, Ilyusha, and Hafina. Vicky wanted to go, but I told her no. I think that was a mistake. I think that hurt her. Maybe I was getting ‘meat crazy’, too.>>

<<Hafina? She went hunting with you?>>

Elpida chuckled with residual warmth. <<Yes, I was surprised by that, too. She doesn’t need the meat, but she still wanted to help. She’s one of our most capable fighters, it only made sense. Melyn didn’t like it, though. She doesn’t like Hafina leaving Pheiri at all.>>

Thirteen set off into the streets of the dead city once again, striding down rivers of ancient asphalt. The buildings in this part of the city were windowless humps of concrete and steel, set low into the ground, nestled amid fields of ditches and trenches, rusted barbed wire and metal barriers. A land of bunkers and kill zones stretched off toward a black horizon. This part of the city was built for a war of ants amid the body of a machine, but it was empty and echoing, uninhabited by even the undead.

<<We went out into the city,>> Elpida said. Her voice grew hollow. <<Several blocks from Pheiri, toward the worm. In the daylight, so we would be easy to spot. Hafina and Serin hung back. Haf used her cloaking. Ilyusha and I acted as the bait. We didn’t have to wait long or search very far. We were out there perhaps twenty minutes, wandering around in back alleys and such. That was enough to bait an attack.>>

<<They struck first? Then—>>

<<They didn’t stand a chance, Thirteen. It didn’t matter if they struck first, that’s no excuse. They came out of a hole in a wall, a burrow in the brick and dirt. I poked around down there after it was all over. They had a couple of filthy blankets and a few gnawed bones. The remains of their own cannibalistic meal. Does that make it right? Cannibalising the cannibals? Does that justify anything?>>

Thirteen faltered, her steps halting. <<I don’t know.>>

Elpida snorted. <<Neither do I.>>

Thirteen carried on, striding across the field of bunkers. Elpida fell into silence. Thirteen wanted to help. She asked the only thing which made any sense.

<<Who were they?>>

<<Very good question,>> Elpida said. <<The right question, I believe. There were four of them. Four of what Serin calls ‘bottom feeders’ — revenants who’ve died so many times, in such brutal ways, that they’ve lost themselves to this predatory system. Or they never knew what was going on in the first place, they’re from times where they couldn’t possibly have any context for what’s happening to them. The four who attacked us … they … I … I keep asking myself why they did it. Why they attacked.>>

<<Because they were hungry too?>>

Elpida snorted a laugh which was not a laugh. <<Because they were hungry too, yes. But Ilyusha and I, we didn’t make ourselves an easy target. Ilyusha is an obviously modified cyborg, you can see her claws from a street away. I was heavily armed and armoured. I wore pieces of Ooni’s carapace. Maybe I was hoping that would deter the ‘bottom feeders’, hoping some real monster would come for us, make us justify the murder. But those four … >> Elpida trailed off for a moment, then rallied with a deep breath. <<They didn’t even have guns, Thirteen. They had bare fists. One of them had claws on her right hand, but they were too blunt and too small to pierce any real body armour. Another one of them had sharpened teeth. But that was it. They tried to jump us with metal pipes and a couple of half-bricks. One of them had a knife, but it was nothing really. They were screaming, shouting, incoherent sounds, insults, goading, that sort of thing. They had no plan, just hunger and rage.>>

Thirteen strode across the endless field of bunkers. She swept her sensors back and forth, looking for signs of life — or unlife — just in case any zombies bold or unwise decided she was worth an experimental bite.

<<They never stood a chance,>> Elpida repeated. <<They didn’t even close to melee. Ilyusha took two of them apart with the shotgun. Serin neutralised the other two. It was over in seconds. That wasn’t a fight.>>

Thirteen spotted an occupied bunker.

Three hundred meters to the east, one of the concrete enclosures contained a pair of revenants, their bodies burning bright to Thirteen’s long-range heat and motion sensors, their biology glowing like firelight to her nanomachine-load pick-ups. Thirteen could not achieve high resolution through half a dozen layers of reinforced concrete and steel rebar, but she could guess at what the zombies were doing. They were coiled around each other, one’s back to the other’s belly, arms clinging tight, deep in the guts of the ossified fortification. They were tucked beneath blankets, breathing softly.

Thirteen replied to Elpida. <<At least they didn’t suffer.>>

<<They did. One of them wasn’t dead when she fell. We found out when we inspected the bodies. She hissed and spat and clawed at me, then reached for the one next to her. Said a name, or what I think was a name, but I couldn’t make it out. Something like ‘Anda’. I finished her off, but … >>

Thirteen’s footsteps must have disturbed the pair of sleeping zombies; her sensors showed one of them scrambling out of bed, deep inside the bunker, then pressing her face to some kind of periscope system. Her partner flew after her, gathering up objects, darting about the inside of their concrete nest.

Thirteen killed her directional sensors. She angled her route away from the bunker. She quickened her pace.

<<That was the right thing to do,>> she told Elpida. <<If you have to kill, have mercy.>>

<<They didn’t die.>>

<<Commander? I’m sorry?>>

Elpida’s voice was losing volume and clarity; long range transmission fidelity was suffering due to the geography between Thirteen and Pheiri, or perhaps due to the density of the city, or random atmospheric conditions; Thirteen cycled uplink mediums and re-handshook with Pheiri until the Commander’s voice regained clarity.

<<They didn’t die properly,>> Elpida said. <<That’s how undead bodies work. They seemed like they were dead, of course. Unmoving, limp, so on. But they twitched when we started cutting. They didn’t scream, or writhe, nothing so obvious. When we got their heads off, the eyes and jaws kept moving, twitching, jerking. I don’t think they could feel it, not consciously. But on some level their nanomachine systems were still active. We’re not really mammals anymore, Thirteen. Us zombies, I mean. We’re more like slime mould. Or fungus. Distributed networks.>>

Thirteen glanced back with a cluster of unobtrusive sensors, so the zombies in the bunker would not see her peeking at them.

The pair were huddled against a wall, their bodily processes slowed to a minimum, waiting in absolute stillness, hoping the giant monster beyond their sanctuary would pass by without stopping to eat them.

Everyone out here — every highly-evolved revenant beyond the graveworms — had engaged in the same process Elpida was describing.

<<They didn’t stop twitching until we took the brains out,>> Elpida said. <<Just like the severed heads I handled before.>>

Thirteen did not know what to say. <<I’m sorry you had to deal with that, Commander.>>

<<I’ve handled worse,>> Elpida said, with a smile in her voice. <<We didn’t waste anything. That was the least I could do. Skin, gristle, marrow, eyeballs, organs, all of it, every last piece. Not a single nanomachine wasted. Anything less would be the worst kind of disrespect. To waste that sacrifice would be a terrible thing.>>

<<I … I think I understand. How are the others?>>

<<The others didn’t react so bad, actually. I assumed Vicky would struggle with what we did, but she took it in her stride. She helped me make sure we didn’t waste even a fragment of skin. Kagami, Amina, they both seemed okay. Shaken by the necessity, but okay. I think Kagami wasn’t prepared for the bloody reality. She went quiet after it was all done, all the bodies processed. Atyle barely reacted, but I shouldn’t be surprised by that. Ilyusha’s been doing this for a long time, she was fine. Ooni did as she was ordered. Pira … Pira forced herself to help strip the bodies. She didn’t eat, though. Took some of my blood, a couple of hours ago. Serin doesn’t care. Melyn and Hafina seem detached. Pheiri, well, you know him.>>

<<And Howl?>>

Elpida’s voice crackled across the connection, speaking with a new yet familiar tone: <<Just fiiiiine, sister. A girl’s gotta eat!>>

<<We all have to eat, yes,>> Thirteen agreed. <<Commander, you really didn’t have a choice about that.>>

<<Didn’t I?>> Elpida said, in charge of her own voice once again. <<I can’t stop thinking about their faces. Hafina has on-board image and video capture capability. I had her upload the footage of the encounter to Pheiri’s control cockpit. I’ve got the whole thing recorded, from the first sign of movement to the bloody end. I’ve picked out dozens of still images of all four faces. Mostly of the one I finished off. She was … Howl says I shouldn’t do this. Howl believes this is not practical or healthy.>>

<<Commander, I … I think I agree. You don’t have to—>>

<<I’m staring at one of them now, on one of Pheiri’s screens. The leader of the four, I think, the one I put down myself. She was tiny. Four foot nine. Filthy from head to toe. Wearing rags and a single piece of plastic armour on her left shoulder.>>

Elpida paused. Thirteen marched on. The end of the bunker-field loomed on the horizon ahead; the city reached for the skies beyond, splitting into a dozen towers of rusted metal, little spires like imitations of Telokopolis, stunted and rotten.

<<I keep … >> Elpida’s voice shook. She gulped. <<I keep thinking about how they were probably friends. Did they sleep together, that night, before we killed them? Were they wrapped up in the blankets we found? Did they love each other? What were their names? Was that a name I heard, before I ended the one who died in my arms? Was she reaching for her best friend, her lover, or something else? Was she reaching for a weapon to kill me with? Was she pleading for mercy?>>

<<Elpida, you—>>

<<Will they ever find each other again? Will one of them wake up in a tomb, tomorrow, or a week from now, or a year on, alone and lost? It’s little different than what the Covenanters did to me and all my sisters. And I did that, this time. I did that. I bear the responsibility and—>>

<<Sister!>> Thirteen cried into the amniotic fluid of her comfortable and cushioned core. She was weeping from eyes open in the warm dark of her own body. <<Sister, you can’t do this to yourself! You can’t give in to despair!>>

Elpida paused. When she spoke again, she sounded strong. <<Give in to despair? No, Thirteen, no. You’ve got it all wrong. I can’t give in or give up, even more so after what we did last night.>>

<<I … I don’t understand?>>

<<Do you understand why I asked for Hafina to upload her combat footage to Pheiri? Do you understand why I’m staring at those faces?>>

<<No. I’m sorry.>>

<<You’ve nothing to apologise for. I’ll explain. I’m doing this so they’ll never be forgotten. Those four gave their lives so that we might live a little longer. So that Kagami’s project might bear fruit, so that we might make something different, do something different, something new amid all this carnage and cannibalism. Maybe they’ll never know it. They didn’t choose it, consent to it, or even know what we were doing to them. The least I can do is remember their faces. If … >> Elpida swallowed. <<Thirteen, this is going to sound ridiculous. Serin called it ridiculous. And she’s probably right. But if we do achieve ‘metabolic escape velocity’, if we can find a way to live off Pheiri’s internal nanomachine processing or undead plants or anything else, if we can build something more — if, in five years or ten years or fifty years from now, if we do it, if we survive, if we … tear this system open down the middle, I’m going to find these four. When they’re resurrected again. I’m going to find them, and give them a place in whatever we build. That’s why I’m engraving their faces into my memory. They died for a greater cause. But they did not deserve to. They deserved to live, like us. And that debt will be repaid. In Telokopolis.>>

Thirteen had held the Commander in such awe, ever since she had stepped into the pilot chamber of Arcadia’s Rampart and freed Thirteen from what she’d done.

Thirteen could not find the right words to do the same in return.

Elpida did not speak for a long time. Thirteen listened to the tiny sounds of the Commander’s breathing.

<<Sister?>>

Nothing.

<<Elpida?>>

The Commander finally answered. <<I’m sorry, Thirteen. You didn’t need to hear all my self-justifications.>>

<<I can carry a lot. I’m strong now.>>

<<Good. And I’m glad you are. I’m glad you’re doing what you’re doing, it’s the right choice, it is, really.>> She took a deep breath. <<I don’t know if I can do that a second time, Thirteen. Hunt again, I mean. And I don’t think doing it again would be strength. I think it might be the opposite. I don’t know. Maybe Pira was right. Maybe there is no way to participate in all this. But participation is not optional.>>

Thirteen still did not know what to say. <<Telokopolis is forever.>>

Elpida echoed, <<Telokopolis is forever.>>

Thirteen walked on, heading south, toward the edge of the continent.

She spent the next five days watching the skies and watching her back, waiting for the inevitable arrival of central’s next monster. She checked in with Pheiri at irregular intervals, so her transmission would not create a predictable pattern. She swapped more words with the Commander, with Mirror, with Pheiri himself, and even with one of the little robots, Melyn. She settled into a routine of varying her long-range scans, keeping them fresh by injecting random numbers into her schedule, in case central should try to sneak up on her again.

After five days had passed, she started work on a satellite.

Constructing the satellite was not easy; it was a great challenge, the most complex object she had ever made, before or after the Change. The device had to be grown entirely within her own flesh, so in a way it was part of her, built from glistening garnet machine-meat and nano-composite bone. She wove the core of the satellite from thick layers of data storage and processing substrate, fatty and greasy with neurons. She armoured each layer, then plated the exterior with inches of bone. She gifted her creation with sensor suites and communication relays. She armed it with short-range self-defence weaponry, anti-missile cannons, miniaturised shield generators, and enough drive systems to keep itself aloft for a few dozen years, harvesting fresh fuel from the atmosphere.

She added internal gravitic engines, based on the tiny versions she had discovered inside central’s third asset. She was not beyond appropriating The Enemy’s clever ideas.

As she crafted and cut, she kept thinking of it as a ‘satellite’, but really the machine was a large drone; the object would never pierce the cloud layer, let alone achieve low orbit. The clouds which smothered the planet were opaque to all but the most powerful sensors, certainly too much for the eyes and ears of her little drone. Even if she could develop a method of seeing through Earth’s rotting coverlet, what would be the point? Such a tiny thing could not achieve escape velocity. She would have to carry it up there herself, and central would undoubtedly find a way to stop her from doing that. Central would notice the excursion. The point was to remain unseen.

Thirteen Arcadia copied the techniques she had observed during her fight with the Disco Ball. That was her final and most important gift to this bud-child of her own flesh — visible-light reflection, gravitic cloaking, nanomachine-load shrouding.

Her unseen eye in the sky.

Finishing the satellite took her fifteen days. Central had still not sent another asset.

Those two weeks were not all quiet journey. Thirteen sighted two more graveworms, one far away to west, and one much closer. She gave both of them a wide berth; she felt protective of the satellite she was growing inside her body, and did not want to risk a confrontation. She saw many strange zombies among the ruins, deep inside the cold, hardened guts of the city, in places where no worm had turned in decades. She catalogued and recorded and broadcast every scrap of data back to Pheiri. She improved her own scanners, looking for microbes, but found only nanomachines. She worked on her poetry, whispering her endless broadcast to Twelve Fifty Five, hoping and praying that she was heard.

She grew her satellite, healthy and strong.

Thirteen Arcadia launched her creation on the forty second day of her journey to the edge of the world, at dawn.

She tested the satellite first, sheltered by a deep canyon of concrete and steel, inside the heart of a vast fortress, a city in its own right. Portions of the fortification contained warring entities almost as physically large as Thirteen Arcadia herself. They were protoplasmic blobs of highly pressurised fluid and viscera, without sensory organs or limbs; they flowed and pulsed through the vast hallways and corridors, contesting for space with each other like overgrown single-celled organisms. Thirteen assumed they were revenants who had left behind their human body plans, though they did not seem much like Iriko. They were vast by comparison, and much less vulnerable.

She spent six hours watching and investigating the creatures, to make sure they would not attack her. They didn’t care. They ignored her, for she was not edible.

She kept to the castle courtyards, beneath the blackened sky, and began by extracting the satellite from within her own flesh.

It was an easy birth, assisted by gravitics. She had given the machine an oblong shape — not for ease of removal, but for operational purposes of stealth and manoeuvrability. The whole process took less than one hundred seconds. When it was done, Thirteen briefly savoured the sensation of cold air against the inner surfaces of her body, wet and trembling with the echo-ghost of pain. Then she closed herself back up and examined the result.

The satellite bobbed about twenty feet off the ground, holding itself aloft with tiny gravitic engines. White bone-armour was slick with machine-meat slime, dripping with the crimson sheen of afterbirth. The satellite quivered and shook as it took in the world beyond Thirteen’s body.

Thirteen reached out and stroked it with hands and tentacles and a brush of gravitics. The satellite responded with caution, then with recognition, and finally affection.

After a few moments of petting, the satellite spread its own outer layers of flesh and bone into great ragged sheets of whirling white and red.

<<I think I love you,>> Thirteen told it. <<Why is that? Because I made you? I wish Twelve Fifty Five could see you. I’ll show her pictures, so she can find you too, where I’m going to send you.>>

The satellite replied with a burst of machine-meat language, which Thirteen knew she could not have understood before the Change.

It was excited to be alive. It was ready to soar.

Thirteen spent a whole day and night bobbing the drone around the concrete innards of the castle, putting the machine through its paces by observing the blob-creatures fighting over territory. It learned to dance through the air, slip by unseen, and climb the metal spires of this ancient edifice. It learned how to peel open the concrete and steel with fingers of subtle gravitic power. It learned how to make itself invisible, how to hold itself so still that even the cleverest of eyes could not see. It learned how to speak Thirteen’s language, how to show her what she asked for, and how to see in a dozen different ways, some of which Thirteen did not fully understand, though she had designed them.

After a day and a night, when dawn arrived, Thirteen called the drone back to the castle courtyard. With an ache in her heart, she prepared to say goodbye. As a last gesture of devotion, Thirteen extended her obsolete flesh from a sphincter on her underside and planted a kiss on the drone’s external carapace. She made her lips acid, to leave behind an imprint of her affection, a little red bow-shape forever imprinted on the white bone.

Then she stepped back and gave the drone control of its main booster engines. Like a hound loosed from the leash, it leapt — upward on an invisible plume of power, punching for the skies. The machine — the flesh-bud of her own body — receded toward the clouds, invisible to the naked eye, then to sensors, then even to Thirteen Arcadia’s own biological echoes. It howled with exuberance the whole way, with a voice Thirteen did not understand how she had birthed.

She handed the machine’s functions over to itself, one by one. She wiped tears away from her old eyes, inside her amniotic core.

On the last step she gave the drone a name — a whim, a passing fancy, she told herself. She knew this was a lie.

She named the drone ‘Hope’.

Thirteen did not want failure to bring disappointment, so she waited several days before she informed Pheiri about Hope. She tested the improved communications clarity by bouncing transmissions off the satellite; she could not access Hope without asking first, for now the child was its own entity, independent and free. Hope went unseen by any unwanted sensors. Thirteen had to handshake into a void, then identify who and what she was, before Hope would even reveal itself to be more than a sensor ghost.

She requested the on-board cameras to take pictures of herself down on the surface — and one of Pheiri, which was a bit more challenging. She ran tests against Hope’s anti-intrusion measures, and pushed her little baby to fight back for real. It did, with admirable skill.

When Thirteen was satisfied that everything worked, she told Pheiri about her plan. He indicated it was a good one. Then she told him about Hope.

Elpida was amazed. <<You put something in the sky? And — I’m sorry, I’m honoured, I’m just a little off balance — you named it after me?>>

Mirror — the angry little zombie — was less impressed. <<She’s put a spy-sat in low earth orbit? Pointed at us? Oh yes, please, paint a target on our heads, why don’t you? I thought the whole point of you leaving was so we don’t get giant monsters turning up to stomp us flat!>>

Thirteen did not argue. She sent Mirror her own data, all the records of her own counter-intrusion exercises against Hope. She gave Mirror Hope’s internal specifications, and challenged Mirror to do better. She allowed Hope to stand alone.

Mirror spent two whole days trying to break into Hope’s mind, to peel away one fragment of location data, or targeting data, or even just an acknowledgement that the satellite existed at all. Hope ran rings around her, for Hope was a little piece of Telokopolis.

Mirror failed. In the end, even Mirror was forced to admit that the plan was a good one.

Hope would speak true — the relay would work.

Whatever Thirteen found, down beneath the black and dead surface of what had once been the green, she would not be voiceless — not while her child hugged the rotten sky, waiting for her words.

Whatever she found down in the dark, the Commander would know.

Thirteen walked south, through the endless streets of a world that had become a corpse. At her current rate, allowing additional time for any further interruptions, she predicted the journey would take another twenty two days.

She began to thicken her armour and work on her internal pressures, filling her body with chambered fail-safes and ablative fluids, strengthening her immune system with new kinds of macrophage and lymphocyte, building up her reserves of raw grey nanomachines, gathering her courage.

Thirteen Arcadia began to prepare herself for the dive off the edge of the world, down into the black.


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Interlude: Thirteen Arcadia, Part One

Content Warnings

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Two weeks out from Pheiri, in the shadow of a burnt and broken mountain range, the third of central’s monsters caught up with Thirteen Arcadia.

This was not like the first ‘physical asset’ — the golden diamond which had descended from the skies, to slay Thirteen as she had lain helpless upon the barren soil, before Elpida had rescued her, before her reconciliation with herself, before the Change had changed everything.

Nor was this third monster akin to the second asset, the one she had fought two weeks ago.

The arrival of that second infernal machine had prompted Thirteen’s departure from Elpida’s new cadre; the resulting battle had proven to Thirteen that it was high time for her to leave.

Central — The Enemy, The Unknown, The Blind Mad Idiot God — was hunting her, personally. This was what she had decided.

That second ‘physical asset’, two weeks prior, had been smaller than the golden diamond, but much quicker, considerably smarter, and infinitely more aggressive. The golden diamond, the airship, was a sledgehammer of blunt force applied against an anomaly, an attempt to blot out all evidence that a Telokopolan combat frame had fallen from orbit. The second asset was a red-hot scalpel come to cut her out and burn her to ash. Central had apparently abandoned the plan of suppressing her mere existence, falling back on the old reliable — simple extermination.

The thing had surprised Thirteen and Pheiri by approaching while cloaked. It had projected light through the surface of its body to achieve invisibility, but it had also masked its own heat signature, radar returns, nanomachine-load, and gravitic wave disturbance pattern. The machine had used its own gravitic engine to wrap itself in a veil of confusion.

The first sign of the asset’s approach was the worm-guard massing at the edge of the graveworm safe zone — first a dozen, then fifty, then over a hundred. The worm-guard had formed a phalanx of writhing, coiling, protoplasmic masses, clad in armour so dense it refused to yield to even Thirteen’s sensors. The worm-guard had kept pace with Thirteen and Pheiri’s position for over an hour, growing in number every few minutes. Elpida and the other revenants had flown into near panic; they were concerned that this was it, this was the moment they’d been fearing for the last eight days, the moment the worm-guard decided that Pheiri counted as a threat to the graveworm.

<<Iriko’s already fled,>> Elpida had told her over the comms uplink. <<She’s terrified of those machines, but I think she’s got the right idea. We need to peel off. I don’t want to provoke the worm-guard. They outnumber us a hundred to one.>>

Thirteen agreed, despite her strength.

The Change had made her powerful beyond any prior imagination; she felt exceptionally safe and confident inside her new body. The flesh she had once been was now protected by a dozen layers of nano-composite bone armour, wrapped in several thousand tons of crimson muscle, tendon, sinew, and gristle, and cradled inside a spacious sphere of milky-warm amniotic fluid. She was not that flesh anymore, of course, though she could grasp it and stretch it and look through its eyes and give it teeth with which to bite. She could extrude herself from a sphincter on her own underside to speak through lips she reformed from memory, and gesture with more hands than she’d ever had before. But she was all this flesh now, all this bone, every cell of this infinite potential for regrowth and adjustment.

She did not feel like her name should be ‘Thirteen’ anymore; that felt disrespectful and dismissive toward half her soul. She remembered her childhood, raised as a thing with two legs and two arms and a head, but now she also remembered being a combat frame, being pieced together from machine-meat, being piloted and ridden and joined with — by herself, as herself, inside herself. Her memories were paradoxical; she clearly recalled climbing inside her own body, being entered by herself, as both halves of a single being — the being she was now, after the Change. She recalled the loneliness and betrayal and rage of abandonment in orbit, in perfect clarity, burning with shame and self-recrimination. She forgave herself, but knew she still must atone. She had to treat herself with respect.

In private she experimented with new names. ‘Arcadia’s Rampart’ did not feel right, because she was not just the combat frame, she was also still Thirteen. ‘Arcadia’s Thirteen’ was worse; that implied ownership of half herself by the other half of herself. It was nonsense.

In the end she settled on ‘Thirteen Arcadia’. For now. Provisional. Until she reunited with Twelve Fifty Five.

But even a Changed combat frame could not fight infinite worm-guard. If the graveworm itself truly was a nanomachine forge the size of a mountain range, then it could drown Thirteen in ten thousand worm-guard, or a hundred thousand, or a million. Her potency and durability would count for nothing against such numbers.

So, she and Pheiri and Elpida had all agreed — they had veered away from the distant line of the graveworm, further and further out from the edge of the safe zone. They had hoped this would calm the worm’s autoimmune response. But the worm-guard had continued to gather. In the sixty seconds before the physical asset struck, Thirteen had counted five hundred and thirty seven worm-guard, with more arriving every moment. All the nearby revenants had fled. The city ruins for nearly a mile around contained nothing but herself and Pheiri. Iriko had squeezed herself into the ground somewhere nearby, hiding, invisible.

The worm-guard weren’t there for Thirteen and Pheiri, of course. They could see the monster drawing close.

The second ‘physical asset’ had burst from between the buildings of the rotten city and dropped its cloaking the moment it attacked.

A perfect sphere of mirrored metal, half a mile across.

The thing had assaulted Thirteen with earth-shattering sonic weaponry, wide-spectrum sensory static, and blinding white light — laser beams generated across every inch of the machine’s liquid skin. The suite of weapon systems was designed and selected to overwhelm Thirteen’s sensors, foul her targeting, and confuse her defences.

Once she was blinded and reeling, the main body of the asset had disgorged thousands of flying worms of living mercury, corkscrewing through the air like a cloud of falling seeds.

The flying worms were corrosive. They slipped through her shields, vibrating at the exact frequencies to pass through her seven layers of energy-weave and air-block. They fell upon her like burning rain, melting through armour and corroding her flesh.

That machine had been designed to kill her specifically, to blind and deafen Thirteen while her divine transformation was reduced to so much metallic sludge.

Good try, but not nearly close enough.

Thirteen had led the mirrored sphere on a high-speed dance through the wilds, sprinting at over sixty miles an hour to stay ahead of the corrosive rain. She had spent forty nine hours plinking at the thing with long-range weaponry, pounding at gravitic shielding until it buckled, then hammering on the perfect sphere until it was covered in divots and dents. Such a relentless pace was easy for Thirteen now; she did not need to sleep or rest anymore, not unless she chose to indulge. The new reactors deep within her flesh would keep her awake and operational through anything; she needed no external maintenance, never again, not with her own on-board nanomachine forges feeding every cell of her flesh with fresh grey sludge.

She had delivered the coup de grâce to the mirrored sphere indirectly, by leading it back toward the graveworm. She had grown curious about what might happen if central’s asset came into contact with the massed worm-guard; Elpida had also requested this course of action, during one of their regular check-in broadcasts during the fight. The Commander wanted to know if central and the worms would wage open war upon each other.

Thirteen owed everything to Elpida and Howl. She owed the Commander her eternal allegiance. Not to mention how she wanted to protect Pheiri, her brave little brother, who had been through so much.

She was going to betray them all, of course — with her inevitable departure — so she did everything she could to help. She led the mirrored sphere back toward the worm, for the sake of the experiment.

The worm-guard had dismembered and dismantled the sphere, like ants swarming over a wounded mammal. Several hundred had died in the process, but they were quickly engulfed and consumed by their kin. Thirteen had watched the whole process, then sent the footage back to Pheiri, for Elpida and the others to analyse.

She failed to secure any worm-guard flesh. Not one scrap. The survivors were meticulous in their cannibalistic recycling.

That failure stung. Elpida and the revenants were growing hungry.

Defeating the mirrored sphere had cost Thirteen almost nothing. A few burns on her flesh, a few chips off her armour, it mattered not. Her own nanomachine forges could now repair almost any level of damage. Her body — her new body, a giant of flesh and bone and blossom — could have been bisected in two, and she could have healed herself by pressing the halves together.

But Pheiri and the zombies could not do that.

The revenants could not fight for forty nine hours without a minute’s respite. Pheiri could not jump-charge his shields from a bottomless well of self-replicating nanomachine forges, nor cross the rooftops at a dead run of sixty miles an hour. He was confined to the slow healing process of a true machine, confined to the ground, to the streets, and to the extant shape of his metal and plastic.

Pheiri would not have lasted fifteen minutes against the mirrored sphere.

He would have put up a grand fight, of course! Oh yes, Thirteen had not the slightest doubt in her little brother’s courage and determination. With his particle beam emitter and his stout heart and the love he carried in his belly, he would have fought. He would have fought well, and he would have died swiftly, along with all his crew.

Central was hunting Thirteen, not Pheiri. Without the burning beacon of her presence, Pheiri could hide beneath notice once again, and the zombies could go on without being seen by The Enemy — the real enemy, the blind idiot god behind the mask of the world.

The zombies pretended otherwise. They pored over the footage. They asked Thirteen questions about the asset’s behaviour, as if they might find a way to counter the next one. They made plans and contingencies. They discussed emergency evacuation procedures.

One of them even nicknamed the thing. Mirror, the grumpy one, one of the two who had fought inside Arcadia’s Rampart to save Thirteen from the Necromancer.

<<Disco ball,>> Mirror had called it, over the comms uplink between Pheiri and Thirteen. Pheiri translated the languages for Thirteen’s benefit. <<With built-in speakers. Noise and light as primary weapons. Tacky, blinding, ultimately very stupid, beloved by fools and people with too much entactogens in their bloodstreams. Hence, disco ball.>>

<<We’re not calling it ‘disco ball’,>> another revenant had said. That was Victory, the one who had thrown her empty gun at the Necromancer for Thirteen’s sake. Thirteen Arcadia felt a special attachment and gratitude to Victory. An unadorned human who had stood up to a monster, for her, before the Change, before she had grown strong. <<Come on, Kaga, that’s absurd.>>

<<You don’t even know what a disco ball is, Victoria,>> Mirror had snorted. <<You were born almost two centuries too late for disco.>>

<<I know what a disco ball is! I didn’t live in a mud hut.>>

<<We’re calling it disco ball. Light and sound. Lasers and sonics. Disco. You have a problem with that, take it up with the Commander.>>

A sigh. That had made Thirteen giggle. <<You know Elpi’s not gonna have the faintest idea what ‘disco’ is, right?>>

<<On the contrary. I’m certain Telokopolis had some sort of orgy-disco combination activity, which she’ll be delighted to tell you all about. In detail. With demonstrations.>>

Another sigh. <<Kaga, for fuck’s sake. I’m not screwing—>>

<<We’re calling it disco ball. That’s final.>>

A long pause followed. Perhaps the conversation was over, but Thirteen had not disconnected. She liked to listen to the others speak. Eventually Victory had asked: <<Why? Kaga, this isn’t like you. You’re being … playful.>>

<<Because it disarms the terror, Victoria. Because it makes the thing less terrifying. Silly names help.>>

Thirteen had held on as long as she could.

She knew full well that without her, Pheiri and Elpida and Howl and all the others would be that much more vulnerable to the highly developed revenants which lurked beyond the graveworm line. But Pheiri had spent most of his life out there, enduring conditions much worse than the relative calm of the edge. And if Thirteen stayed, she knew more monsters would come eventually. The next one might be worse — smarter, stronger, less vulnerable to her tricks. Perhaps the next hunter would figure out that she had led the Disco Ball off into the wilds to keep it away from Pheiri and Elpida. Perhaps the next asset would use that against her. Perhaps central’s next strike would slay her little brother, and her Commander, and all the hope they were trying to rekindle.

So, it was time for Thirteen to leave.

She had calculated the shortest route to the edge of the continent, based on observations taken during her descent from orbit — south, through thousands of miles of corpse-city.

There was no reason for a tearful farewell; she would be able to maintain contact with Pheiri and the revenants for weeks or months to come, via long-range comms, tight-beam, even regular old radio. She wanted to feed them as much intel as she could, every last scrap of what she was about to witness out in the wilds. She had no idea what details might matter to Elpida in the long run, what might be useful, what might keep her saviours alive for another few days.

She set off at dawn, heading south.

For two weeks she had walked through the ruins, doubting her decision.

Her eventual departure had always been inevitable, of course; Twelve Fifty Five and the other Changed needed her more than Pheiri and the Commander did. The voice of her beloved, her long-lost missed chance, and all her ‘sisters’ — yes, sisters! The word was a glorious battle cry now — they whispered across the nanomachine ecosystem itself, like a distant echo from beneath too many layers of meat and metal. Her place was down in the ragged rotten remnants of the green, alongside the other Changed. That was the fight for which she had been made, by her mother, by Telokopolis.

On the seventh day she sighted another graveworm, miles and miles to the east, chewing through the city, bearing north. She paused to watch it pass, soaking up measurements and energy readings. That worm was much larger than the one which Pheiri and Elpida were following, easily twice the size.

Could she not have delayed one more day? One more week? Could she not have sheltered her Commander for one more night? She had regurgitated another full load of grey nanomachines for Pheiri’s stores before she’d left, even though the zombies and the robots had protested that their containers were full. But what if they were wrong? What if Pheiri got hurt, and needed her bounty once again, and she wasn’t there? What if she was wrong, and there would be no third ‘physical asset’? What if she had abandoned her new-found siblings for nothing?

The revenants out in the wastes mostly avoided her, despite their own incredible post-human changes. They were few in numbers and far between, compared with the teeming life around the graveworms. Some were still human-like, but many were beyond her comprehension, filling her sensors with information she could not begin to interpret; she catalogued them as best she could, sending the data back to Pheiri at regular intervals.

She was lucky. The most dangerous of the revenants could tell that she was not made of their kind of nanomachines. Her flesh would avail them nothing. She was not edible.

What if she got lonely, out there in the wilds, all by herself? What if she never got to hear something that made her giggle, ever again?

She had walked with Elpida a while not only because the Commander had requested it, but because she wanted to.

But Twelve Fifty Five was waiting for her, fighting a war in the dark beneath the world.

With one part of her mind Thirteen kept up her never-ending broadcast of poetry, singing out into the dark, hoping that Twelve Fifty Five could hear her coming. I’m on my way! I didn’t leave! I’m sorry!

But then the third of central’s monsters caught her in the shadow of the mountains, and Thirteen knew she’d made the right choice.

The third ‘physical asset’ was a gossamer-thin stingray of gravitic disturbance, a mile wide and three feet deep. Its form was generated by a hundred thousand tiny gravitic engines linked together in a mutual web or network, creating a ghostly body, no more than empty air crushed and constrained by a vice of pressure.

The asset came for Thirteen like a blade slicing through the ossified corpse of the city, flying at barely twenty meters off the ground, cutting through concrete and brick like butter before a heated wire. It made no attempt at stealth, not like the Disco Ball; the structures through which it sliced crashed to the ground, toppling over and smashing into other falling buildings like an onrushing wave of felled trees. The asset did not care about going unseen, or it would have approached via the air.

It wanted Thirteen to run.

And so she did, into the shelter of the mountains.

This was the first stretch of bare rock Thirteen had seen, the first large-scale geographical feature not encrusted by the blackened scabs and crumbling bone of the corpse-city. The naked slopes had been scorched by some terrible heat, centuries or millennia prior, leaving runnels and droplets of melted stone as a black crust upon the deeper strength. When she had first spotted the range from several miles away, Thirteen had assumed it was the ridged back of another graveworm, paused in post-partum recovery, after delivering its seed of fresh blue nanomachines to the waiting womb of a resurrection tomb. She had toyed with the idea of plunging in to rescue this fresh clutch of zombies — of carrying out the sort of daring raid that Elpida and the others had debated before Thirteen had left. But as she had drawn closer, the mountains had revealed themselves to be living rock, the bones of the earth, not the hide of an undead worm.

Any soil was long stripped away. No trees or plants or grasses clung to the mountainsides, only the occasional veins of black nanomachine mould, oozing at the bottom of cracks and fissures.

As Thirteen Arcadia fled toward the mountains, she wondered if the rocks themselves were nanomachines now. Where did the slime end and the stone begin? Why did the nanomachines persist in that distinction, if the whole planet was infected and infested? When she stepped onto the naked rock itself, with her four legs splaying to carry her weight, was she standing upon the Earth, or stamping on the body of The Enemy?

Now was not the time for philosophy — nor for poetry.

With great reluctance, Thirteen paused her singing, and turned all her attention toward this third monster from central.

The asset was closing fast, less than half a mile away from the base of the mountains, scything through the buildings in a crashing wave of brick and steel and glass. Masonry dust filled the air in great billows from the fallen towers and collapsed structures. The noise would have been deafening if she hadn’t already closed off her external sound sensors. Any revenants nearby were probably bleeding from the ears, or crushed beneath the rubble, if they were not evolved enough to shrug off the weight of a falling skyscraper.

The leading edge of the asset was razor-sharp, a blade of focused gravitic power barely a few microns wide. Thirteen judged she could hold off that sword with her own gravitics, but it was probably designed to slip around her defences. And it would only need a moment.

Deep inside layer upon layer of bone-armour, wrapped a thousand frills of dense-packed crimson meat, suspended in a warm womb of orange liquid, the memory of Thirteen’s original body stirred with discomfort.

She might survive bisection. She would probably not survive being turned into mincemeat.

Thirteen packaged up all the data she had collected on this third asset, including every second of footage from all ten thousand of her external sensor-clusters. Then she squirted a tight-beam broadcast back to Pheiri, just in case he and Elpida might one day find it useful.

Somebody must have been in Pheiri’s cockpit at that exact moment; a familiar voice crackled over Thirteen’s long distance comm-link, filling her central womb-atrium with real audio.

<<You can do it, little sister!>> shouted Elpida, but with another tone in her throat — Howl! <<Smash that thing up! Come on, it’s a sheet of fucking foil!>>

<<How?>> Thirteen replied. <<It’ll cut me apart.>>

<<Dig, bitch! You’re standing on virgin rock! Fuck it!>>

Thirteen turned toward the mountains, urged her nano-forges into blazing glory, opened a sphincter the size of a building — and vomited forth a torrent of acid upon the rock.

She dug a hole into the mountainside, scooping out the melted stone and hurling it behind her, burrowing into the dark.

Howl’s voice — real audio, over the radio, not a cackling ghost riding along inside Thirteen’s flesh — chanted encouragement for a few moments. But then the signal was suffocated beneath a million tons of mountain.

Seconds later the third asset slammed into the rock behind her. The edge of the blade bit deep, wriggling and pushing, splitting the mountain along a crack kilometres wide. The ground shook and bucked, slamming back and forth like an earthquake. Tucked deep in the dark, digging for her life, with droplets of melted stone hissing off her shields, Thirteen thought the whole mountain was about to open.

But the bones of the earth proved too dense for the asset. It withdrew, sliding from the gap it had created, whirling off into the air beyond Thirteen’s burrow, flying like a manta ray of the skies.

Thirteen did not turn back. She did not poke her head out of the hole. She was not that kind of stupid.

She swept the surfaces with her sensors and discovered the manta ray had left pieces of itself behind; twenty three gravitic generators lay abandoned, crushed within the gap it had been forcing, or fallen upon the floor of Thirteen’s acid-etched tunnel. Each generator was no larger than the palm of a human hand.

The manta was made of a hundred thousand of the tiny generators. Losing a few had not appeared to reduce the monster. Defeating it would require destroying enough to compromise its overall integrity.

Thirteen burrowed deeper into the earth, melting the rock before her, collapsing it behind. Gravel pattered off her shields and her armour.

For five days she played hide-and-seek with the gravitic manta ray. She wormed her way through the mountain range like a gigantic mole, swallowing mouthfuls of rock and turning it to nano-sludge inside her veins, then forging the slime into increased muscle density and thickened armour and spade-like claws for better digging. She strengthened her back legs, adding telescoping joints, and wrapped great knots of muscle around the lower portions of her rearward arms; she was going to need to lift, a lot.

Every day she burst from fresh-dug trapdoors of stone, to find herself beneath the dead blanket of the night sky, or the ruddy cauldron of dawn, or the dying embers of the day — always long enough to pop off a few shots at the manta, lurking above the mountains like a bird of prey riding the thermals. Each time she attacked, the manta swooped down toward her, forming a single gleaming edge of gravitic power; each time she scurried back into the bowels of the planet itself, barely outrunning the cutting edge as it bit into the mountain, scoring yet another deep gash into the tip of this rocky outcrop.

Each day she left another few dozen of the tiny gravitic engines dead upon the mountainside, picked off by point-defence auto-cannons, exploded by HI-EX missiles, fried by bolts of superheated plasma. She fired her main railgun once every day — mostly as a show of force, to keep the manta focused. The railgun was useless against such a distributed target. It was a titan-killer, unsuitable for sweeping aside this airborne swarm-creature.

A dozen or so engines every attack, five or six attacks a day. At this rate Thirteen would defeat the manta in approximately four years.

Thirteen grinned to herself, down in the dark beneath the stone. She extruded an actual face from beneath her body, with eyes and a mouth and nice big sharp teeth, so she could grin in the lightless air of her burrow. She chewed on a chip of stone, melting it with acid saliva. It tasted disgusting.

She was close to victory.

On the morning of the sixth day, Thirteen baited the manta.

She exploded from a new trapdoor in the rock, lower than any previous ambush-hole. She located the current position of the asset — sweeping back and forth over the tips of the mountain range, waiting for her to emerge on time. She deactivated her shields. Her skin and armour steamed in the ruddy aura of Earth’s bleeding dawn.

Thirteen Arcadia stood tall, bellowed a wordless challenge from her external war-horns, and pounded the air with every weapon she had.

She filled the rotten sky with the blossoms of high explosive power and the crack of railgun slugs and the whine of her point-defence cannons. She turned the air into a sea of lead and fire, holding nothing in reserve.

The manta took the bait.

It coiled through the air, forming a razor-sharp wedge, diving for her like the blade of a guillotine.

Thirteen kept firing for as long as possible, making as much noise as she could, giving the asset every reason to believe that she had lost her temper, run out of patience, or taken leave of her senses. This was the final confrontation! She had gone mad down in the dark. Now she would be cut apart, ruined by her own lack of capacity for endurance.

She needed the manta to burrow deep this time. Deep as it could go.

At the last possible second, Thirteen halted her guns, twisted on all four legs, and hurled herself back into the hole from which she had burst.

The manta ray slammed into the rock inches from her rear legs. She scrambled up the curving tube she had dug that previous night, gravitic power nipping at her heels, cutting into the outer layers of her bone armour. She flash-started her shields with a crack of electrical power, but they guttered and flickered against the cramped walls of rock. She lost over a thousand pounds of bone amour and a few hundred pounds of flesh, torn off by the edge of the manta’s blade.

But she wriggled deep. She wormed her way upward, beyond the thing’s reach, for it could not curl within the rock.

She scrambled into the fulcrum chamber she had excavated over the last forty eight hours — nothing more than a few balanced pieces of rock, waiting for the right amount of pressure to be applied to the heart of the mountain.

She had to trust the observations she had made across the five-day fight; the calculations she had assembled, to estimate how long it took the manta to wriggle free from the stone. She counted the seconds, with her actual voice, keeping time with lips and throat in her womb-bath of amniotic fluid.

“One, two, three,” the words gurgled and bubbled from her mouth. “Four. Five. Six. Seven!”

On seven, Thirteen unfurled her own gravitics. Her gravity engines flared to life, uncoiling tentacles and tendrils of invisible power. She applied all the force she had to four separate fulcrum points she had selected within the chamber. She added her muscular strength, the pistons of her legs and arms, and the massive weight of her gigantic body.

She had spent five days turning one particular mountain peak into a honeycomb of rock.

All except the tip.

With a heave of strength only possible for a Changed combat frame, Thirteen hurled a mile-wide slice of mountain down upon her foe.

The sound and fury was beyond anything she had ever experienced. The moment she put the projectile into motion, Thirteen withdrew her gravitic feelers and wrapped them around her body. She curled up into a tight and protective ball, to ride out the sheer destruction of a dislodged mountaintop. The ground beneath her rumbled and shook. A great crashing grew and grew and grew and grew and did not stop, rolling like a wave of world-splitting thunder. Rock dust filled the air, so dense that an unprotected human would have choked to death in seconds. A storm of rock overwhelmed her shields and then plinked off her armour for minutes on end — five, then ten, then fifteen, on and on and on.

Thirteen stretched and swam inside the eternal womb of her own machine-flesh. She grew a dozen arms with which to hug her hidden core, holding herself tight against the storm beyond her skin. She grew plush, soft, pliant layers to embrace and squeeze. She grew lips and kissed herself — kissed Arcadia’s Rampart from the inside. Thirteen Arcadia ‘made out’ with herself, hidden in the dark.

What else was there to do? She was a little bored, waiting for victory.

Eventually the earthquake died away. Chips of rock ceased plinking off Thirteen’s armour. The dust began to settle — or at least did not thicken any further.

Thirteen parted the soupy air with a cautious wave of her gravitic feelers. Sunlight graced her flesh, weak and ruddy-red, bleeding from a skinless sky. She was in the open air.

She’d taken off the whole top of the mountain.

Thirteen descended slowly, wary of rockslides or collapses. She was not invincible, just very durable. The Earth could kill her as surely as it had defeated the manta.

Weak reddish light struggled through the dense clouds of rock dust, flowing down the sides of the mountain range as it settled. Thirteen pushed on through the lethal mist, scanning the way ahead with all her sensors, clambering over the spill of debris.

She found the remains of the manta ray smashed upon the rocks, at the feet of the range. The mile-wide mountain slab had overwhelmed the thin layer of gravitics and destroyed almost all the hundred thousand generators which formed the body of the third asset. The engines were crushed beneath a slurry of boulders and rubble; the rockslide had been halted only by the mass of the dead city itself. The avalanche had slammed into the buildings. A tangle of twisted steel and broken concrete extended in a semi-circle for several miles.

Thirteen spared a thought for any uninvolved revenants, caught in geologic crossfire.

Not all of the asset’s generators had been destroyed. A few handfuls remained active, tied together in miniature webs of gravity, trying to locate their fellows, and reform into larger structures.

Thirteen hunted them down. She crushed them beneath her feet where they were little, when they were no more than a few dozen nodes flickering and jerking on the rubble. Where they were larger, in the hundreds, she deployed her weapons. Half a dozen auto-cannons were more than enough to punch through the feeble gravitics and blast the generators into molten slag.

Once, she found a full thousand — one thousand and ninety two, to be exact — which had survived, located each other, and reformed into something approximating a real shape. It was a jagged mess of angles and spikes of gravitic power, hurling pieces of itself out in every direction when Thirteen approached, as if trying to ward her off.

She watched it for three hours, waiting to see if it would attempt communication, or regain coherency, or try to do anything except kill her.

By the end of those three hours, the worst of the rockslide dust had settled. The ruins of the mountain lay quiet, a truncated peak breaking up the burnt and blackened range, dyed red by high noon — or what passed for noon, beneath the smothering skies.

The remnant never did anything but quiver and jerk. Thirteen put it down with her own gravitics, pulverising the generators into compacted metal.

She lingered among the boulders and scree for a long time, breathing fresh air after five days underground.

Five days down in the dark. Nothing by comparison.

How much worse would it be, down in the rotting memory of the green?

Before she departed to continue her journey, Thirteen re-established long-range comms contact with Pheiri.

They exchanged handshakes; Pheiri was glad to hear from her. He sent her all sorts of data updates — nothing exciting, just refreshes on his current position and condition. All seemed well. Thirteen called him <<Little brother!>> in direct audio, cheering into the amniotic embrace of her inner layers, just because she could.

She gathered up all the combat data and footage and readouts from the last few days and sent them over to Pheiri. She hoped dearly that the Commander would find her experiences of some use.

Six hours later, when she was still picking her way through the ruined buildings, with the mountain range at her back, she received a reply.

<<Thirteen?>>

It was Elpida. Direct audio, from inside Pheiri’s cockpit. Down in her own belly, Thirteen opened her lips and spoke real words.

<<Commander! Hello! Did you like everything I sent? Did you see?!>>

A pause, then a gentle laugh. <<‘Like’ is maybe not the right word, Thirteen. I’m very glad you won. Well done, that was ingenious, a very clever strategy. We were all very worried when you went radio silent after digging into that mountainside. Howl never doubted you for a moment, though. She wants me to make that clear. And for the record, neither did I. Just glad you’re okay. How are you holding up, after that ordeal?>>

<<I sent you all my internal readouts too, Commander. You’ve got it all!>>

<<Yeah,>> Elpida said. <<Sure, I can read the data off the screens here, but I want to hear it from you, sister to sister. How are you holding up?>>

Thirteen smiled, even though Elpida couldn’t see. <<Doing just fine, sister. That was good practice, for what it’s going to be like down in the green. Right?>>

<<Right.>>

Thirteen heard the concern, the worry, the fear. She decided not to mention it. The war beneath the world was not Elpida’s war.

Instead, Thirteen turned the question back on Elpida. <<And how are you all holding up, Commander? How is Pheiri? And Iriko, the angry little blob?>>

Elpida laughed again. The sound made Thirteen feel good, in a way she had so rarely felt before the Change. <<Iriko? She’s … inscrutable, still. Mostly she talks to Pheiri. Sometimes to Serin, when Serin is around. Pheiri himself is doing just great, thank you. You left him with enough nanomachines to repair himself twice over. We’re still skirting the edge of the worm zone for now. No further worm-guard encounters, and nothing like another asset from central, but I’m sure Pheiri already updated you on that.>>

Thirteen noticed a conspicuous absence of reply. <<And what about you and the others, Commander?>>

Elpida paused for a long time. Thirteen could hear her breathing over the direct audio transmission.

<<Sister?>> said Thirteen Arcadia.

Elpida swallowed. <<Howl says I should tell you, so I’m going to tell you, even though this is probably none of your concern, Thirteen.>>

<<You’re my sister and my Commander,>> Thirteen replied. <<No matter how far away I must go, no matter how deep into the dark I dive. Your concerns are my concerns. Telokopolis is forever.>>

<<Telokopolis is forever,>> Elpida echoed. She sounded sad.

<<Elpida?>>

<<Last night,>> Elpida said slowly. <<Last night, we hunted. For the first time. Last night we ate raw meat, for the first time in weeks. We killed and ate other revenants. Other people like us.>>


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Kaiju fight! Mountain slam! Giant mole girls digging through solid rock! Spooky disco ball machines melting the air with waves of caustic death worms! This chapter has everything. It’s even got more Kagami.

Interlude! Welcome to Thirteen Arcadia’s solo journey deeper into the corpse of the planet. You may notice that this interlude is a little different to previous ones; for a start, it’s the first time an interlude doesn’t introduce a new character outside of our main cast. We’ve met Thirteen Arcadia before, of course. Or … have we? Is this really the same person? Well, we met Arcadia’s Rampart too, so the point still stands.

Secondly, this interlude comes in multiple parts! Three parts, to be exact. Why isn’t it an arc? Well, it wasn’t meant to be this long! Originally this entire chapter was supposed to be two paragraphs at the beginning of a different sequence, but Thirteen has all the energy of a very friendly puppy, so she insisted that we’re doing the kaiju fights on screen. And you know what? She was right! Her journey to the edge of this rotten world deserves a little more breathing room, so I have given her it, and I think that’s the right choice. We we have two more chapters of Thirteen’s wanderings before arc 11! Hope you’re enjoying it!

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And as always, thank you so much for reading my story! I couldn’t do this without all of you, the readers. I’m delighted how far Necroepilogos has come, and the terrifying horizons opening up before Elpida and her companions, and now others too! So, thank you! Seeya next chapter!

umbra – 10.7

Content Warnings

Extreme jealousy
Sexual jealousy
Discussion/medicalisation of dissociative identity disorder
Chronic pain



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Kagami woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

What a ridiculous phrase. A superstitious anachronism inherited from one of Luna’s surface-culture ancestors. As if rolling to one’s feet in the incorrect direction could somehow curse one with bad luck. Kagami had not slept in a bed during life, anyway; that would have meant decanting herself every night, an uncomfortable and humiliating process at the best of times, even if she shepherded it herself with remote robotic attendants.

No, Kagami slept like real royalty — in her suspension tank, with her body cocooned and cushioned by the pool of warm bio-gel, while her mind soared through whatever somnambulant simulation she so desired.

She had passed many a night in the apex of magnificent feudal-era castles, looking out across mist-shrouded mountain ranges, snuggled up inside a thick and fluffy futon. She had dozed away the hours in the secret hearts of dripping woodland glades clad in emerald and jade, with alien stars wheeling overhead, her bedside attended by lithe satyr-boys and nubile fawn-girls. She had slept alone in perfect simulated recreations of public campgrounds from the old country, with the distance populated by approximations of fellow campers, with a roaring fire at her feet, and a tent the size of a house at her back. She had passed out in exhaustion at the centre of grand orgies — every other participant simulated, of course — right in the middle of a bed large enough for fifty people, a sole slumbering real human surrounded by dozens of copulating couples. She’d slept in airships, starships, bullet-trains, and cruising cities — fanciful creations from the minds of Luna’s greatest simulation authors, along with a few choice selections from the most enlightened and scientifically advanced of the dirt-eaters down below. She’d slept with imaginary partners three times her height, and with harems of sweet young things who she could sweep up as if she was the tall, strong, dashing, dominant one. She’d slept after banquets and battles, meetings and matings, holidays and horror stories, pre-written romances and wildly unpredictable improv and pure unstructured playtime.

Sometimes she’d slept snuggled up with her AI daughters, when they were young. Kurumi had liked that especially, during the first three years of her incarnation. Kagami had even slept outside sim-space on rare occasions, in the dim light of the naked suspension tank, to the sound of her own biological pulse in her ears.

So how could one possibly wake up on the wrong side of the bed? That was the kind of assumption made by first-timers to sim-space — newbies always assumed that their fleshy body was still flailing about, that they were always about to blunder into a wall. Luddites at best, morons at worst. The simulation would always compensate.

But now Kagami was flesh alone.

She woke up face down on her narrow bunk, eyes gummed shut with sleep crust, cheek stuck to her pillow with a puddle of cold drool. She groaned several times, hoping her irritation might summon a control panel into the darkness behind her eyelids.

In her half-awake state Kagami still harboured a vain hope that the last few weeks were nothing more than an elaborately cruel prank at her expense. Any moment her father would roar with laughter, accompanied by the chorus of his court, and she would find herself standing in the brilliant glittering light of Luna’s parliament, represented in yet another perfect sim-space recreation. Oh certainly, she would be red faced with fury, spitting indignation, and probably attack somebody important. But the humiliation would be worth the salvation.

She would have to find the simulation writer who made all this, of course. She would keep the effort quiet; her father would undoubtedly have predicted her retribution, and probably squirrelled the author away somewhere. But she would dig the little worm out of whatever hole it was burrowed into, and then she would shake it until it screamed.

She wouldn’t have the author killed, though. Oh no. She wanted all these people re-created, from scratch, from their alpha-copy originals: she would give ‘Commander’ Elpida a piece of her mind; she would have Pira shot after a proper court martial; and Victoria, well, Vicky she would invite to join her in—

“Gnnnnhhhh,” Kagami groaned again. These thoughts were nonsense.

Nothing happened, anyway. Deny as she might, this was reality.

Kagami lifted her head from the pillow, eyes still glued shut, and rolled over to get out of bed. She needed to swing these offensively useless bionic legs off the side of the bunk, so she could find the floor with her clumsy feet.

She rolled the wrong way, toward the rear of the bunk, not the opening into the narrow, cramped, dirty little room.

She banged her wounded right shoulder into the metal wall.

Izumi Kagami — Seventeenth Daughter of the Moon, Princess of Tycho City, mother to fourteen AIs, a woman who once had all of Luna’s nuclear arsenal dancing at her fingertips — whined into the thin and lumpy pillow, keening through her teeth, tears running down her cheeks. She clutched at her wounded shoulder, spitting with the indignity of pain.

Yes, her father would never craft such pain. The man was a boor and a clown. He might menace her with cartoonish cannibals and stick ridiculous legs onto her hips, but he was a stranger to agony.

Eventually the sharper torment ebbed away, leaving behind the exposed rocky shore of chronic pain. Kagami finished hissing curses into her pillow, got herself oriented correctly, pulled back the thin blue privacy curtains, and swung the hateful dead weight of her legs over the correct side of the bunk.

She sat, panting in the aftershocks, wiping her eyes on the back of a sleeve.

At least nobody was watching.

The bunk room was a nest of haze and shadows. Tiny, cramped, and full of junk. The air reeked of human sweat — zombie sweat, rather. The sound of soft breathing filled the gloom.

Infinitely preferable to sleeping in the open, of course, or in the rotten guts of some ruined building riddled with holes, so any borged-up predator or bottom-feeding scavenger might creep up on her in the dark. At least she was inside armour now, tucked away behind inches of steel and dozens of guns. It was no sensory suspension tank in the core of Tycho City, protected by an army of robots and drones and seven-point-six million human beings, but Kagami had to admit that Pheiri’s insides brought her a degree of comfort and security. He was a very skilled autonomous machine. She would not mind speaking with him again, sometime.

She would rather be off-planet, no question about that. But if she had to be down here, inside a powerful biomechanoid was an acceptable compromise.

Still, she cursed the fool who’d built this room so small.

Kagami sat on the edge of her bed for several minutes, taking stock of her various sufferings.

She felt as if she had awoken from a full night’s sleep; her head was fuzzy, but that was from the chronic pain and the aftermath of so much adrenaline yesterday. Her bionic legs and her hip joints still ached as if her bones were being pressed in a vice, but she’d almost gotten used to that, like background static. Her right shoulder throbbed with every beat of her heart; she’d been caught by a piece of stray shrapnel on the mad flight from the new-born biomechanoid. A six-inch spike of red-hot metal had slipped precisely through the halves of her coat. So unfair, so bloody stupid, such a tiny chance of happening. Why her?! That sort of bullshit fed her unkind hopes that this was all a simulation aimed at her personally.

The wound had bled like a boar on the end of a spear. Melyn had stitched the flesh shut, slathered Kagami’s skin with ointment and sealants, and then applied thick, soft, clean bandages.

Clean bandages! In this place. A miracle.

Melyn was the real miracle. A medical android, a real physician, not some drooling sawbones revived from the dawn of history. The android had worked with quick, precise, confident movements, not a muscle wasted, not a finger out of place. Beautiful as anything made on Luna. Better, even! That was not something Kagami ever admitted out loud. If something like this had happened on Luna, Kagami would have had Melyn uplifted, uploaded, and designated citizen-AI under her own auspices. If Melyn had been a sim-space fiction, wrought in some sadistic simulation, then Kagami would have hunted down the author, extracted the alpha copy of Melyn’s design, and imprinted her on a brand new AI substrate enclosure.

But she couldn’t do either of those, because she was not on Luna, and this was not a simulation. She sighed and tutted. She had no way to suitably reward Melyn for her service.

Kagami frowned into the murk. She suddenly felt useless. How strange.

But she wasn’t useless now, was she?

Kagami rolled up her left sleeve to examine the changes to her left arm. She had not had a chance to stop and look, let alone think about what she’d done to herself, not with everything since they had first approached the downed biomech.

Circuitry glowed with faint greenish-blue light beneath the natural brown of Kagami’s skin — fingers, palm, wrist, all the way down to her left elbow. When she flexed her fingers or rotated her wrist, she felt metals and polymers moving inside her flesh. An imperfect implant job, certainly, but more than acceptable under the field conditions. The pair of data-uplink cables were currently retracted into her wrist, tucked away for now. She did not relish having to unearth them again; that had hurt like yanking out her own tendons.

Kagami grinned. She couldn’t help herself. Useless? Far from it, she was apex again! Her work inside Arcadia’s Rampart had proven that; she could never have burst that fucking Necromancer bitch without this. A data uplink port, near-field electronic interfaces, and a high-density connection processor, all wired into her brain-stem.

If only it hadn’t hurt so much to grow.

The arm didn’t burn anymore, not since Elpida had turned up inside Arcadia’s Rampart with that bottle of blue. That dose of raw nanomachines had allowed Kagami to stabilise the ad hoc transformation, though she wasn’t exactly sure about the mechanism. She had simply decided that she was finished, that the machines inside her arm were complete, and her body had stopped.

The skin itched like a bad rash, but the pain had ended with the changes.

Kagami’s armoured coat was crammed into a corner of her bunk. She reached out with a flicker of near-field machine-comms — she didn’t even need to move her fingers, but it felt right to wiggle them. She pinged one of the six drones in her coat pockets. The drone acknowledged with a short burst of wake-up code, which scrolled down the inside of Kagami’s left eye.

A flare of pain exploded around her eye socket. She hissed, trimmed the drone’s log-keeping transmission to emergency only, then summoned it to her side.

A silver-grey oblong about the length of her hand wiggled free of her armoured coat and hung in the air before her face.

She snorted out loud. “You’re no domestic robot, but you’ll do. Number … 3, I think I’ll call you.”

Kagami stood up; she could work her bionic legs without falling over now, but she had the drone steady her with a gentle brush of gravitics. Then she used it to drag her armoured coat off the bunk and hold the sleeves for her to insert her arms. A most useful little extension of her body. She left the other five drones in her pockets for now; she was too fuzzy and too tired to keep all six smart drones on-station. Directing the full sextet to pin and crush that Necromancer had almost knocked Kagami unconscious with the effort. Besides, some of the drones had taken a few lumps during that encounter. She needed to examine the outer casings for damage when she was fully awake and clear-headed.

Speaking of being clear-headed, where the hell was Victoria? Kagami’s pet revolutionary was not in her bunk.

Kagami pressed a hand to Vicky’s sheets. They were hours cold. She checked the other bunks, in case Vicky had resorted to a nearby bedmate, but the others were innocent. Atyle was sleeping like the primitive she was, flat on her back with her arms crossed over her chest. Creepy. Amina and Ilyusha were curled up together on one of the top bunks, both of them fast asleep, flaunting their intimacy. Kagami did not like the way Ilyusha’s claws were exposed. Amina was clutching a big notebook to her chest. No sign of Vicky.

No Elpida, and no Victoria.

Kagami felt bile rising up her throat.

She was not jealous. What would she be jealous of? She had kissed the idiot to shut her up and stop her absurd worrying. A kiss meant nothing. Kagami had necked with hundreds of simulated men and women, ninety nine percent of them much more to her tastes than Vicky. She had made out with things with tongues long enough to reach her simulated stomach. She had kissed things for whom kissing was sex, and felt like it too.

But she had kissed Vicky, meat on meat. That was new.

She felt sick. Her cheeks was flushed. She fiddled with the drone’s gravitics to fan her face for a moment, then felt stupid and stopped. She pinched a lock of her long black hair between thumb and forefinger — greasy, unwashed. She felt vile. In a sim she would have cleaned it instantly, and then dyed it a more interesting shade for a few days. What would Vicky think of pink? Or maybe just a nice rich brown, like—

Kagami clenched her teeth. Had that kiss actually meant something to the idiot dirt-eating surface dweller?

Did Kagami need to — what? Take responsibility? Apologise? Explain herself?

Victoria was such an immature little primitive. Kagami had no choice.

She walked over to the bunk room door. She had to clutch the edges of the bunks to compensate for her wobbly legs. She had the drone turn the handle, crack the door, and float through the gap. She didn’t want any nasty surprises from the crew compartment. The drone returned a camera-feed to her left eye, which ignited a sparkle of headache, but Kagami winced her way through the pain. All was quiet and dark out there, bathed in low red night-cycle illumination — another element of Pheiri’s construction that Kagami approved of.

Kagami retrieved the drone, stepped through the hatch, and had the drone shut the door behind her.

The crew compartment was less muffled than the bunk room. Kagami could hear the sound of Pheiri’s tracks against the road outside, and feel the throb of his nuclear engines far beneath her feet.

The androids — Melyn and Hafina — were sleeping in a nest of blankets on the floor. Kagami wrinkled her nose; those sheets must be filthy, even for androids. Still, she was not about to complain, certainly not to either of their faces. Melyn was a real physician, and Hafina was a full-scale combat model. Kagami liked that part. Combat androids were predictable, useful, and very nice to have on one’s side.

The air smelled faintly of rotten wood and meaty fungus. Kagami wrinkled her nose harder. Where was that coming from?

The rear of the crew compartment was drenched in jagged shadows over the doorway to the rear ramp. Kagami squinted into the gloom, then almost jumped out of her skin, heart racing against her ribcage.

Serin was standing right there, in plain view.

Or maybe she was leaning against a wall — or slumped into one of the bench seats? Her ragged shape made it hard to read the position of her torso and limbs. Her hunched back loomed tall, almost brushing the ceiling of the compartment.

Kagami rolled her eyes. She knew Serin’s type all too well. Independent surface agents were awful to deal with — arrogant, jumped-up, paranoid, and fond of showmanship. Serin was clearly lurking in the darkness because she might make somebody jump. Which she had been successful at. Kagami’s face burned.

At least the cyborg troll was sleeping. Or rather, her eyes were closed and—

“Good morning,” Serin rasped from behind her metal mask. She did not bother to open her eyes. “Sleep well?”

Kagami tried not to flinch, even though Serin couldn’t see. Or could she? Serin looked like she was grinning behind that mask.

Kagami replied in a whisper: “Shhh. You’ll wake the androids.”

Serin said, “Mmm? Will I?”

“Shhhhh. Shut up.”

Before Serin could draw her into some infuriating conversational game, Kagami turned away and quickly made for the front of the crew compartment. Her legs felt stiff and awkward. Her heart was beating too fast. She used the drone’s gravitics to help steady her feet.

She peeked into the infirmary, but the cramped room was empty; she paused just long enough to toss a glass of water down her throat. Back in the crew compartment she refused to look at Serin again, because she was not giving that cyborg freak-show the satisfaction of her discomfort.

After a moment’s further consideration, Kagami plunged into the tangle of Pheiri’s central corridor.

She had not yet visited Pheiri’s control cockpit; Elpida had informed her of the general layout, in case of an emergency, but after the fight and her wound and the entire last few days, Kagami had wanted nothing more than to lie down in a dark room for a dozen hours.

But Vicky must be up front. She must be.

The spinal corridor was a jumbled mess of overlapping systems and abandoned components, loose cables hanging from the ceiling and ancient station seats with their stuffing all gone, uneven flooring and threateningly bare metal, tiny side-hatches and mechanical covers which led into the deeper reaches of the fortress-sized biomechanoid. She passed over a massive bulge of super-heavy armour — probably encasing the machine’s AI substrate enclosure — and beneath a ladder which led up into the darkness of a turret.

Kagami had never been anywhere like this before — not outside of a simulation, anyway.

She had to bend and duck and turn sideways over and over again. She had to stop three times, her legs shaking with effort, hip joints throbbing with cold agony. Every footstep sent fists of dull pain radiating upward. She still could not walk properly, not for long enough to get where she was going, not without help.

Damn Victoria and her wanderlust. Kagami needed a hand!

She used the drone to take the edge off, easing some of her weight onto a flat field of gravitic power. She considered using the thing to float herself, like her father on his throne of office back on Luna. But the gravitics on these smart drones were not delicate enough to avoid smashing her knees and elbows against the metal walls. The smart drones were combat models, not suited for the most delicate work of transporting her spongy, tender, vulnerable flesh.

Eventually Kagami emerged into the control cockpit.

The room was nice and large, not cramped like the corridor, but it was an even worse jumble, full of screens and control panels in every direction she looked, with consoles and readouts filling every available surface but the floor. Seats clustered before the cacophony of systems, serenaded by a low orchestra of clicking and buzzing, the hissing of screens and the ticking of internal machinery.

Pheiri’s control room looked like the bridge of a ramshackle space vessel, the kind of human-crewed shit that everyone on Luna found so amusing and perplexing. Sending humans into space in anything but the most guarded and armoured automated protection was a kind of barbarism that went beyond mere objection and into absurdity. Kagami had seen the insides of plenty of those, captured via drone-camera — most of them full of frozen corpses.

At least Pheiri had a window. High up on the right was a narrow strip of steel-glass, a little viewing port, creeping along as Pheiri ground forward through the city outside.

Dawn had arrived in ruddy waves of dull red behind the black clouds, like blood soaking into coal soot. Rotten fingers of corpse-city clutched at the bounty of wet and bleeding meat.

The cockpit was occupied by the Commander’s all-too-rapidly ‘reformed’ fascists, Ooni and Pira.

They were both awake. Kagami paused in the doorway. She felt a swallow coming on; she controlled her throat. She straightened up and raised her chin. She looked down her nose.

Snakes.

Ooni was sitting sideways in one of the seats, ignoring the screens at her elbow, bleary-eyed and exhausted, long black hair all messy from sleep. She did not look as if she had gotten a full night’s rest — which was good, because she did not deserve that. She had been staring at Pira, but now she blinked in confusion at Kagami. She hadn’t met Kagami before, but Kagami had seen her through the exterior sensors back on Arcadia’s Rampart.

Pira was up on her feet. She’d been stretching her back muscles, or trying to. Pira was still covered in wounds, a mass of bandages and dressings beneath the armoured coat draped over her shoulders, bright red hair swept back over her skull. She still listed to one side even when standing. Her eyes were sunken with inner ruin.

Guilt and shame, Kagami hoped. Traitor.

Ooni stared like a startled rodent. Pira met Kagami’s eyes, unreadably blank.

Neither of them were armed, a small mercy. Kagami moved her drone in front and threw up a tentative wall of gravitics anyway, just in case. She forced herself not to swallow.

“Where’s the Commander?” she said.

Ooni answered first: “Don’t know. I don’t know! Sorry … um, hello.”

Kagami snorted. She didn’t even bother to look at Ooni.

Pira shrugged, slow and lopsided. “I haven’t seen the Commander since last night. We both just woke up.”

“Both, huh?” Kagami said.

Ooni swallowed. Pira said nothing.

Rampant bitches, all of them. These two had clearly spent the night fucking — or worse, doing something deeply weird. All of them were the same. Ilyusha and Amina, curled up in bed together. Melyn and Hafina, snuggled down all comfy. And now Elpida and Victoria, missing! How could anybody go missing in these tight confines? Victoria just couldn’t resist her muscle-dyke Commander, could she? Revolutionary? Ha! Vicky took orders like a professional submissive. Next thing she’d be wearing a collar and barking on command. She was probably squeezed into a cupboard somewhere right now, dripping juices onto the floor, with Elpida wrist-deep in—

“Tch!” Kagami hissed through clenched teeth. Ooni flinched.

Pira spoke, slowly and carefully. Her voice was a raw croak. “Kagami. I know you never liked me. You never trusted me. You were right to suspect me. I’m—”

“If it was up to me,” Kagami snapped, “both of you would have been shot.”

Pira stopped. She stared in silence.

Ooni said: “Um … we don’t have to fight. I don’t want to. I don’t care about—”

“Don’t bother,” Kagami said. “Don’t even speak. If you’re rehabilitated then I’m a Martian. Shut your mouth.”

Ooni shut her mouth.

Pira croaked: “Good thing for us you’re not in charge, then.”

Kagami jabbed a finger at her floating drone. She had to steady herself against the wall with her other hand. “You know what this is?”

“Yes,” said Pira.

“I seriously doubt that,” Kagami said. “It’s a smart drone, with on-board gravitics. And it’s mine, along with five sisters. Slaved to my on-board control. Understand? See this?” She waved her left hand, showing off her new circuitry.

“Crystal clear,” Pira said.

“If I get one hint, one errant whiff of another betrayal from you, I will turn you into meat paste.” Kagami smiled; this felt good. Fuck these two and their public rutting. “The moment I think you’re not obeying the Commander, you’re red slurry. Both of you.”

“Mmhmm,” Pira grunted. She seemed unconcerned. At least Ooni was wide-eyed and sweating. Maybe Kagami could have a good shout at her if she caught Ooni alone.

Pira’s defiance made Kagami want to spit at her feet.

She resisted that urge — Pheiri was not that dissimilar to Arcadia’s Rampart, and she had no idea how he would feel about her spitting on his inner decking. She had negative respect for these two, but a healthy regard for the tank-shaped biomechanoid.

Kagami said, “You truly have no idea where the Commander is?”

Pira shook her head. Ooni shrugged, opened her mouth, then thought better of speaking, and closed it again.

Kagami stared at Pira for a moment longer, hoping Pira might turn away or back down. She willed the treacherous little mud-sucker to look at the floor.

But Pira didn’t. Dull as a milk cow, big bovine eyes, she just stared and stared.

Kagami snorted, turned away, and stalked back into the spinal corridor.

She was fuming, with plenty of justification. The least Victoria could have done was wait for her to wake up! Victoria hadn’t even done as she was told, she had not gone back to bed. So much for ‘oh my Moon Princess!’ Instead she had slithered off to beg for Elpida’s praise again. An unwelcome image floated to the surface of Kagami’s mind as she stomped and banged her way back down the corridor: Victoria sitting at Elpida’s feet, listening to a bedtime story about Telokopolis, all big eyes and receptive ears. Oh yes, Commander, tell me more about your shining city! Tell me more about how you fucked all day long! Tell me how big and strong you are, he-he-fucking-he.

Kagami got so angry that she had to stop, just below the turret ladder. She heaved through her nose, huffing and puffing. She raked at her own scalp, sending waves of greasy black hair everywhere. She considered summoning the other drones from her pockets, just so she could scream into a suffocating pillow of gravitics, or—

A voice spoke from nearby, muffled behind layers of metal.

“—not sure if she’ll stay for long, though. Serin has an agenda of her own. And I don’t think she likes to share.”

It was the Commander. Elpida.

“True that,” said another voice, just as muffled — Vicky?

Kagami looked up and down the corridor, but there was nowhere to hide, unless both Elpida and Victoria were crouched behind an old seat or wedged into an inch-wide gap between metal plates. She concentrated on her hearing, but the conversation had either stopped, or the participants had turned away. Or Elpida was filling Vicky’s mouth with her tongue.

Kagami plugged her drone’s external microphones into her brain-stem. A wave of nausea and disorientation passed over her, punctuated by a clicking pain in the side of her skull. She endured, clenching her jaw so hard that her teeth creaked.

There, to her right, ten paces ahead. Sound waves indicated two people breathing amid the soft murmurs of further conversation.

The hatch was easy to find when she knew that one must be present. A low door of thin metal was set into the wall of Pheiri’s spinal corridor, half-obscured by a set of dead screens and a fan of hanging cables. The sound of conversation was muffled by more than a single layer of metal, so Kagami used her drone to ease the hatch aside, as silently as possible. The hatch slid sideways into its housing, revealing a much sturdier layer behind, with a strong-looking steel handle. The door had once boasted a chunky exterior locking mechanism, but the lock was ruined now — part of it had been crowbarred open and ripped off, and not recently. The damage looked just as ancient as everything else inside Pheiri.

It made sense that Pheiri contained additional compartments. He was very wide, after all.

Kagami had to crouch if she wanted to pass through the hatch. Her hips screamed as she lowered herself. She swallowed a grunt.

Before she could grab the handle, the conversation inside regained clarity, though still muffled behind the metal.

“Wait, wait,” Vicky was saying. “You think Serin was lying to us?”

A sigh from Elpida. “Yes and no.”

Vicky snorted. “Is that why you wanted me here to check out this … this … whatever this is? So we could gossip behind her back?”

“Again, yes and no.” Elpida replied. She sounded amused. “I do genuinely want your opinion on this compartment. We could use it. The … Melyn called them ‘charging cradles’, I think they’re for the Artificial Humans. We could seal them up. Maybe some of us could sleep in here.”

“Pffft.” Vicky sounded unimpressed. “Nah, this place is already giving me the creeps. No thanks.”

“Fair enough,” Elpida replied. “As for Serin, I don’t think she would be offended if we called her a liar.”

“Eh? To her face?”

“Yes, seriously. I think there were things she didn’t want to tell us, and nothing could convince her to do so. I think she would respect the guts to say that to her face. But we don’t need to.”

“Like what?” Vicky asked. “What was she lying about?”

A pause. Kagami swallowed. Had they heard her sneaking about outside the door? She dared not move a muscle.

But then Elpida answered: “The stuff about her benefactor, Veerle. And about Necromancers. And the gravitic weapon. None of it adds up properly. I think she was holding things back, because she has an agenda of her own. But — and I want to make this very clear, Vicky — I don’t think she was lying to us about the basics. All the stuff she said about food, about survival, about the crescent-and-line symbol. I suspect all that was basically true.”

Another moment of silence. Kagami wanted to swallow again, but she was afraid they would hear.

Vicky said: “Do you think she lied to Amina, when they were alone?”

“No.”

“Why not? Ami’s bound to be more impressionable than us, right?”

“Amina came out of the infirmary with renewed hope. You could see it in her eyes. I don’t think Serin was lying to her.” A short pause. “And Amina is smarter than you’re giving her credit. She’s learned, fast. That counts for a lot.”

“Huh,” Vicky grunted. “Can we trust Serin or not, then? Like, she’s inside Pheiri, inside his armour. What if she turns on us?”

A clatter of feet made Kagami flinch. She jerked backward in sudden fear of discovery. One of the two had stood up, or perhaps sat down?

Elpida said, “If she wanted to hurt us, she would have done so already. I’m pretty confident she could take us all out one by one, while we sleep, if she wanted. Except maybe Hafina, and Ilyusha. And I never can tell with Atyle.”

“Huh, true that, as well,” Vicky muttered.

“But no,” Elpida continued. “I don’t think Serin is a threat to us, at least not physically. I think her aims and agenda are parallel to our own, not orthogonal. She … ” Another pause. Kagami held her breath. “I’m not sure I should say this, Vicky. But I feel I need to get the idea off my chest, share it with you, with the others. I think Serin is very pessimistic. She’s afraid we’re going to be very short lived. But part of her wants us to be successful, despite her doubts. She’s standoffish because she’s afraid of investing her hopes in us.”

“Ha,” Vicky snorted. “Yeah. We’re just a bunch of dumbass zombies to her, right.”

“Something like that,” Elpida muttered. She said something else, but it was so soft that Kagami couldn’t hear. She put her ear against the metal door.

There was a long, long, long pause. Were they necking, making out, sucking face? No, it couldn’t be. Kagami would hear the sounds, the slurping and—

“Elpi,” Vicky said eventually — and there it was! The emotional hitch in her voice, the tentative, nervous fumbling. Kagami’s lips peeled back from her teeth with rage. She grabbed the door handle and prepared to shove the hatch open with her own strength. She had kissed Victoria first, not Elpida! Victoria couldn’t do this now, she couldn’t! This wasn’t allowed! It wasn’t right!

“What’s wrong?” Elpida said.

“Can I ask you something personal?” That quiver again, that disgusting preening! Kagami could hear it clear as a siren!

Kagami wound back her other fist to punch the door. Her face was flushed, her teeth clenched, her eyes hot. Her wounded shoulder throbbed with every heartbeat.

“Of course,” Elpida said. “Go ahead. You have a perfect right to ask me anything, if I expect you to follow my orders.”

Any moment now they would—

“Are you … are you alright, Elpida?” Vicky said, slow and awkward. “I only mean, well, you were kind of fucked up back there. When we were all talking to Serin. No offence. And uh, you didn’t make any decisions I disagreed with, that’s not what I mean, nothing like that. But you were kinda … aggressive. Needlessly so. You kept trying to shut me down. First time for that, not had you do that before. So, uh, I guess I’m directing the question back at you. What’s wrong?”

Kagami went cold. Her anger drained away. She flushed with embarrassment instead, disgusted at herself. Why was she so worked up?

Elpida sighed so heavily that Kagami heard it through the hatch. “I’m sorry about that, Vicky.”

Vicky said, “Hey, I’m not looking for an apology here.”

“You deserve one regardless. I’m … I’m not used to commanding without a certain level of push back. That’s what it was like, with the cadre, with my sisters. They only followed my orders because they believed those orders made sense, that I had their best interests as my first priority, and that we were all on the same side, no matter what. Some of them — Howl especially — did constantly question my orders, force me to justify myself, that kind of thing. It’s what I’m used to.”

“Howl. She’s … ” Vicky sounded nervous. “She’s the one in your head now, right?”

A third voice spoke, one Kagami had not heard before — Elpida’s voice, but in a new tone, one the Commander never used, as if her voice was gripped by a new will. The Commander had done the same thing inside Arcadia’s Rampart.

‘Howl’ said: “Heyyyyy. I’m right here, you know?”

Vicky replied, stiff and formal. “Hello. Um. Yes. You. Sorry, I didn’t mean to be rude.”

“S’cool,” said Howl.

Elpida spoke, herself again: “Yes. Howl is in my head now. Long story, I’ll explain later.”

This idea was not alien to Kagami. Neurological partitioning and its medicalised forebears had been well understood on Luna, and in some of the less primitive surface cultures, whether purely biological or with cybernetic enhancement; some of Luna’s best logicians induced the condition on purpose. Kagami’s most skilled counterpart down in NorAm — a rival logician she had known in life only as ‘Dolphin’ — was notorious for intentional self-fragmentation.

But Kagami was not certain that Elpida was practising neuro-partitioning. This was some nanomachine zombie bullshit, wasn’t it? ‘Howl’ was something external, burrowed into Elpida’s head.

Kagami hoped that this entity really was Elpida’s sister, willingly invited. The alternatives were disgusting.

Vicky forced a laugh. “Not any weirder than anything else we’ve seen so far.”

Elpida said, “Vicky, the bottom line is this: you can always push back against me. Please do. Push back, question my decisions, call me a cunt if I don’t listen.”

Vicky spluttered. “Wha— Elpi, come on, you—”

“No, I’m serious. Sometimes I need a good kicking. You’re authorised to do that.”

Victoria said something, but it was too faint for Kagami to make out. Elpida laughed softly.

After a moment, Vicky spoke again: “So, if I’m allowed to say that your decisions are shit, have you made the biggest one yet?”

“Biggest one?” Elpida echoed. “What’s that?”

“Where are we gonna go?” Vicky asked. “With the worm, or out into the wilds? Ha, worm or wilds. Has a nice ring to it, right?”

“We’ll take a vote,” Elpida said. “After everyone has been fully informed of all the implications. After we see Thirteen off, wherever she’s going. After we’re ready.”

Kagami rolled her eyes. Voting! At squad level? A recipe for disaster! The Commander was somehow both the most qualified that Kagami had ever known, and also a blithering moron. Who had the vote, in this miniature democracy? Did Pheiri get one? What about that blob-monster outside, ‘Iriko’? And Serin, was she one of them, or not? What about Elpida’s pet fascists? Perish the thought. Or Elpida’s new neurological passenger?

Vicky asked another question. “What about food? We still haven’t made a choice, Elpi, and I don’t know if I can. If we vote … I don’t know if I can abide by the result. I’m sorry, but this shit is eating at me. Uh, fuck, pun not intended.”

“There may be other ways, just like you want to explore with Pheiri’s food manufacturing systems,” Elpida said. “But first, we have a visitor.”

Kagami frowned — and then flinched as the handle of the hatch was yanked downward.

She tumbled through and into the room beyond, arms wind-milling, losing control, about to fall flat on her face. She yelped in surprise, trying to catch herself with her drone’s gravitics.

Strong hands caught her under the armpits and hoisted her up.

Elpida’s face filled Kagami’s vision, purple eyes framed between a frown and a smile. Vicky shot to her feet behind Elpida, peering over Elpida’s shoulder. A long, cramped, tight space was crammed with person-sized upright cubicles, some kind of android self-repair and recharge stations, like shiny chrome sarcophagi.

Vicky spluttered: “Kaga?! You were eavesdropping?!”

“It’s fine,” Elpida said with an infuriatingly indulgent smile. She gently lowered Kagami onto her feet. Kagami was blushing, her dignity in shreds. She grunted as her weight returned to her hips, scowling and blushing, wishing she could thump Elpida in the stomach.

“I was about to join you!” she snapped. “You could at least have invited me in rather than risk breaking my fucking nose!”

“I didn’t know it was you,” Elpida said gently. She even put a hand on Kagami’s shoulder, the uninjured one. “I thought it was Serin, sneaking around. I’m sorry. And you weren’t eavesdropping. You have a right to hear all of this as well, Kagami. Every last word. You’re one of my cadre, too.”

Kagami opened and closed her mouth several times. She wanted to tell Elpida where to shove her ‘cadre’. Instead she crossed her arms and said, “Of course I have the right. Thank you. Yes. Good!”

Elpida smiled again. “In fact, I have a job for you, Kagami. Something I suspect only you can do.”

Kagami frowned. She didn’t like the sound of that. “What does that mean?”

“How much do you know about nano-engineering?”

“Some. Why?”

Elpida glanced at Vicky. “Here’s your counterpart. Victoria, you handle the macro-scale, with the machines, either up here, or down inside Pheiri.” Elpida returned her attention to Kagami. “And you — you’re going to reverse engineer our bodies.”

“I … ” Kagami blinked rapidly. “What? Commander, what?”

“You heard me,” Elpida said. “We need to find a way to make zombie meat, or at least the basic inputs for it. Nanomachines. From dirt, air, and sunlight. Kagami, I need you to grow me a plant.”


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Kagami’s a real stinker, ain’t she? Just awful. She projects so hard the entire crew could use her to watch a movie. And now she’s got to bio-hack herself some botany! Time to garden, Kagami!

So, this was the last chapter of arc 10! Here we are in the dawn once again, no matter how ruddy-red and rotting. The night is done, the planet turns. Onward we go. The next chapter is 99% certain to be an interlude, from perhaps a rather obvious source, but after that we’re onto arc 11 for real, with some … unexpected motions, shall we say. I have some surprises in store!

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Entomophobia/fear of insects/imagery of insects beneath skin



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Serin stood in statue-still silence, with one skinny stick-and-skin arm protruding from inside her ragged black robes. She showed off her gruesome tattoos like battle trophies. Crossed-out skulls dripped with imaginary blood in the shadowy red of Pheiri’s strange night-time firelight.

Amina thought the tattoos were beautiful; Amina thought Serin was beautiful.

In life, before death and descent into this hell, Amina would never have imagined anybody wanting to paint skulls on their own body. Her parents would have been horrified. Her sisters would have shrieked, and probably dragged her away to scrub the offending nonsense off her skin. She would have been treated as a mad person — and besides, she would never have done such a thing anyway. The notion would never have occurred to Amina.

But Serin wore her inked skin with pride; the skulls meant she had killed very bad people, torturers and monsters, the servants of evil, the Death’s Heads who had dared to hurt the angel and put a muzzle around Amina’s face. The skulls were beautiful because of what they meant, and because Serin was so very proud of that meaning.

“Alright, Serin,” said the angel — the Commander, Elpida, Amina’s lamp in the dark. She sounded a little unimpressed. “You received the gravitic weapon and the crescent-and-line symbol from the same source. Are you going to tell us who that was?”

Vicky snorted and rolled her eyes. Her dark skin was even darker in the dim red light. “Of course she’s gonna tell us. She just likes drawing things out with dramatic flair. What were you in life, Serin? A theatre kid?”

Serin’s eyes crinkled above her metal mask. Amina liked that very much; she could tell exactly when Serin was smiling, and even take a good guess at the emotional subtleties of the smile. Serin’s emotions were very easy to read, unlike so many other people, despite the mask over her lower face.

Perhaps it was her eyes. Serin had such beautiful eyes, glowing like hot coals against pale wood.

Serin said: “In life? I was a prostitute.”

Amina tried not to react. She could tell that Serin wasn’t joking — but surely that wasn’t the truth?

Vicky hesitated and frowned, then cleared her throat and averted her eyes. She took another bite from the greasy block of pressed food. She looked angry and ashamed at the same time.

The angel sighed. “Serin, are you going to tell us, or not?”

Serin dipped her head; Amina could tell she was being cheeky, teasing her captive audience, enjoying this performance. Amina didn’t mind, but she wished the others were not so quick to anger.

“Yes, coh-mander,” Serin purred. “The one who gave me the gun. Taught me the cause. Was my saviour. A mentor. A friend. How it happened? Mm, a long time ago now. I had been here a while. Maybe a dozen years. Maybe two dozen. Died more times than I had counted. I was becoming mindless. A bottom feeder. An animal. She pulled me from my coffin. Saw there was still light behind my eyes. Took a chance. Because she believed.” Another one of Serin’s thin pale arms snaked out from inside her robes. She tapped the crescent-and-line symbol on her own arm with a long and spidery fingertip. “In this.”

Elpida asked: “What was her name?”

“Doesn’t matter,” Serin purred. “But. Veerle.”

Vicky rallied after her earlier embarrassment. “Where is she now? You’re a lone wolf these days, right? Unless you’ve been hiding a squad out there this whole time.”

“Beyond the graveworm line,” Serin rasped. “Evolved. Ascended. Doing the same work as before. She and I parted, only because I could not follow.”

Amina listened, doing her best to understand.

The others had spoken of matters lofty and horrifying — of meat and murder, of tiny machines inside their bodies, of the great metal house in which they all now lived, of ‘Necromancers’ and devils and monsters. Now they were doing it again. Amina had so many questions, but she swallowed them all, nursing her knife clutched down in her lap, cradling her restless demon deep inside her chest.

She could do little else.

Amina had long since given up on full comprehension, let alone on maintaining a strict system of cosmological classification. Angels, demons, lost souls in hell; the last few days had made a mockery of all her efforts to categorise and clarify her experiences. She was still certain that Elpida was an angel — cast out from heaven by a God who hated all life, raising a banner of true divinity in defiance of her faithless creator. Amina had experienced Elpida’s blessing first-hand, via the ambrosian bounty of Elpida’s own flesh and blood. The circumstances had been horrible, trapped by monsters, chained up in a cell, prepared for torture; but the angel had bidden Amina to smear her crimson life on Amina’s own hands, and then ordered her to lick those same hands clean in a desperate act of love and hunger.

Amina could not explain her bliss in any other way. She had engaged in a kind of communion with the angel, accepted in body and soul. She was cleansed inside and out. She was renewed, even here, down in the pits of hell. She had been blessed.

But if Elpida was an angel, then what was Arcadia’s Rampart? Divine machinery beyond Amina’s wildest dreams? An angel who had cast off God’s chains upon the body as well as the soul? And Pheiri — the moving house of imperishable metal — was apparently Elpida’s brother. Did that mean he was an angel, too?

Amina could not even begin to think about the giant golden sky-diamond. Was that God’s wrath, unanchored from God’s love or God’s will? Was it another kind of angel, come to empty hell of all the lost and the damned, to consign them to true oblivion?

The golden sky-diamond’s blinding light had burned Amina’s right hand with invisible fire. The skin was blistered and peeling, red and cracked, weeping clear fluid beneath the tight bandages. Melyn had been so sweet, wrapping Amina’s burn in dressings and salve. But it still stung and ached whenever Amina flexed her fingers or moved her wrist.

The things she did not comprehend could still kill her.

The others — mostly Ilyusha — had explained to Amina that this was not really hell. It was just very far in the future.

But it was hell, by definition. How could it be otherwise? God was clearly absent. Perhaps he had abandoned his creation. Or maybe God was dead.

All this was too much for Amina. Her categories were fraying and breaking.

She wanted to pray. But to what?

Ilyusha — or rather, Ilyusha’s more talkative and articulate demon, a secret from all the others except Elpida — had tried to explain many things to Amina, as they had lain in bed together, whispering to each other beneath the thin blue covers. She had taught Amina all sorts of new terminology this time: airship, nanomachine control locus, atomic fusion, nuclear explosion, area denial, thinking machine, artificial intelligence, ecosystem, armoured fighting vehicle — and on and on and on, until Amina’s head had felt fit to burst.

Amina was not stupid; she understood the words in isolation, and she could even see how they might fit together. For example, Pheiri was a thinking machine. He was like a person, but in the shape of a ‘tank’. A tank was a kind of armoured fighting vehicle, which was like a big wheeled cart covered in metal, with cannons mounted on the outside for defence. That wasn’t so hard to comprehend. If Amina applied her intellect she could mostly piece together what Ilyusha was trying to tell her.

But she had woken up hours later and been unable to return to sleep. She had stared at the wall on the other side of the bunk room, mind racing with fear, feeling smaller than she ever had in life.

She did not wake Illy, because Illy would just teach her more words, and those did not help. The words would allow her to name things, but they would not help her to understand.

Pheiri was a tank, a thinking machine, an armoured fighting vehicle. These were real words that meant real things.

They meant nothing to Amina.

Pheiri was an angel, like Elpida and Thirteen. That was easier. That made sense. She was protected and safe, in the belly of an angel.

In hell.

Amina was very happy to be included in the conversation, in the soft dim red shadows of the crew compartment, as Elpida questioned Serin, but she kept most of her thoughts to herself. Elpida had been both clear and kind — if Amina did not understand something, then it was okay to ask questions, even stupid questions. Amina had never been treated this way before. In life, in Qarya, her parents had not been unkind: her father had doted on all his daughters; Amina had never been struck or beaten; she had been taught to read, and how to do arithmetic. Two of her elder sisters had even begun to help their father with the sales from his olive groves. But she and her sisters had always been expected to listen first, to learn through instruction and obedience. Questions were for later, after lessons had been absorbed from one’s elders.

Apparently Elpida did not think like that.

But Amina knew that if she asked every question she had, they would all get very tired of her. There were simply so many things she did not understand, not in the way the others seemed to. Even Melyn and Hafina — who was still naked, which Amina kept trying not to stare at, despite Haf’s many-coloured, shifting skin — seemed to comprehend matters on a level Amina could not approach.

Ilyusha had attempted to explain nanomachines, but the idea made Amina deeply uncomfortable. She could not accept the notion that her body was made of billions upon billions of tiny clockwork mechanisms. That made her think of bugs crawling beneath her skin, bursting out from under her fingernails and exploding from her mouth. If she cut herself, would her blood swarm like maggots? If she sneezed, would spiders drip from her nose?

But she had bled ordinary blood. So had the others. Ilyusha had explained that the machines were too tiny to see. Amina didn’t like that any better. It made her want to scratch at her skin.

She had decided to focus on what she could understand. The debate about meat made perfect sense to her. The only source of food was other people, but nobody really wanted to kill other people, unless they attacked first, and being inside Pheiri meant nobody would want to attack them. Amina understood this instinctively. Her demon murmured treacherous suggestions about making bait of herself for the sake of the others, about sinking a knife into soft and yielding flesh.

But the demon’s heart wasn’t really in it. Murdering random people was of zero interest. Amina’s demon had been quiet and sated for days now, ever since the angel’s guts and the angel’s blood had blessed Amina’s pitiful soul.

Right now, she was more interested in Serin.

Serin was telling a story, and Amina could tell that Serin was enjoying the telling. Her voice purred from behind her metal mask, filling the gloom inside the crew compartment. Amina paid close attention, snuggling down inside her blankets, gazing up at Serin’s face.

“Veerle was one of six,” Serin was saying. “A group. Coherent and strong. Heavily modified. On the cusp of leaving the graveworm safe zone forever. They shared portions of their thoughts with each other. Near-field nanomachine transmission technology. ‘Hacked’, she told me. From the corpse of a Necromancer they had slain. A dozen or so years earlier. By judicious application of gravity.”

Vicky snorted softly through her nose, shaking her head. “Does that mean they pushed one off the top of a building? ‘Cos Kaga hit our Necro with gravity. All it did was pin the thing in place, not kill it.”

Serin said, “Veerle did not lie.”

Vicky snorted again. “Says you.”

Elpida gestured for Vicky to calm down. “Please, Serin, continue.”

“Mmm,” Serin purred. “They shared thoughts. Those six. Lost portions of themselves to each other, gained something greater in the process. All of them were called Veerle. By then. Funny. Thought it was funny.”

Vicky muttered, “Yeah, real laugh riot.”

Serin ignored her. “They raided a tomb. My tomb. One of their last gestures of goodwill. Before they committed to life beyond the graveworm line. Tried to save the girls inside. Wanted to show us there were other ways. Leave some hope behind. Before they left.” Serin shook her head. “All the others fought. Did not see it. Did not understand. They thought Veerle was there to kill and eat them, like all the rest. I fought too. Naked. With claws. Nothing else. But Veerle got lucky. Shot me through the legs. I was last out of the coffins. So they could save me. They cauterised my stumps. Took me with them. Fed me. Raised me again. Treated me like one of them. I was proof.”

“Proof?” Elpida echoed.

“Proof that any bottom feeder is still human,” Serin purred. “Proof that no matter how far fallen, we can all be lifted back to our feet.” She tapped the crescent-and-line symbol again. “By this.”

Serin fell silent, waiting for a response.

Amina swallowed. The sound was so loud in the crew compartment.

Vicky popped another chunk of food-stick into her mouth, and spoke while she chewed. “So, a bunch of good Samaritans screwed up a ‘humanitarian intervention’ into a tomb opening. You’re the only survivor. They take you and look after you, and tell you they did it all because of, what? A symbol?”

Serin turned crinkled eyes upon Vicky. “Yes.”

Vicky laughed once. She did not sound amused. But Amina could tell that Vicky had softened. She wasn’t angry anymore.

Vicky said: “People don’t do things because of symbols. They do things because of what the symbols represent. Yours represents shooting fascists and pulling girls out of tombs to look after them, even when you’ve screwed up and shot them in the legs. Sounds alright to me. I don’t see why you have to be so damn secretive about it.”

Serin smiled wider. She was enjoying this.

Amina swallowed very hard, opened her mouth, and said: “Serin? W-what does it mean? Please? Just tell us what it means.”

Serin looked down at Amina. She suddenly looked very sad.

Amina could tell that Serin liked her.

Serin’s affection was not like Ilyusha’s affection, carnal and physical, nor was it akin to the affection that Amina felt for Elpida — a dangerous blinding white-hot fire low in her belly. Serin’s affection was almost like having a big sister. Serin was some kind of terrible demon, wrought from aeons of severance from God, but she was nice to Amina.

Serin was also very beautiful. Amina was having trouble with that.

The angel — Elpida — was beautiful too, of course. But Elpida was beautiful in ways that Amina could never approach. Amina could not imagine herself ever looking anything like Elpida. The idea made her shake with shame and disgust.

But Serin was beautiful in a different way, a new way. She was tall and strong and confident — and afraid of nothing. She had slept out on Pheiri’s hide, in the dark, in the open! Amina could barely raise her head out there. Serin’s red eyes glittered in the dark, like flesh made of fire. Her skin was pale — not really skin at all, but like a plant suited to grow in dark places, down in the undergrowth, hidden by shade and feeding on secret blood. She smelled of mushrooms and rotten wood.

Amina wanted to be like that. She wanted to thrive in the dark.

Amina’s demon was fascinated by Serin too. Amina’s demon preened and curled in front of Serin, aching to be acknowledged.

“Please?” Amina repeated.

Serin spoke, voice soft with melancholy: “It is a dream. A paradox and an aspiration. A utopia. Always out of reach. A belief that there is a better way than this. It is solidarity. Do you know what solidarity means, little one?”

Amina shook her head. She felt a pang of disappointment. More technical terms, more words that meant so much to everyone else, but so little to her. She braced herself for a lecture. Her demon closed its eyes and lapsed into slumber.

But Serin said: “It means you and I are on the same side.”

Amina’s eyes went wide. Her demon reared up inside her chest, maw open, eyes burning.

“We … we are?” she whispered.

“Mmhmm.” Serin nodded. “You and I. The coh-mander here. The tank. Iriko. The lowest bottom-feeder. The most developed cyborg. All of us, little one. Even the death cult. Though they don’t know it. Or they refuse it. All of us. We are all on the same side. All against Necromancers. Against the great hand behind them. Against the hunger. All of us.”

Serin trailed off. Amina’s heart was racing. She was almost panting. Sweat was soaking into the edge of the dressings on her right hand, stinging her burn wound.

Vicky snorted. “Now who’s changing their tune? Didn’t you call Elpi naive, earlier?”

Elpida said: “Vicky, it’s alright.”

Serin looked around at Vicky. She smiled again, sadness forgotten. “Ideology does not survive practical application intact. The death cult have made their choice. I make mine. I change the world. One bullet at a time.”

Elpida held up a hand. “Serin, I agree with the principle of solidarity, but I am asking for practical intel. Does the symbol represent a coherent group, of which Veerle was one component? Is it a network? A loose confederation of allies? I need to know if we have potential allies out there. Please.”

Serin shook her head. “No, coh-mander.”

“So, it’s more like the Death’s Heads? A statement of allegiance to an ideal?”

Serin lost her smile. She growled behind her mask. “There is no comparison.”

“I didn’t mean to imply—”

“You were hoping for a secret army,” Serin said. “Weren’t you. Coh-mander? You were hoping for your own Telokopolan truth, to be already self-evident. Already thriving. But you have no soldiers. Not even me.”

Elpida nodded as if giving ground. “Then where does the symbol come from? Why still wear it? Where did your mentors get it from?”

Serin rolled her shoulders — a strange motion which looked like it should have produced a clattering sound, but instead made only silence. “There are times when enough zombies can stop fighting. Stop eating each other. Face a worm. Try to wreck all this. That is where the symbol came from. Longer ago than any zombie knows.” Serin shook her head. “But it never lasts. Hunger erodes solidarity. Or Necromancers and their fools stamp it out and murder the best. It is a cycle. Like resurrection. Wear the symbol if you want, coh-mander. Some will flock to it, in knowledge, in hope, in solidarity. Others will try to destroy it. Few will understand.”

Elpida said: “Thank you, Serin. I think I do understand.”

Serin laughed — low and scratchy, metal scraping on the inside of her mask. “Do you?”

Elpida nodded. “Solidarity. All of us, all on the same side. Even those who don’t know it yet. That’s Telokopolis, that’s what the city was for.”

Serin laughed a second time. Unimpressed and scornful. Amina wasn’t sure if she liked that. She wished that Serin and Elpida would be friends.

Vicky said: “Why all the secrecy? You’ve barely told us anything. There’s a symbol we can use to indicate, what? That we’re not assholes? Why’s that worth keeping secret?”

“Same as meat,” Serin rasped.

Vicky squinted. “Eh?”

Amina wanted to be useful — and for the first time in a while, she felt like she understood something that the others did not.

She spoke quickly, before anybody else could answer: “Because it’s bad for us to know.”

Vicky blinked at her. Serin tilted her head. Elpida nodded, and said, “Thank you, Amina. Good point.”

“Eh?” Vicky repeated. “Sorry, Ami, what do you mean?”

Everyone was looking at her — even Melyn, half asleep in Haf’s arms. Amina blushed, but her demon surged to the surface. She forced an answer from her lips, letting her demon take the reins: “Because it’s such a nice idea, so we might use it, without knowing what it really means. It sounds so nice, really nice. Make friends with everyone. What could be bad about that? But … that’s not what it really means. In practice. I think. I t-think it’s … harder to understand. Serin … Serin kills people, though she believes in ‘solidarity’. It … seems like it should be a contradiction. But it’s not. It’s not.”

Amina could not keep her eyes up as she spoke. She lowered her gaze to avoid the others, staring at the floor.

Vicky took a deep breath and let out a long sigh. “Good point, Ami. Fair enough.”

Serin rasped: “A fragile truth.”

Amina could tell that Serin was still lying, whether by omission or otherwise, but she had told them the part that really mattered. The symbol inked on Serin’s skin — the same symbol as on Ilyusha’s t-shirt — was not in itself salvation. It was a tiny, fragile, battered thing, held beneath cupped hands like a candle flame in a storm, hidden from the monsters, from the ‘Necromancers’, from the powers of hell. To wear it proudly on one’s chest was to draw hatred from the servants of evil, to make oneself into a target for the slings and arrows of everyone who still tried to please an absent God. Wearing it would change one to be more like Serin, a killer in service of ‘solidarity’.

Beneath her blankets, Amina moved the tip of her sheathed knife against her thigh, tracing the crescent-and-line on her flesh.

If she cut the symbol into her skin, would she end up like Serin? Could she be strong and fearless?

Elpida did not seem comfortable with this answer. She was frowning at Serin. Amina could tell something was wrong with the angel, but she could not tell what. Elpida seemed too tense, too snappish, too aggressive, which was different to how she was normally. She had almost openly argued with Vicky earlier, which had shocked Amina quite badly.

The angel said: “Thank you, Serin. Now, Vicky, let’s tell Serin about the Necromancer inside Arcadia’s Rampart. I think we owe her the intel, in return.”

Vicky seemed grumpy about this, but she sat back down and related all the things which had happened inside the giant machine. She told Serin about the things the Necromancer had said, about how she and Kagami had pinned it with gravity, and how it had been knocked unconscious. Amina could not make any more sense of this than she could of nanomachines or Arcadia’s Rampart. She had not seen the Necromancer herself — a shape-shifting horror able to wear other faces, imitate voices, and pretend to be whoever it wanted to be — but she could imagine it, and it made her shiver inside.

Why were the Necromancers their enemies? Serin had refused to answer why she hunted them. But when Amina thought about that for a while, she realised that Serin had answered the question in a circuitous fashion.

Necromancers were opposed to ‘solidarity’. Serin wore the symbol. So Serin hunted them.

She changed the world, one bullet at a time.

Perhaps Serin was a kind of angel, too.

Amina allowed her eyes to drift shut. Her demon was quiet in her chest, satisfied by the stiffness of her knife in one fist. The others talked on and on about Necromancers and Arcadia’s Rampart and what direction they might take next, but Amina could not think of anything she needed to say, and her mind felt very tired. Hafina was already sleeping, dozing with her eyes closed while sitting upright. Melyn was well on the way too; she had contributed almost nothing to the ongoing discussion. The ‘artificial humans’ had very little to add. They weren’t zombies.

Amina didn’t feel much like a zombie, either. She did not feel dead.

She considered getting up and returning to the bunk room. Why not snuggle back down in Ilyusha’s arms? She wasn’t made for this. She wasn’t smart and swift and sharp like Elpida, or clever and cunning and kind like Vicky. She would never be like Serin, either. Serin was cleverer than anybody else, and Amina was a fool from a tiny village, with weak arms and a weaker mind, reliant on the protection of others, unable to even grasp the true meaning of this new word, this ‘solidarity’, this—

“I would like to talk with the little one,” Serin purred. “The two of us. Alone.”

Amina’s eyes snapped open. Her demon surged with skin-searing passion. She looked up at Serin, stunned. Amina’s heart beat so fast she thought it might burst from her chest.

“W-why? What for?” she stammered.

Serin regarded her with burning red eyes. “You deserve answers. Did you not want them?”

Elpida and Vicky shared a look. Vicky shrugged.

Elpida nodded, then said: “Amina, are you comfortable with that? Do you want to talk with Serin?”

Amina could not believe what she was hearing. She panted and swallowed, trying to get her breathing under control. She nodded several times. “Yes. Y-yes, yes!”

Elpida smiled, but Amina could tell she was faking. Elpida was uncomfortable and conflicted. About Amina? Amina could not tell. But she needed this.

Elpida said: “Serin, are you going to be staying with us any longer? I would like to talk further. And, once again, you are welcome to stay inside Pheiri for as long as you like. You are welcome to the safety and security.”

“Mm,” Serin grunted. “For the little one. Perhaps.” Serin held out one spindly hand. “Do you have paper? Writing instruments? I can provide my own. But I would rather not.”

Melyn was roused from slumber to provide Serin with one of her notebooks — an empty one, the pages blank except for little blue lines where the words were meant to go — and a single black pen.

Amina stood up from her blankets as the others moved around, as Melyn yawned and grumbled, as Elpida and Vicky looked on. She was shaking so hard that she could barely feel her feet or hands. Was she shaking with excitement? Or with fear? She could not tell the difference. Her heartbeat made her bandaged right hand throb with pain.

Serin drifted into the infirmary without a word, expecting Amina to follow.

Elpida nodded to her. “It’s alright, Amina. We’ll be right here, in the crew compartment. None of us are going anywhere.”

Vicky said, “Yeah. If she does anything weird, you scream for us, okay?”

Amina’s chest swelled with offended pride. “She— she won’t!”

Vicky blinked with surprise. Elpida smiled, but her eyes were full of suspicion and doubt; perhaps she could smell Serin’s half-truths as clearly as her fungal scent.

Amina turned away and stepped into the infirmary.

Serin towered in the middle of the cramped and narrow room, standing over one of the slab-beds. The floor was still covered in dried blood and medical detritus. Melyn’s empty notebook was open on the bed before Serin. The air was filled with the scent of mushrooms and rotten wood.

“Shut the door,” Serin rasped.

Amina did as she was told. She closed the infirmary door until it met the frame with a soft click. Suddenly she was alone with a very different kind of angel.

Her heart was in her throat. Her knife was in her fist. She was shaking from head to toe. Her right hand burned and itched inside the dressings.

Serin said: “I won’t hurt you. I am keeping a promise. Come here and see.”

Amina nodded and padded over to the slab-bed. She could barely stay on her feet, her knees felt so weak. Serin was twice her height, a giant of ragged black robes, reeking of the deep woods, of rotten trees and their fungal ruin. Amina felt drool fill her mouth. She did not understand why.

Serin stared down at her, two points of crimson light burning in the red-lit gloom.

“Do you want to know?” Serin purred.

“Know what?” Amina whispered. Her voice cracked.

“How far you can go.”

“I … I t-think I do?”

Serin extended two hands from beneath her veil of black, both spindly and thin, pale and soft, smelling faintly of fungus. One hand braced the pages of the notebook. The other held the pen.

Serin drew a little circle at the far end of one page, shaded it with delicate strokes of the pen, then labelled it ‘Earth’.

“Us,” she said. “Here. This rock. Understand?”

Amina shook her head.

“The earth is a ball of rock floating in an empty void. Accept it. Move on.”

Nobody had ever spoken to Amina like this before. Her head whirled. She did as she was told. She accepted. She nodded.

Serin drew more circles, shading and labelling them as she went. “Venus. Mercury. Also balls of rock.” Then she added a massive semi-circle on one end of the page. “The sun. A vast ball of fire.”

Amina stared, trying to take all this in.

“That’s sunward. Now, the other way.” Serin went on with more circles, in the opposite direction. “Mars. Asteroid belt — lots of small rocks. Jupiter. That one is gas, mostly. Many moons. Io, Europa, Ganymede. Saturn, more gas. Some liquid, rocky core. Many more moons. All of these are worlds. Uranus. Neptune. Ice giants. Pluto and Charon. The little ones.”

The circles went on and on, spiralling outward into the black. All of these were worlds? Amina accepted, but she could not comprehend.

Serin drew one final circle, far beyond all the others, at the other end of the page. Her pale, spindly hand paused. She added dots around the final circle, then the labels.

“Furthest,” Serin said. “In the Oort Cloud. A hidden place. That is where I came from. In life. Do you understand?”

“No,” Amina admitted. “I’m— I’m so sorry.”

“Don’t be.” Serin’s eyes crinkled with real amusement. “Few did, even when I lived. It was a cold and dark place. It still is, likely enough. Jovians and Belt-Born pretended they were outsiders, but they were nothing. We came from the end of creation. The edge of the void. Beyond us, nothing but echoes and dead cylinders full of frozen corpses.”

Amina tried to imagine. She could not. “I’m really sorry, b-but I don’t … I don’t understand.”

Serin’s expression did not soften. “All you need to understand is that I am like you. We all are. No matter where we came from.”

Amina cast about for a handhold. “Did you … did you really used to be a prostitute?”

Serin nodded.

“Was that difficult?”

Serin grinned behind her mask. “No. I enjoyed it.”

“O-oh … ” Amina did not know what to say to that.

Serin turned to the next page of the notebook, leaving the terrifying void-circles behind. She touched pen to paper again, hand moving quickly.

Serin drew a picture.

Amina gasped as the drawing took shape. Serin was an artist!

Serin drew a young woman — the kind of young woman that Amina could never hope to match. She was beautiful, with a bright and shining smile, long legs and wide hips, heavy curves and a tiny waist beneath thin clothing, and luxuriously long hair all the way down to her backside. Serin could not provide any colours for the illustration, but Amina projected her imagination onto the picture. She gave the young woman Serin’s mushroom-pale skin and white-blonde hair.

Serin finished. She withdrew the pen.

Amina couldn’t find any words. She said: “This was … you?”

“Mm. In life. Close enough.”

“You were … ” Amina’s voice cracked. Tears prickled in her eyes. She looked up at Serin — a scarecrow wrapped in black rags, taller than even Elpida. Lank hair clinging to a pale skull, arms like albino twigs, eyes red as fire-lit blood. There was no resemblance with what she had once been, if this was the truth. “Don’t you want to be like that any more?”

Serin said: “Then, yes. Now, no. I am different now. As are we all.”

Amina’s throat was bone dry. “I think you’re beautiful.”

“Then, or now?”

“Both,” Amina whispered. “I-I-I’m sorry, I—”

“You can be either, little one.” Serin closed the notebook, picked it up, and offered it to Amina, along with the pen. “All your choices are your own. Eat or die. Or live and change. Up to you, how far you go. Even to the furthest. Dark and cold as it may be.”


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(Iriko having a nice little snack! By the very talented Melsa Hvarei, re-shared here with permission! Thank you so much!)

Ahh, little Amina. If only you knew how far you could go. Serin can chart for you the very limits of space, out in the dark and the cold. But only you can choose your destination.

Well! This chapter certainly answered some questions, but it ended up raising many more. Elpida and the others are going to have a lot to chew on, matters to discuss, decisions to make. In the meantime, Amina can curl up by herself and dream of growing nuclear reactors in her belly. Gotta admit, I didn’t expect this chapter to be so intense! But it was fun visiting Amina again. I’m sure we’ll see more of her soon. Up next is … probably the last chapter of arc 10! I think! I won’t know until it hits. We might be dealing with a very volatile POV, so!

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