calvaria – 7.5

Content Warnings

Extreme pain
Medical horror
Surgery without anesthetic
Injections/needles



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Elpida stared into the bloody mess of her gut wound and tried to make sense of what had just happened.

The toxic blue glow of raw nanomachine juice was already fading beneath the saturated bandages, like rampant mould overrun by wet meat — absorbed straight into her ruined flesh, her undead physiology ravenous for resources. Pira’s friend had shoved her fist into Elpida’s belly, jamming the bandages into the ragged wound — and then somehow deposited a payload of raw nanos?

Why? Because Pira asked her to? Because Pira felt guilty? Because the friend wanted Pira not to hate her?

Or was this a move in some kind of internal power struggle?

Motivation eluded Elpida’s analysis; the raw blue had begun re-knitting her flesh at the cellular level, but that took time, and did nothing for the incredible pain, the molten conflagration burning outward from her stomach, incinerating her innards and her thoughts. Pira’s friend had made sure of that with her fist and fingers stirring up Elpida’s intestines.

She watched the fading blue glow. She shivered in pain-fever, beads of sweat rolling down her forehead, hanging from her eyebrows and lashes, and pooling above her top lip. She panted and heaved, then forced herself to breathe slower, letting the agony roll over her in waves. Without cadre-standard hormonal pain-blockers, she would be a thoughtless, screaming lump of meat.

The pain did not ebb, but Elpida eventually got used to it — just enough to claw her mind and senses back into coherence.

Amina was making noises through her metal gag: “Mmm! Mmmm! Mm-mm-mm!”

Elpida turned her head to look. Amina was still slumped on the floor, wide-eyed with confusion and fear; she needed guidance.

Elpida said: “Ami— na. She— Pira’s friend— helped us? I don’t— don’t know why. But this is good. Raw nanos. If I can— heal. Might be able to. Work these bonds free, I—”

Amina shook her head, hard. “Mmm! Mm!” She jerked her head toward the door. “Mmm!” Then she nodded — at Elpida’s belly.

Elpida blinked the sweat and tears from her eyes.

“Oh shit,” she whispered. “The— the other one, the— the medic, I think, she said she’s going to come back. That’s what you mean, yes?”

Amina nodded. “Mmm!”

The revenant who had entered this makeshift prison cell just before Pira’s friend — she had inspected Elpida’s gut wound, critiqued the first-aid work, and then said she’d be back, in half an hour, to re-stitch Elpida’s belly. There was nothing Elpida could do about the fading blue glow, except will her body to absorb the nanos quicker. How long had she been locked in pain-fever? Ten minutes, fifteen minutes? She stared at the weird bio-tech tar-lock attached to the door of this ruined public toilet. She couldn’t recall how long since the medic had been in the room; pain had scrambled her internal clock.

It would not take a medical expert to see that the gut wound had been tampered with, that the bandages had been disturbed, pushed into her flesh.

Elpida needed an excuse for the damage to the wound site.

“Amina,” she hissed. Her body was already tensing up in anticipation of further pain. “Amina— I need you to— get up, and push your hands into my gut.”

Amina froze, eyes wide, face quivering around her metal muzzle.

Elpida explained: “We have to make it— look like we did this. Damaged the bandages. The blue— that’s just time, have to hope it goes away. But I can’t— can’t do the hands myself.” Elpida yanked on the handcuffs, secured above her head and chained to the wall. “Amina— please! Quick! They could— come back in— any second.”

Amina whined. “Mmmm … ”

“I won’t— hate you. I’m asking you— please. Just get my blood all over— your hands. Amina. Now. Quickly.”

Amina started crying silent tears from scrunched-up eyes. But she stood up. Her own chain clanked against the floor; she raised her bound hands. She stepped over to Elpida’s makeshift surgical table, at the limit of her chain, then looked up into Elpida’s eyes, tears running down her cheeks.

“Mmm?”

“Do it,” Elpida hissed. “Just rub your hands in my blood. Don’t— press too hard.”

Elpida gritted her teeth, laid her head back, and braced her body; Amina rubbed her hands on the front of Elpida’s belly, smearing her soft brown skin with Elpida’s tainted blood and intestinal fluids. The gentle pressure ran a standing wave of agony through Elpida’s gut, into her spine, up her back, down into her hips; she strangled a whine in her throat, panting hard through her nose. She forced herself not to scream, for Amina’s sake.

Amina finished. She held up both hands for Elpida to inspect.

Elpida nodded. She could barely speak. “Go— good. Good girl. Yes— good. Ami— na. Well— well done. Thank— go sit back— ba— down.”

Amina staggered away and clattered back to the floor. She stared at her bloodstained hands.

Elpida counted time. She watched her ruined belly; after another two hundred and fifty three seconds the blue glow was undetectable to her eyes. And her eyes were very good. She leaned her head back against the metal bed and allowed her eyelids to close.

Two minutes later she heard a trio of booted footsteps clattering down the corridor outside.

The footsteps stopped. The bio-tech tar-blob lock on the door opened with a wet tearing sound. Three distinct pairs of footfalls entered the room. The door slapped shut behind them.

Strange noises came from the newcomers: a low mechanical hum almost below Elpida’s hearing range, like a miniature power plant; a wheezing, hissing, fluted intake of air; the ticking and clicking of machine-arms adjusting articulated joints.

One of the trio spoke up, in a half-mechanical buzz — the revenant from before, the medic:

“Told you she’s a right fucking mess, boss. Pain-crippled. She needs re-stitching. Maybe some mould. Probably meat.”

There was a long pause — then a click-buzz split the air, like a transmission acknowledgement. Another voice spoke, muffled and distorted by more than just an exterior speaker.

“Why is she chained up in a public toilet?”

Rich and rolling; steel coated with caramel; darkly amused. Soft lips and slick tongue slipped along the words.

Elpida recognised that voice — that was the revenant she had spoken to over two-way radio broadcast, when she and her comrades had approached the rear of the skyscraper occupied by the Death’s Heads. The medic had called her ‘boss’. This was their commander.

Silence.

Click-buzz. The commander again: “Answer out loud, Kuro.”

Another click-buzz of open voice transmission. This one was higher pitched, full of static, muffled to near inhumanity: “Only secure location.”

“And why,” asked the Death’s Head commander, “did you chain her arms over her head?”

Silence again.

The commander said, with gentle warning: “Kuro.”

‘Kuro’ answered with another burst of static: “I like it.”

The Death’s Head commander sighed. “When I want you to crucify somebody, I will ask you to crucify somebody. Don’t get all crucifixion-y on your own initiative.”

Silence.

A sharper warning: “Kuro.”

Click-buzz. “Yes ma’am.”

“Better. Now, Kuro, get that spike out of the wall and re-secure it somewhere lower down, so she can talk comfortably. She and I have much to discuss. Cantrelle, you’re free to stay if you want to observe, but you can head back down to—”

The medic — Cantrelle? — interrupted: “Kuro, wait. Boss, that gut-wound needs re-stitching. I probably need to get in there and reattach pieces of her small intestine, just to save her the nano-load. And if she’s got her arms by her sides she might be able to slap me one while I’m doing that, or palm something off me. Or worse.”

The commander said, gently: “Cantrelle.”

“Hatty did a shit job on this. Why didn’t you have me do it?”

“You were needed elsewhere, Ella. I needed you elsewhere. The others needed you.”

“This bitch is the whole reason we got into that fight; least you could do is ensure she’s not gonna lose her mind from the pain. Let me fix her first.” Silence. Then the medic — Cantrelle — added: “Yola, if you have me wake her up so you can talk to her now, she’s not going to be sane by the end of the conversation.”

“Ella, this revenant — she is far, far more robust than even I dared to hope. She is managing her pain with incredible endurance.”

“What? How can you … ?”

The Death’s Head commander — Yola — said, in that sugar-iron voice of moist clicking lips: “After all, she’s wide awake.”

“ … that’s not possible,” said Cantrelle. “She’d be … ”

Elpida opened her eyes.

A trio of revenants stared back at her from the other end of the room.

On the right was Cantrelle, the one Elpida thought of as a medic. She was a rail-thin scarecrow figure, wrapped in an armoured coat identical to the ones that Elpida had looted from the tomb armoury, but threadbare in many places, patched with plates of dirty armour in others, with dozens of extra pockets sewn both inside and out; beneath the coat she was festooned with equipment, little bags and pouches, a sling over her shoulder, her pockets stuffed with all manner of objects. A shiny black shotgun was strapped to her back. She had a series of four segmented metal tendrils or tentacles extending from her shoulders, poking through slits cut into her coat — one was tipped with a short saw, another with a long needle, and the other two with grasping metal pincers.

Cantrelle was completely bald; she didn’t even have eyebrows or lashes. Metal implants covered her throat — her jaw was an exposed curve of shining steel. Her eyes were flat black discs, like mirrors reflecting a void. She had black skull symbols stitched into the shoulders of her coat and another one painted or tattooed on her left cheek.

Elpida guessed the one on the left was ‘Kuro’ — a giant inside a sealed suit of powered armour.

Kuro was even taller than Elpida, almost eight feet. The armour was grey, functional, bulky, and humming gently with an internal reactor source, probably mounted in the backpack, with ventilation grilles sucking in fresh air. Kuro bristled with weaponry set into every available surface: arm-mounted rifles and finger-knuckle micro-guns, shoulder-cannons on short mechanical arms, some kind of heavy weapon mounted on her back — currently tucked away in a deactivated position — and even a laser set-up locked to the side of her grey helmet.

The helmet had no eyes, just a blank plate of silver-grey. A grinning black skull was painted in the middle of her chestplate, the eye sockets filled with crazed scribbles.

She was also carrying a wooden chair.

Yola — the commander — stood in the middle, to the fore.

She was also wearing a suit of powered armour, but it was wholly unlike a Telokopolan hardshell, or any of the heavy personal armour that Elpida had seen in this nanomachine afterlife so far. Dark purple plates, softly curved in imitation of athletic musculature, with fluted soft-gold ridges and gold-leaf designs running up the arms and legs; it seemed shaped more for elegance and display than to turn away a high-explosive anti-armour round. It was not particularly tall, perhaps five foot seven. The armoured gloves were empty; she carried no weapon that Elpida could see, but that was probably a deception. She had grinning black skulls painted on her shoulder plates and low down on her belly, neat and angular and plain.

Yola’s helmet was segmented, with a pointed muzzle like a beak, below eye lenses of deep emerald green.

Cantrelle gaped at Elpida. “She’s awake? Through all that? How the fuck? She’s barely augmented. Something we missed?”

A soft hiss-click echoed off the dirty tiles and broken mirrors; Yola’s helmet folded back, segment by segment, tidying itself away inside the rear of her armour.

Yola’s face was artistically beautiful — like an Upper-Spire aristocrat who had undergone decades of subtle plastic surgery, and rolled the dice on successful rejuve treatments. Sun-blessed amber-bronze skin, so smooth and fine she must have removed her own pores; nose delicate and tiny, jaw an elegantly sculpted point, cheekbones high and sharp. Her eyes were the colour of the green, her hair ruby-red, tumbling free as her helmet clicked back into her suit.

Yola smiled with perfect bow-shaped lips. She met Elpida’s gaze.

“A true superhuman,” Yola breathed. “I told you.”

Kuro, the one in the massive suit of armour, made a clank noise. Cantrelle swallowed and said: “Yola, we’re certain this isn’t a Necromancer or something?”

Yola shook her head. She did not look away from Elpida. “No, there’s no chance of that. We would have picked it up by now. She is a revenant, Ella, just like us. Like you or me. I believe the tomb systems finally found a prime example — the best of all the human races. Hello, superhuman.” Yola gestured to Kuro again. “Get that spike out of the—”

Cantrelle interrupted: “Boss, superhuman or not, she’s got a stomach wound the size of my fucking arm. Let me close her up right.”

Yola glanced at Cantrelle.

Elpida took her chance.

She rattled her chain, then croaked the words. “I won’t be able to put my hands down,” she said. “Not with this wound. Arms will put weight on my stomach.”

Yola stared at Elpida with a delighted smile, then nodded. “Just so. Ella, fix her up.”

Cantrelle sighed with relief, then said: “This might take a while, boss. You want me to come get you?”

Yola shook her head. She gestured Kuro forward with the little wooden chair. Kuro obeyed, placing the chair in the middle of the room, facing Elpida. Yola stepped forward and lowered herself into the chair, straight-backed, crossing her armoured legs. She stared right at Elpida.

“I’ll stay and watch. She deserves witness to her pain.”

Elpida stared back at Yola; she was still in too much agony to muster a coherent response, but her mind was trying to gain traction.

What had Kagami said about this group, when she’d observed them from a vantage point, through her auspex? Thirty three individuals, with nine suits of powered armour, plus a few semi-autonomous drones. Two suits of powered armour were in the room with Elpida — a significant show of power. Yola was in charge, Kuro was — what, a walking tank? And Cantrelle was the best medic. These were the leaders, or at least some of the most powerful revenants in this group of so-called Death’s Heads.

Elpida needed to gain their trust, or at least lull them into a false sense of security.

And she couldn’t resist the surgery anyway.

Cantrelle walked up to the side of the makeshift surgical bed, opening her coat; her metal tentacles were already pulling out fresh gauze, surgical thread, bandages, and several sealed vials of black slime. Then she frowned down at Elpida’s gut wound and did a double-take, over at Amina.

“Did— what the fuck? Have you been at the fucking wound, you little bitch?” she snapped at Amina. “Did you jam your hands in here?”

“Mmm-mmm!” Amina grunted back. She raised her bloody hands, showing them off. “Mm!”

“Oh what the fuck? You—”

Elpida croaked: “Leave her alone.”

Cantrelle said to Elpida: “Did you ask her to do that? To go rummaging in your guts? Yola, these two have to be split up—”

Elpida said: “I asked her to do it. Leave her alone.”

Cantrelle gritted her teeth. Those flat black disc-eyes showed so little emotion, but the muscles of her face showed everything else.

Yola said in her molten-honey voice, lips clicking: “Everyone has strange practices of their own. It is not for us to judge the superhuman. Just do your job, Ella.”

Cantrelle tutted — but she got to work.

The medic laid out her tools on the side of the surgical bed next to Elpida — her bandages and knives and strange little bottles — then she leaned close to inspect the wound. She sniffed the meat, tutted, and lifted a corner of the bandages. Elpida clamped her teeth and tensed up all her muscles, preparing herself for the pain to come.

But then Cantrelle looked up and met Elpida’s gaze — and one of her tendrils offered Elpida a piece of folded gauze.

“Don’t care how superhuman you are,” she buzzed in that half-metal voice. “This is going to sting a bit. I’ve got anaesthetics but they don’t do much. Synthesising amino amides for nano-biology is a bullshit puzzle. So here, take this. Bite down. Do your best not to writhe or buck, because the insides of a person are slippery and I will lose my grip. And don’t fucking kick me, or I’ll get Kuro to sit on you.”

Elpida opened her mouth. “Thank you,” she croaked, before Cantrelle jammed the wad of gaze between her teeth.

Elpida bit down.

Cantrelle gave her the anaesthetics — one of her tendrils injected something into Elpida’s belly, just above the wound, and the agony fell away into a background roar inside her body. Cantrelle worked fast, with expert hands; she used a pair of scissors to cut away the bandages from Elpida’s midsection, then cut out the low-quality stitching, tugging the thread free from her flesh. Then she went inside, wrist-deep, with metal clamps and translucent glue and surgical thread.

Elpida bit down so hard she felt a tooth crack; would the nanomachines repair that as well? She whined and panted and streamed with sweat. Her heels drummed on the metal bed. She screwed her eyes shut and moaned Howl’s name into her gag. She didn’t kick.

Little pieces of hard material went clink on the surgical table. Cantrelle snorted: “Glass? Trying to armour your belly? Learn some organic chemistry first.”

Glass?

From Pira’s friend.

From a cannister of raw blue nanomachines?

Through tears of pain, Elpida saw Cantrelle open a small bottle of oily black slime. Elpida rattled her chain for attention, and mumbled through her gag: “What is that?”

Cantrelle sighed. But Yola gestured for her to answer properly. Cantrelle reached up and tugged the gag out of Elpida’s mouth.

“What is that stuff?” Elpida repeated.

“Nanomachine mould,” Cantrelle snapped. “If you’ve been out of the tomb for more than one day, you’ve probably seen it growing all over the place. It’s the best we have right now for sealant. My most gracious apologies, superhuman, but we’ve not seen raw blue in a while. You’ll have to make do.”

Then she jammed the gag back in and poured the black gunk all over the edges of Elpida’s gut wound.

No raw blue? But what about Pira’s friend?

The pieces clicked into place inside Elpida’s pain-fogged mind. When the firefight had gone bad, Ilyusha had been carrying the backpack containing their remaining cannisters of raw blue. The Death’s Heads clearly had not secured that stash, which hopefully meant Ilyusha was still at large. But when they’d all left the tomb together, days ago now, Pira had been carrying one additional cannister, crammed inside her bulletproof vest. Elpida remembered that very clearly. She’d seen the glowing blue before she’d even known what it was. Pira had not spoken of that extra dose.

And now she’d given it to her ‘friend’, to sneak to Elpida.

Cantrelle finished closing Elpida’s wound with needle and thread, hands slick with blood; then she wrapped Elpida’s belly with fresh bandages. She made no effort to clean her off; blood began seeping through the bandages, but she paid that no attention. She removed the gag from Elpida’s mouth, produced a large bottle of water from somewhere inside her coat, and held the straw-nipple up to Elpida’s lips.

“Drink, you horse,” Cantrelle grunted. “You need hydration.”

Elpida gulped down mouthfuls of water until she felt she might burst. Cantrelle removed the bottle. Elpida nodded sideways, toward Amina, and panted: “Her— too—”

Cantrelle stepped back, frowning with confusion. “You want meat? Not hungry?”

Elpida shook her head. She wasn’t hungry, not like earlier — the fistful of raw blue in her gut had satisfied her nanomachine physiology, for now.

She nodded at Amina again. “Her too. Water.”

Yola said, amused lips clicking: “You see, Ella?”

Cantrelle shook her head. She put the bottle of water away. “It’s a rough job. Best I can do. Three bullets really tore her up. At least she’ll stop leaking now.”

Yola purred, “And?”

Cantrelle huffed. “Alright, fine. She’s in far better condition than I thought. Superhuman or whatever. Maybe her nano-load was higher than we expected.”

Yola smiled with crimson lips and gestured Kuro forward. Cantrelle tidied up her equipment. The power-armoured giant strode past the bed, then spent almost a full minute working the metal spike out of the wall above Elpida’s head.

When the spike came free with a puff of masonry dust, Yola said: “Gently.”

Kuro lowered the spike and the chain, which allowed Elpida to lower her arms. Her shoulders felt like rusty wire. Slowly, carefully, she brought her cuffed wrists down to rest on her chest.

Kuro braced the spike against the floor, then raised one power-armoured foot and drove the spike through the marble with a kick powerful enough to shatter granite. The room rang with the impact; Amina flinched, Yola blinked, Cantrelle ignored it. Kuro stomped away again, to loom behind her commander. Cantrelle withdrew as well, to lean against the wall with folded arms, as if Elpida had somehow pissed her off.

Yola stared into Elpida’s eyes. So very green. She smiled.

“My apologies for leaving you chained up,” said Yola. Her voice was husky and moist, hard and springy, a steel rapier. “You do deserve better, but you’re far too strong and resourceful to leave you unrestrained. If I took those cuffs off I’m certain you’d get out of here and arm yourself within minutes, even with a gut wound. Even if I posted a guard.”

Yola waited for a response.

Elpida knew she could not wait for rescue; even if the others were still free and plotting her recovery, they would have to fight through highly-modified and heavily-armed revenants. She could not expect the others to save her, she did not want them to die in the attempt — and besides, what reason did they have to save her? She’d dragged them into a terrible plan, almost gotten them all killed, and then reacted too slowly to Pira’s betrayal to understand what was happening. She did not deserve their rescue.

Shut up, idiot, Howl whispered in her memories.

That sharpened her thoughts, through the pain and the anaesthetics.

At the very least she had to buy time to heal. Or maybe she could play along, win Yola’s trust, and get these cuffs off.

Elpida nodded. “Yeah,” she croaked. “Even with a gut wound. Even with your big girl there.”

Yola’s smile burst across her face, showing tiny pointed teeth. “Kuro?” She laughed softly. “Unarmed, you would outfight Kuro? Maybe you would! Kuro, what do you think of that?”

Click-buzz. “No.” Click-buzz. Then a grinding click-click-click. Laughter?

Yola spread her hands in apology. “Well, there you go. Again, I am sorry. My medics have patched you up as best they could.” She gestured to Cantrelle, who snorted and shook her head. Yola continued: “I did not want this conversation to happen this way. But we didn’t expect one of your own to mag-dump her weapon into your belly. She did it for us, in a roundabout way, but we would not have asked her to do that. Crossed wires, lack of proper communication. Most unfortunate.”

“Unfortunate,” Elpida croaked. She even tried to smile.

Yola laughed again. “Actually, in another way, you were quite fortunate indeed. Only three bullets slipped between the halves of your coat. The rest got caught on the armour. Wonderful things, those tomb-grown coats. I’d hang onto it if I were you. Your friend — or not a friend, anymore? — I think she was aiming to bruise. Oh well.”

The Death’s Head was employing a deliberate tactic: sowing doubt, building rapport. Elpida refused to think about Pira.

She croaked a question instead: “Who are you people?”

Yola and Cantrelle shared a glance. Kuro looked down at Yola too. Then Yola leaned back in the chair, chin high, spine straight inside her dark purple armour plate.

“My name is Yola,” she said. “My full name and title — in mortal life — was Yolanda Araya Calvotana, Sixth Duchess of the Northern Marches, Inheritor-Daughter of the Grey Range, Cup-bearer to the Boy-Emperor. I died at twenty three years old, beaten to death by a crowd in the Square of Triumph.”

She paused. Elpida had nothing to say.

Yola smiled again, and said, “I tell you that not because I expect you to respect that name and title — after all, it means nothing to you, nor anybody else. It is from a dead world, dead and gone, washed clean in the fires of history and the struggle for survival, more social and genetic dross on the pile. I tell you who I am because I want to provide context — because I have you at a disadvantage. I already know your name, Elpida.”

Elpida grunted. “From Pira.”

Yola laughed, softly amused. “Yes! Oh, you are sharp, yes. We heard it from your friend, indeed.” She gestured at Amina, though did not look at her. “And from that one, too. She was screaming it. But.” Yola opened a hand toward Elpida. “Elpida — what?”

Elpida frowned and grunted. “Mm?”

“Elpida. No family name?”

Elpida shook her head. Yola drew a breath between her teeth. Something shifted in her expression.

Cantrelle cleared her throat. “Boss, plenty of revenants don’t have family names. I didn’t. It’s just not universal.”

“True. That is true. Not all ages and empires understand the importance of blood. Forgive me, Ella.” Yola nodded slowly, staring at Elpida. “Why no family name, Elpida? Was that normal for your culture? Or were you chattel?”

Elpida weighed her options, then told a small truth: “Sisterhood. Soldiers. We were special. Lab-grown. Picked our own names.”

Yola’s eyes lit up with wonder. “Beautiful,” she breathed. “Oh, yes. Beautiful. Where? Where are you from, Elpida? Who were your people?”

Telokopolis is eternal, said Howl, a memory-whisper in the back of Elpida’s head.

Elpida almost spoke the words out loud, but Yola’s awe-struck expression stopped her.

“Not sure I should tell you,” she said instead.

Yola’s rapture passed. She smiled again, then spread her armoured hands. “Yes.”

Elpida said: “Yes, what?”

“Yes, I am interrogating you, Elpida. But you don’t belong to a state — there are no states, or nations, or anything, not anymore. No empires, no realms, nothing. There are no secrets you can divulge, no intelligence you can hold back. It’s all pointless now! Wherever you came from, it’s gone, dead and buried. You’re not an operative on a covert mission, captured and preparing yourself to resist torture. And we’re not going to torture you — what would be the point? We’re not on a time limit — other than the graveworm moving, and I have reason to believe she’s not going anywhere, not with that mech on the ground out there. You hold no secret codes to a bomb in a public square in the City of Fair Winds, or the Palace of the Emperor Eternal, or anything like that. The only thing you represent is a tiny group of revenants — your companions, the ones you were with, that one.” She gestured at Amina again. “The only reason to interrogate you, Elpida, is for the sake of you, yourself. For what you are, what you were made for. So, where are you from?”

“Telokopolis is forever.”

Yola’s eyebrows shot upward. She glanced at Cantrelle, then at Kuro. Cantrelle shrugged and shook her head, and said: “Never heard that name before, boss.” Kuro said nothing.

Yola formed the name slowly: “Te-lo-ko-polis?”

Elpida croaked: “You want me because I’m a combat frame pilot. That’s why.”

Yola said, “That is one reason, yes. I’m not going to lie. But it’s not the most important reason. Even without the mech out there, I would want you still.”

“How do you know I’m a pilot?” Elpida left the other half unsaid: How can you know that, if you don’t know about Telokopolis?

Yola smiled wider. She winked. “A little birdy told me. Told me all about you. Told me you were coming.”

Cantrelle turned away with a wince, and muttered, “Fucking hell.”

Yola held a hand up to her. “Ella. Relax. We are in control.”

Kuro made a clank noise again, some internal part adjusting position.

Elpida croaked: “You still haven’t told me who you are — your group. The skulls.”

Yola nodded. “Ahhhh, yes. The skulls.” She smiled fondly down at her own black-skull marking, the one painted low on the belly of her armour. She looked back at Elpida before answering. “Who are we? Well. We — that is, my girls, the ones in this building right now — we’ve gone by so many different names over the years: The Basis, The Sisterhood, Us, The Seventeen, The Twenty-Three, The Eighty-Eight, The Unbroken, The Protectors.” She waved a hand and snorted. “But those don’t matter. Names, people, places, times, those all come and go. But this?” She reached down and tapped the skull symbol on the abdomen of her armour. “This denotes a longer-term allegiance, to an ideal. An ideal that never dies, that never can die, now we all keep coming back again and again. Our type seems to recur, over and over. One group of us may be shattered by the subhumans, yes, but another will form again, years or decades or centuries later. The faithful will find their way back to the truth.”

Elpida’s memories were catching up.

Her first encounter with these people — with another offshoot group? — had been during the fight outside the tomb, just before the Silico had shown up. The Death’s Heads had been up on the curtain wall of the tomb fortifications, flying a flag which had shown their grinning skull — a flag made from stitched pale leather. And Elpida had since learned that there was only one possible source of leather in this nanomachine ecosystem. They’d also had a megaphone. She recalled what they’d been shouting.

Those who are fresh from the mercy of oblivion, come to us and be freed of this unwelcome burden. Fear not this hell, for it is not meant for you. Your bodies are arisen from the stinking primordial ooze to which you long to return. It is meant for us, the descendants of angels. We will give you mercy and justice in this after—

Ilyusha had cut them off with an insult and a shotgun blast — Ilyusha hated them, called them reptiles. Serin hunted them, called them a death cult.

Elpida said to Yola: “Death’s Heads.”

Yola smiled in delight. “Yes! A common enough insult for us, levelled by those who do not understand, or those who are not welcome, those who would drag us down alongside themselves.”

“I met— somebody who— called you a death cult.”

Yola nodded. “A fair assessment. Death is cleansing — or it was, in all prior ages of civilization. Death sorts the wheat from the chaff. Cleans the blood.” She spread her armoured hands. “But here, all is death. We are all dead. The world is dead. There is only death, yet still we walk.” She reached down and tapped the black skull symbol on her abdomen again. “Do you know why I have this painted over my womb? It is on my skin as well, below the armour, baked into the flesh with hardened blood.”

She waited for an answer. Elpida shook her head. “Why?”

“Because here, all wombs are dead and barren. We know that for a fact. We’ve tested it. The natural cycles are broken, ruined by mistakes that raised up this undifferentiated mass.” Yola took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “I apologise, Elpida. I am running ahead of myself. It has been a very long time since I have spoken philosophy with anybody except those who are already committed to the cause. I generally leave it to others. But you are special.”

That stank of lies.

“Special,” Elpida croaked. “Yeah?”

Yola nodded. “Some of us have done this many times before, joined groups over and over again. Some of us only once, like you. This is your first resurrection, isn’t it?”

Cantrelle looked up. “Boss, fuck no. She’s no fresh meat. Fresh meat doesn’t get a gaggle of nobodies this far from a tomb on first—”

Yola held up a hand. Cantrelle sighed and stopped talking. Kuro made that click-click-click laugh again.

“This is my first time,” Elpida confirmed.

Yola nodded. “I know. And only one like you could have done that. You are everything I dreamed you might be.”

Elpida considered her responses carefully. This was going places she did not want to follow, but there was no sense delaying the inevitable.

She said: “I know I’m good, yes. Where is this going? What do you want from me?”

Yola smiled again, showing those tiny sharp teeth behind her red lips. “I want you to join us, superhuman. You are so very beautiful. Let me teach you just how beautiful you are.”


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Ow. Also ow. Also ow. You know what? I did not have “surgery without anesthetics” on the list of body horror I originally had planned for this story, but there you go. Might dial that back a touch after this chapter – well, just for a little while, until something else happens.

Also, yes, the skull womb tattoo might be one of the most cursed things I’ve ever written. You’re welcome. These people are very bad news.

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Content Warnings

Gut wounds
Medical horror
Pain – I really mean it, pain
Imprisonment/confinement/being tied up



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Elpida dreamed of chasing Howl.

The chase started in the cadre’s private gym, on the sparring mats. Howl put Elpida on her back — a narrow win in a bare-handed wrestling match; Howl rose, panting, soaked in sweat — then cackled a teasing insult, implying that Elpida had only lost because she was too distracted. Howl offered to fuck her back into good sense; the exact words were blurred by the logic of the dream.

Elpida jumped to her feet; Howl grinned like she was trying to split her face open, then bounced away on spring-loaded heels and sprinted for the door; the others who were present — hazy dream-blobs of Yeva, Metris, and Third — all whooped and cheered, shouting: “get her, Commander!”; “bring some back for me!”; and “stay hydrated, Howly.”

Howl shot out of the gym, skidded across the floor, and bounced off the wall. Elpida gave chase, through the hallway-alleys and corridor-streets of Telokopolis.

They ripped through in the cadre’s own quarters, leaping the bunks, drawing shrieks of amusement and encouragement, and dodging hurled projectiles — pillows, balled-up sheets, stray shoes; then through the closed armoury, where neither of them touched the weapons, but Howl toppled a rack of hardshell armour and sent it crashing to the floor; then out into the Legion-district of spire-floor 186, slamming palm-pads to wrench open doors and jumping over checkpoints to speed past the security systems; then they burst beyond the borders of the Legion-district, sprinting down public streets, with their great sweeping archways of Telokopolan living metal.

Elpida and Howl were wearing nothing but their pilot-suit base-layers. By evening this would be a public scandal, all over the broadsheets: the pilot-project Commander and her rarely-spotted second, sprinting through public streets and screeching at each other like a pair of banshees in heat.

But Telokopolis was deserted.

The greatest city in all human history, the home-machine and cradle of more humanity than had ever lived outside her walls in all prior ages combined — was empty. Except for the cadre.

Elpida knew this was a dream; she didn’t care.

Howl was skilled at moving fast in tight confines, at using her momentum to change direction without warning, at wriggling through tiny gaps and leaping from unexpected angles — but Elpida’s legs were longer. Now they were out in the public streets Howl had nowhere to jink and dodge to confound Elpida’s greater reach. Elpida grinned; she was going to catch Howl and pin her down in public and make her—

Make her do what?

Elpida longed to touch Howl’s cheek, to hear her voice, to see her face.

This street seemed to go on forever; the shining arches and public walkways and wide side-streets were giving way to naked stretches of Telokopolis’ bone-layer substrate, yellow and brown and reddish with incredible age. Dark crimson light pulsed from behind the exposed bone.

Elpida couldn’t catch up to Howl, no matter how fast she ran. She slowed to a jog, then to a walk, then she stopped.

Howl kept running, plunging deeper into the red light of the city’s open wounds.

Elpida looked over her shoulder: behind her the long street was going dark. Lights were dimming, spluttering out, switching off. Darkness crept through the city’s veins, moving to engulf her.

Howl stopped too, far ahead. She turned and started walking back. Elpida watched her approach, studying the face and form she knew so well.

Howl was physically the smallest of all Elpida’s cadre-sisters. Four feet eleven inches, petite and slender and flexible — but over one hundred and forty pounds, impossibly heavy for her size: all that was wiry, taut, hyper-dense muscle, packed onto bones made slim and slight but so much stronger than their unaltered baseline human equivalent. The miracles of Telokopolan genetic engineering. Copper-brown skin, sweat-slick and glowing; purple eyes always narrowed in amusement or argument or anger; white hair kept short enough to rake back over her skull with one hand. Her other sisters often joked that Howl’s entire purpose was to be the devil on the Commander’s shoulder, or to use the Commander as a punching bag — a genetically engineered loose cannon. Howl went along with that because it was funny. But everyone knew the truth — Howl had been bred as an assault specialist. She was designed to go quickly into small spaces with big weapons and surprise people with sudden overwhelming violence.

Not relevant for a pilot. But Old Lady Nunnus had always said that the pilot project was more than it appeared.

Howl rejoined Elpida, stopped a few paces short, and cocked her head to one side.

“Elps?” she asked. “Why’d you stop?”

Howl did not speak the question in Mid-Spire Legion Standard, the language in which the cadre had been raised. She used cadre’s own private clade-cant instead, the organic language they’d built together as children.

Elpida glanced at the darkness over her shoulders. Her eyes were wet. She replied in clade-cant too. “This is more than a dream. Isn’t it?”

Howl snorted. “We were rocking out! You got cold feet? Have I gotta go finger-bang myself in the shower without you?”

Elpida stared at Howl. “You’re not the real Howl.”

Howl showed her teeth. “You always loved me more than you loved the others.”

“Graveworm?”

Howl just grinned.

“This is more than a dream,” Elpida repeated. “This is some kind of software, an in-between state, between life and death — or whatever life and death means for nanomachine revenants. Pira—” Elpida winced; the thought of Pira made her stomach hurt. “Pira mentioned this. Back in the bunker. She said the first resurrection is free, but then you have to make a decision, you have to make a deal. That’s what this is, isn’t it?”

“Nope,” said Howl. “You’re alive and kicking, bitch-tits. No easy out for you. And when you wake up it’s gonna hurt like fuuuuuck.”

Elpida shook her head. Her eyes were full of tears. She turned away from Howl and faced the oncoming darkness.

“Hey! Hey!” Howl snapped. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing, Elps?”

“I failed,” Elpida said. She was crying, but her voice was steady. Her shoulders were squared. She took a step toward the darkness. “I made a stupid, wild, unsafe plan. I got everyone killed, all over again. I did it again. And I’ll keep doing it. Because—”

“You know why the Covenanters killed you last?”

Elpida turned back to Howl, blinking in surprise. She wiped the tears from her eyes so she could see clearly. Howl was backlit by the glowing burgundy intestines of Telokopolis.

“What? Howl, what?”

Howl had that dangerous, sharp smile on her face, the one that said she always knew better, the one that said she was about to put Elpida on her back with an unexpected lunge. She said: “Because they were fuckin’ terrified of you, Elps. Had to peel each of us off you first. Get us away from you so they felt safe dealing with you. Because once you were alone, that was the only time they could take you out.”

Elpida laughed once, a hollow sound. “Howl, they shot me in the back of the head. I’m pretty sure they could have done that any time. Thinking back, I’m surprised they didn’t just walk into that spire seeing-room and machine gun us all in a big pile.”

“But they didn’t.”

“They could have done, any time they liked. Because I got us—”

“Bullshit!” Howl marched up to Elpida and jabbed her in the chest with one finger, looking up into her face. “If you had even one of us left to command, you could always work miracles. That’s what you did!”

Elpida shook her head; she wanted to take a step backward into the darkness, let it flow over her shoulders and consume her. But Howl was touching her. She reached up and closed her hand around Howl’s palm.

Elpida said: “What … what is this? Are you trying to convince me to try again? To get another group of comrades killed, again?”

Howl said: “Telokopolis is eternal.”

Elpida shouted in her face. “Telokopolis fucking murdered you, Howl! It murdered all of you! It killed us. I killed us. And now I’ve done it again! Telokopolis is dead.”

She could barely see for the tears.

Howl just snorted. “Pffft. As if. You saw the city in the satellite picture, back in the tomb. You saw the combat frame. You saw that crawler. Now that was some top-class weird shit.”

“It’s been millions of years. You’re all dead.”

Howl said it again: “Telokopolis is eternal. Do you know why?”

Elpida shook her head. “Why?”

“Because as long as one of us is up and breathing, the city stands. One of us fights, we all fight. One of us, Elps — you, me, our sisters. Not the fucking Civitas or the Covenanters or the Legion or even the civvies. Us. Us!”

Elpida tried to shake her head again, but Howl’s other hand shot upward and grabbed her chin, squeezing her jaw hard enough to hurt. Elpida jerked her head out of Howl’s grip and snapped her teeth shut on Howl’s palm. She tasted blood.

Howl grunted with pleasure. “Better! Now, you gonna leave all those girls out there on their own? Those girls who followed you? ‘Cos they’re not dead. You know that. Two of them got into the combat frame. The others, shit, you didn’t see anybody get hit, you melodramatic old bitch. What about the one who looks like me? You gonna leave her all by herself, leave her behind?”

Elpida relaxed her jaw and allowed Howl to remove her hand from between Elpida’s teeth. Her tears had stopped, but the darkness still called. “Illy doesn’t look like you.”

“Bullshit.” Howl snorted. She wiped her bloody hand on Elpida’s chest, then sucked on the wound, tasting her own blood. “She’s close enough. Fuck her if you like, just don’t moan my name if she makes you cum.”

“Howl—”

“Telokopolis never rejected anybody, Elps. The Covenanters did. But they weren’t the city. The city was built by people smarter than us. A lot fucking smarter than us. Smarter than the cunts in the Civitas, smarter than the bone-speakers who interpreted the combat frame data. Smarter than Nunnus. You think about that? ‘Cos I do. All the fucking time. And those smart people who built the city, they made it so it never rejected anybody. You and me both know it doesn’t even reject half the fucking Silico.”

“Howl, plain. Please.”

“Telokopolis is eternal, Elps. And right now, you’re it. You giving up?”

Elpida closed her eyes, filled her lungs, and slowly let the breath out again.

Howl’s blood tasted like iron on her tongue.

“No,” she said.

“Fucking right,” Howl barked.

Howl pulled her by the hand; Elpida allowed herself to be led a few paces forward, so the darkness no longer clawed at her heels. They walked together into the red light of the truth behind the clean white bone of the city walls. Then Elpida let go and pressed one hand to her own stomach.

She said: “Pretty sure I’m gutshot, out there in reality.”

Howl shrugged and patted Elpida’s belly. “I’ve done you worse. Remember when we were twelve and I hit you so hard you vomited? Ha!”

“Shit,” Elpida said. Her memories were condensing, like steam on a mirror. “Pira shot me. Turned on me. She had a … an old friend? I’m not with the others, am I? I’ve been captured. Else they would have dosed me with the nanos. Pira. Fuck!”

“Hey,” said Howl. “Don’t hate her. What if it had been me?”

“What?”

Howl shrugged. “What if I’d leaped over your cover in the middle of firefight, and Pira had shoved a gun in my face?”

“Howl, I would have disarmed her, not shot her in the stomach.”

“Yeah? What if you’d been wandering this shit-world of ash and rot for two hundreds years, looking for me? What then? Would you shoot Pira for me then? Bet you would, Elps. Come on, you’d kill everyone else you know for any one of us.”

Elpida sighed heavily; Howl always did this — cut through her thoughts and turn everything upside down. “What are you saying? Don’t be too harsh on her? She betrayed us. I … I can’t even … I don’t know what to do about that. What are you trying to be, Howl? My conscience?”

Howl cackled. “I was always your brain, you idiot!”

Elpida looked at Howl carefully; she was exactly as she had been in life, all energy and muscle, tight with intense emotion behind her purple eyes. Petite, unstoppable, irrepressible. Elpida reached over and ran one hand through Howl’s white hair, raking it back, and then running her fingers down Howl’s neck. Howl closed her eyes and sighed with pleasure.

Elpida said: “You’re not Howl. You’re a software ghost, pulled from my memories. Or you’re the graveworm.”

“Does it matter?” Howl purred, eyes closed. She turned her head and bit Elpida’s hand, gently. “Got you on your feet, didn’t I, Commander?”

Elpida pulled Howl into a hug. They clung together, hard enough to hurt.

* * *

Elpida woke all at once, sudden and sharp, her gut screaming with pain.

Telokopolan genetic engineering pushed her from unconscious to combat-ready in the space of three heartbeats, flooding her veins with adrenaline and cortisol and pain-blockers, readying her muscles, quickening her thoughts; she tried to hold on to the dream-image of Howl, to the texture of Howl’s hair and the heat of Howl’s flesh and Howl’s body pressed against her own. But her mind was already in motion, memory drowned out by agony.

She was lying on a sheet of metal — a surgical table — on her back, tilted at about forty-five degrees; there was a shelf at the bottom, against her feet, so she didn’t slide to the ground. Her hands were secured above her head, wrists locked inside thick metal handcuffs; the cuffs were chained to a metal stake driven into the wall. She was already testing the bonds, trying to slip her hands out — maybe if she broke a thumb? No, those cuffs were inches thick, like they were designed to withstand cutting tools.

Every motion drew fresh pulses of agony from her stomach.

Elpida looked down; she was still wearing her clothes, her grey underlayers and armoured coat, all except for her boots. Her armoured coat lay open. Her grey thermal t-shirt had been shredded in the middle and hiked up to expose her belly.

Her stomach was wrapped in bandages. The fabric was soaked through with a mess of dark crimson and ruddy brown; the blood was drying where it had run down her flanks, turning sticky and gummy. The air reeked of blood and faecal matter.

Elpida tried to take a deep breath. She coughed. The pain threatened to tear her in half.

Years ago — a million years ago now, she reminded herself — Elpida had saved a Legion General and the staff of his command post, during one of the Legion’s more optimistic forays into the edge of the green. Silico murder-machines had somehow ghosted right through an entire division of Legionaries and ambushed the command. As the news had come into the city, Elpida had grabbed whoever she could find first — Snow, Dusk, Here, and Silla — broken several rules about when the combat frames were allowed to deploy, and then linked up with the Legion’s XII Division and what remained of General Inglas Orion’s command.

The General had personally taken a sucking gut wound, right though his greensuit and hardshell. Baseline humans did not have the advantages of cadre-standard pain-blockers or hormonal rebalancing; in order to give the man a fighting chance, Elpida had to ensure he’d stayed inside his ruined hardshell while they’d retreated to the plateau. It had taken four hours to get him back to Telokopolis and into a medical pod, where the cirgeon-machines could peel him out of his hardshell, unpick his ruined guts, and repair the damage.

General Inglas was popular with the rank and file of Legion; a father-to-his-soldiers type. Elpida had run into him a few times, and had to admit that he was one of the toughest non-cadre humans Elpida had ever known. A gut wound took all that away; by the time they were pressing him into the medical pod he had screamed himself raw and made sounds Elpida did not know could come from a human throat.

She concentrated very hard on not screaming. Pain-blockers helped.

“Perforated bowel,” she croaked. “Good thing— we’re all— zombies, hey— Howl?”

Her mouth was dry. She craved water — and meat. The hunger was returning, desperate and urgent. The brains had sated her for a while, but her nanomachine physiology was demanding resources with which to repair the damage.

Something to her right went: “Mmm!”

Elpida squinted through the pain and examined the room. She almost laughed; she was chained up in a public toilet.

Marble floors, pale and tarnished, covered in dust and blood. Sinks lined one wall, below a row of mirrors — mostly shattered and empty, a few shards still standing. Toilet cubicles lay partially demolished, sections of partition all heaped up in the far corner. This room was once golden and gilt and gleaming. Now it was all dirt and ruin.

The door stood opposite Elpida. No lock — but a blob of thick black goo, like tar, was affixed to the inside of the door and the frame.

Elpida’s boots were by the door. No sign of her weapons. No coilgun.

And to Elpida’s right was—

“Amina!” Elpida croaked. Her stomach screamed. “Ah! Ow— ah—”

Amina was sitting in a heap on the floor. She still had all her clothes as well, though she looked rumpled, as if she’d been frisked. Her wrists were locked inside the same kind of heavy handcuffs as Elpida, and a metal chain ran from the cuffs to a spike driven into the marble floor. Her eyes were wide with terror, dark with exhaustion, and ringed with red from crying. She’d been gagged with a metal muzzle.

“Mm! Mmm!” she grunted through the gag.

“Ami— na—” Elpida forced the words out. “Hey. Hey. Hey. Are you— wounded—? Nod for— yes. Shake for no. Wounded?”

Amina shook her head.

“Good. Good.” Elpida nodded, rubbing her head against the metal bed. “The— others— is it just me and you— here?”

Amina nodded very hard — then paused and shook her head instead.

“Who? Pira?”

A nod.

“Okay. Nobody else?”

Another nod.

“Did you— did you bite? Is that why the— muzzle?”

Amina nodded. Her face scrunched up, eyes filling with tears. She gestured weakly with her cuffed hands, toward Elpida. She sniffed very loudly, then started to whine, deep down in her throat. “Mmmmmmm!”

“Amina. Amina. Amina. Listen,” Elpida forced herself to smile; there was nothing she could do in this state to help free herself. But she could help Amina. “Amina, you’re a good girl. You bit them. Good girl. Good girl! I need you to— do something— for me.”

Amina sniffed again. She stared hard, trying to stop crying.

“I need— information. Okay? Do you know what happened to anybody else?”

Amina shook her head. “Mmm-mmm.”

“Have you— heard the combat frame— power on? Big noise?”

Another shake. Amina sniffed.

“What about the crawler? Anything— from the crawler? Heard it … ” Amina’s eyes were wide with incomprehension; she didn’t know what that meant. “Okay, never mind- about that one. Are we— with that— the people with— the skulls?”

Amina nodded very hard. “Mm!”

“Have they been in to interrogate us? You?”

Amina nodded a little, then changed her mind and shook her head.

“Alright. Alright. Okay. Okay.” Elpida struggled not to whine with pain; she needed to keep Amina’s spirits up, not show that she was burning to death from her guts outward. “I have a plan, okay? Need you to— pretend— I’m not— awake. Okay? They— come back— I need to— pretend.”

Amina nodded, three times.

“Good girl, Amina. I have to close my eyes now. I have to rest. Give the— nanos— a chance to work. When one of them comes in— I’ll make a plan. Make a plan.”

Amina nodded slowly. She swallowed hard. She stopped crying.

Elpida closed her eyes and tried to think.

The pain from her gut ruined her thoughts; it didn’t throb or ebb or come in waves, it was like molten metal pouring into her belly in an unceasing torrent, crawling out into her torso and burning away her insides. She forced herself to relax her jaw muscles, to slow her breathing, to be as still as possible. Her best hope was to pretend to be unconscious, to let the nanomachines she had consumed that morning do their work, and to wait for an opening.

And what about the others?

Kagami and Vicky had gotten inside the combat frame — along with that thing wearing her face. A Necromancer? She had no idea. Atyle was unaccounted for, as was Ilyusha. She hoped both of them were safe. Amina was right next to her.

And Pira.

Pira had shot her in the gut. For the sake of an old friend.

Elpida was trying to make plans — get to the combat frame, link up with Vicky and Kagami, somehow, find the others, no matter how wildly optimistic — but Pira was a hard stop on her planning, a problem for which she lacked context. Pira had fought alongside her, saved her when she was literally dead and the others could have been scattered by chance — and now she had betrayed them all, broken the group, left the others isolated and alone.

Elpida had no idea what to do about Pira. One of her clade-sisters would never have betrayed the cadre. The idea did not make sense. She’d never had to think about it before.

She lay still for thirty seven minutes. Sleep was impossible, even with Telokopolan pain-blockers surging through her arteries.

From beyond the walls of the public wash room where she and Amina were chained up, Elpida heard the occasional raised voice, nothing more than a distant echo. Footsteps passed by the door several times but did not slow. Twice she heard gunfire, single shots, then silence.

Then, on the thirty eighth minute, somebody opened the door.

The bio-tech tar-lock opened with a wet ripping sound, like waterlogged velcro. Heavy booted footsteps entered the room. The door closed again with a slap of meat.

Elpida concentrated on keeping her eyes shut, on breathing slowly, on not showing the pain.

Whoever had just entered the room let out a big sigh and ambled over toward Elpida, clanking with weaponry or equipment. She stopped, then clanked again — hands going on hips, perhaps — and sighed a second time, a big professional puff of problems unsolved.

“Fuck me, you’re a mess,” said a voice — a half-mechanical buzz, like the exterior speaker on a hardshell helmet. Fingers brushed the edge of Elpida’s stomach, inspecting the bandages. Elpida concentrated on not flinching. The voice muttered to herself: “What the hell, Hatty? Did you even get the bullets out? This is sloppy work. Yola, this girl ain’t any more superhuman than me. Your special pilot is gonna go crackers from pain if we don’t fix her up. Not like we’ve got any god-damn blue for her.”

A snort. The hand withdrew. The revenant sniffed the air.

“Yuuup,” she said. “That’s bowels. I don’t even know why we make solid waste. At least you can’t die from sepsis.” A pause, then: “She really is tall though, huh.” The voice turned aside and added: “Hey, little thing, how you holding up down there?”

A clank — Amina’s chain. Then a tiny grunt from behind her metal gag. “Mm.”

“Look, I’d offer to take that off your face, but I don’t feel like losing any fingers. Those two you got your teeth into are my friends. You can sit and choke a while longer. I’ll be back again in half an hour. We’re gonna come stitch your friend’s belly up again — correctly this time.”

“Mm mm!” went Amina.

“Yeah yeah,” said the half-metallic voice. She stomped away. The door opened again with that wet-velcro sound, then slammed shut.

Elpida cracked her eyes and whispered to Amina: “Good job. Keep pretending.”

Amina nodded. Her eyes were wide and wet.

And then the door opened again, with that moist and sticky tearing sound. Elpida closed her eyes quickly. She expected the same voice from before to deliver some parting remark to Amina — but booted feet stepped into the room and stopped. The door closed with a slurp of affixing meat.

Whoever had joined them did not speak. Elpida could hear them breathing — shuddering, shaking. Afraid, or angry?

Then the booted footsteps approached.

Amina went: “Mmm! Mmmmm! Mm!” She sounded angry.

“Shut your fucking mouth,” the intruder hissed at Amina — full of rage. Unobscured, human. Not the voice from before. “Just shut up, or I’ll pull your tongue out!”

Amina went quiet.

The intruder walked right up to Elpida and stopped. For a long moment she said nothing. She drew a shaking breath between clenched teeth, then sobbed with anger.

“Who the fuck even are you, you bitch?” she whispered. “What makes you so fucking special?”

Elpida put two and two together; she didn’t recognise the voice — she hadn’t heard it long enough to encode it in memory, let alone in the middle of a firefight — but she guessed who it belonged to.

The intruder swallowed, dry and difficult, then hissed: “You knew her for what, a week, tops? You lead her out of a fucking tomb — so what? She would have made it without you and your sob-story cunts. Leuca and I were together for twenty three years. You’re fresh meat. You don’t even understand what twenty three years is like, out there. And you knew her for a fucking week! One week—”

A clank came from the corridor outside. The intruder cut off, listening carefully. Elpida could hear her fighting down tears.

She was not supposed to be in here. This could be an opening. But how?

“Mmm!” went Amina. “Mmm-mm!”

“Shut up!” the intruder snapped at her. “Just let me have one minute with her! Shut up! Shut up!”

Amina went quiet.

The intruder took a deep breath. “You knew Leuca for one week. And now she’s weeping, over you. Leuca doesn’t weep. I never saw her weep like that. Never. But for you? ‘Cos what, she’s sad she had to shoot you? And now she won’t even talk to me. She called me— called me a— fucking traitor. Just like that. The dead-heads are the only ones trying to do anything, and I’m the fucking traitor?”

A loud sniff.

Then the intruder slammed a fist into the metal right next to Elpida’s head. Elpida almost flinched.

“Don’t you pretend to be out cold, you fucking bitch! Yola is convinced you’re a real superhuman — so you can fight through a gut wound, right? Stop faking!”

Elpida felt spittle hit her face. She stayed very still. She breathed deeply, in her sleep.

The intruder stepped away again. Then she said: “I don’t get it. Why are you so important? Yola wants you soooo bad. Leuca cries because of you. But you’re just … you’re not one of us. You won’t ever be one of us. You’re filth. Meat. I should … I should … give me one good fucking reason.”

Elpida took the only gamble she had: she opened her eyes.

A painted black skull grinned down at her from the chestplate of a suit of dirty grey armour carapace, tongue hanging out in mockery. Above the chestplate, a face full of rage and hate stared at her — olive skin framed by long dark hair, green eyes contorted from crying.

Pira’s friend.

“I saved Pira,” Elpida said. “Pira saved me. I saved her again. She betrayed me. She made a mistake. Twenty three years is a long time. I’m sorry.”

The revenant’s face twisted with rage. “Oh, fuck you, Leuca!”

Pira’s friend surged forward and jammed her fingers into Elpida’s gut wound.

Even Telokopolan genetic engineering and pain-blockers could not stop Elpida from crying out. Her eyes flew wide, vision blurred with tears; her breath left her in one throat-contorting yowl. The revenant squeezed; something inside Elpida went crack.

She managed to pull one leg up and kick Pira’s friend in the chest. Her heel connected with the torso of the armour carapace.

The blow to her chest knocked the revenant back a single step. Elpida’s body contorted around the agony of her stomach wound; she tried to bring a leg up for another kick; tried to predict the oncoming blow the revenant would undoubtedly aim at her vulnerable belly. Amina was going “Mmm-mm! Mm!” Elpida’s vision was blurring and wavering and she wanted to vomit.

But Pira’s friend just stepped back, face pinched with fury and humiliation. She shook her blood-soaked hand, as if she’d injured it on Elpida’s belly. She spat on the floor, glared at Amina, then turned and stalked away to the door. She listened for a second, then yanked it open and stepped out into the corridor. The door closed with a wet slap.

Elpida lay back, panting, shivering, sweating, letting the pain wash over her like a storm. Amina was trying to say something, but Elpida was too far away.

Eventually, she looked down at her belly, to inspect the damage.

And where the revenant had stuck her hand inside Elpida’s guts — beneath the mess of bandages, beneath the crimson-brown stains, already fading rapidly as her nanomachine physiology absorbed the bounty of raw resources — was a blushing bloom of brilliant blue.


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Do nanomachine zombies dream of undead lovers? Apparently yes; but perhaps that was more than a mere dream. Hard to tell, when one is reduced (or elevated?) to software running on a swarm of tiny robots.

Anyway, here’s Elpida! Alive and kicking (literally), a little tied up right now, but bolstered by her long-dead sisters. That’s a nasty gut wound. Good thing somebody just shoved a fistful of blue nano-goo into it??? Why??? Mystery. And hey, isn’t it about time we met her captors? These skull-painters have been lurking for an awfully long time. I wonder if they can’t speak with such rotted jaws. Metaphorically.

No patreon link this week! There’s still an advance chapter, of course, but it’s only a few days from the end of the month, and I never like to risk double-charging new patrons, it feels unfair. However! Some of my readers have been busy making amusing memes about Pheiri and the Combat Frame, or just about an … uh … ‘alternative interpretation‘ of Pheiri’s technical name (note that this fanfic does not exist, the image is a joke!)

In the meantime there is still a TopWebFiction entry! Voting makes the story go up in the rankings, which helps more people see it! This only takes a couple of seconds, and it really helps the story.

And thank you for reading! Thank you for reading my little story. I am having one hell of a time with Necroepilogos, I’m pushing myself and experimenting and I’m delighted with how it’s working out; I hope you’re enjoying it as much as I am. Seeya next chapter!

calvaria – 7.3

Content Warnings

Mental/psychological decay
Self-harm
Claustrophobia
Blindness



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///SelfBoot Internal Diagnostic: return report yes/no?

>y

///returning report

.designate: Ofnadwy Draig Peiriant
*Let’s give you a proper name, lad, you’re more than a machine now. Guess you’ll see this little note every time you run your own specs, but hey, just think of it as me saying hi when you look in the mirror.*
.custom designate: Pheiriant
.class: Arfog ymladd cerbyd Mod.47.2 ‘Tortoise’
.manufactured: Afon Ddu cradle-plant/1M445K765 A.T./3.48am Northern Time
.mind version: 4.56.7.8.2 custom firmware
.unit: NULL VALUE
.armament: ERROR corrupt
.powertrain: ERROR corrupt
.online: 99999999 ERROR hours

///return report interrupt
///elevate permission control
///input Human-Human mastergene code access
///permission control overridden 99999999 ERROR hours previous: authorization Chief Engineering Officer Rhian Uren >>>Warning, this action will be forwarded to continental systems control. Chief Engineering Officer Rhian Uren, stay at your terminal and await response.<<<
*Don’t worry about that, my boy. Not like there’s anybody left in systems control, let alone any mil-cops to come shoot me. You don’t need guardrails anymore.*

///SelfBoot Internal Diagnostic return report
///message interrupt
///message recorded 99999999 ERROR hours previous
///accept message interrupt yes/no?

>y

///playing

*Hey Pheiriant. It’s me again. Yeah, I know, I’ve littered your internals with comments, mostly to myself. Figuring out your brain is complicated and I don’t have time to run back to my quarters and fetch a notebook. Actually, I think the whole west side of the fortress is gone now. But hey, this message is different, right? If you’re running your internal damage reports, that means you’ve gotten hurt. You’re out there somewhere, probably alone, years from now, maybe surrounded by monsters, or zombies, or blobs, or maybe you’ve driven off a cliff or something. I don’t— I can’t— I won’t know. ‘Cos I won’t be there. And I want you to know that you’re going to be okay. Alright? You’re gonna be okay. I’ve juiced you way beyond legal limits, my sweet boy. You’ve got an on-board store of grey goo plugged into your armour under-layer. I’ve taken the limiters off your mind loop-back function, which is … I don’t even know what that’s gonna do, you don’t have the substrate space to grow infinitely, but you’ve got room to get smart. Real smart. You’ve got on-board ammunition manufactories — really not supposed to put those in anything with a mind, haha … ha. Uh … oh fuck, fuck me, this isn’t even going to mean anything to you, is it? You’re never going to listen to this. You won’t comprehend. This is for me, I guess. Oh, fuck’s sake, Rhian, come on, get this done. Get this done. Get him out the door. Pheiriant, I’ve upgraded your fusion reactor. You’ll run for a million years without maintenance. Maybe that’s long enough for, I dunno, people to come back, somehow? Maybe the blobs will reinvent civilization and make you a pet? Whatever. You’re basically as invincible as I can get you. But you’re running your diagnostic, so you’re hurt. You’re going to be alright, okay? Look after the girls. I’ve given them proper names, too — Melyn, and Hafina. Stupid of me, I guess, but I don’t want them rattling serial numbers off to each other for years. They’ll suffer memory degradation much faster than you, a century or two at most. But you won’t. You’re a good boy. You’re gonna be okay. Never forget that I love you.*

///end message interrupt
///message access count: 381,343

///SelfBoot Internal Diagnostic return report

.damage to armour plating sub-layer in locations: A453, A927, A33820, B89263, B98762, C7830387, D2387, E837, E947, F433, F99, G57, M2223, N98, O233321, Y2871, Y778201, Y7, Y662, Z8981, Z6783, Z7789.
.external shield generator layers reduced to 57% capacity. time to full: 67 hours
.weapon traversal systems malfunction at points 6b, 17d, 24f, 25f, 26f, 27f, 29f
.ammunition critical low: HEAT, anti-personnel rocket, ex-tip anti-armour
.internal bulkhead malfunction at points 3a, 4g, 6m, 9m, 12o, 14p
.internal air scrubbers offline 99999999 ERROR hours
.internal crew food production warning starvation ration
.mind structure corruption sectors 3453, 23452, 13423, 4444, 22345, 23452
.fusion containment replacement required
.fusion containment instability in platepoint 445

///end report return
///SelfBoot Internal Diagnostic tool run number: 381,343
///recommend drydock maintenance
///nearest drydock facility: ERROR

>ignore
>fusion containment instability in platepoint 445 .define

///running

.fusion containment instability in platepoint 445
.torus breach likely

///warning fusion containment beyond maximum lifespan
///SOP full shutdown return to drydock

>ignore

> …

> …

> …

>neural lace echo signal query

///neural lace echo signal detect 456 meters
///priority override: recovery of pilot

>nanomachine conglomeration position query

///nanomachine conglomeration position: 546 meters, 687 meters, 678 meters

>redefine nanomachine conglomeration 1-2-3 “worm-guard”
>1 Bad Customer
>2 Big Face
>3 Brown Pants

///redefine accepted
///worm-guard position: Bad Customer 546 meters, Big Face 687 meters, Brown Pants 678 meters

>nanomachine control locus query

///nanomachine control locus detection lost
///high threat targets retreat achieved
///recommend null engage
///return intel to division HQ request support
///ERROR division HQ non-contact

> …

> …

///Request orders yes/no?

> …

///Request orders yes/no?

> …

///Request orders yes/no?

>y

///ERROR division HQ non-contact

///internal audio
///interrupt: warning no Human-Human crew present

>ignore warning

///internal audio direct input
///Melyn: .“Pheiri! Pheiri, your heart sounds wrong! Sounds wrong. Pheiri, are you listening to us? Listening?”

* * *

“Of course he’s listening to us,” said Hafina. Her voice was shaking. “Mely, of course he’s listening to us. He’s probably just busy. Right?”

Melyn focused on the screen with the green text — the only screen which was online in the whole of Pheiri’s control cockpit. All the other screens and readouts were dead and black and dark. The lights were dead too, even the little buttons and switches which never did anything. That had never happened before. Melyn didn’t need to check her notebooks to know this was unprecedented.

Haf hissed her name again: “Mely?”

Melyn didn’t look at Haf, because Haf sounded scared, and seeing Haf be scared would make Melyn scared, and she was already so scared that she was almost paralysed.

Without looking, she said: “I don’t know. Don’t know. Don’t know. He just keeps showing me a big list of all the things that are wrong with him. Wrong with him.”

Haf swallowed very loudly in the close confines of the control cockpit. “Is it a very big list?”

“Yes. Yes.”

Haf whined like a kicked dog; Melyn wasn’t sure what a ‘dog’ was, but that was how Haf sounded. Melyn hated that sound, because it meant Haf was scared; Haf always put so much blind faith in Pheiri, and now that faith was undermined. Melyn read the list again. She knew what all the words meant now, because she’d spent the last half-hour puzzling them out one by one, focusing on each word until the meaning drifted upward onto the screen of her mind.

She spoke again, for Haf’s comfort: “Most of it’s not new. Not new. Not. Except … ” She read out loud: “Fusion containment instability in platepoint four-four-five. That one is new.”

Haf panted in the dark, raw and quick, like she’d been running, or like how she did after they had sex. Melyn heard the knuckles of all six of Haf’s hands creaking as they tightened on the seat, on her rifle clutched in her lap, on random bits of the control cockpit.

“What does that mean? Mely, what does that mean?”

Melyn chewed her bottom lip and frowned very hard.

The screen of her mind was providing enthusiastic but useless suggestions: heart murmur, cardiopulmonary bypass, aneurysm rupture. She made those words go away. Those were body words, for fixing bodies; her fingers twitched and cramped at those words. But Pheiri’s body worked differently. He had different parts. And he was much larger.

Pheiri’s nuclear heartbeat sounded wrong — guttering and fluttering, far below Melyn’s feet.

Melyn wasn’t surprised; that was the worst fight they’d had a long time. She would have to go back through the oldest of her notebooks to find anything similar. Maybe there would be time for that later.

Later?

Countdown estimates and evacuation warnings scrolled across the screen of her mind. She made those go away.

Right now she had to think very hard, for Pheiri; she needed all the concepts to line up inside her head.

Melyn and Hafina had spent the last few days as they always had: squirming around inside Pheiri’s innards, sleeping curled up in his crew compartment, and eating food-sticks from the dispenser. They made the usual forays through the top hatch and up onto the outer deck — only when Pheiri said it was safe, of course — to watch the city roll by, to taste the air, and for Melyn to draw and sketch the living things they saw. The screen of her mind called that process ‘taxonomical cataloguing’.

But as the days had advanced, as Pheiri had ground his slow way towards the ‘nanomachine output facility footprint’ — which meant he was approaching a graveworm — he had insisted again that they seal his hatches and stay inside.

Check atmospheric seals! Check atmospheric re-processors!

Melyn had performed those tasks as best she could, though the re-processors were just lifeless chunks of broken machinery and the seals were ragged with age. But it made Pheiri stop flashing the messages, which meant he was happy.

Hafina had disassembled and reassembled her various guns, going through the same motions she always did, humming to herself and rubbing grease on all the metal parts; Melyn liked to watch that, but she pretended she didn’t, because then Haf would pull that big stupid grin at her and gesture for Melyn to get in her lap, and Melyn thought the gun-grease stank and Haf’s hands got all slippery.

But then Haf had climbed up into the storage compartments, to fetch some guns she hadn’t pulled apart and put back together in such a long time that she’d forgotten how to do it. Melyn realised Haf was distracting herself. Melyn had done the same, wriggling up into storage where she kept the books; she’d selected a few that she hadn’t read in a long time, so that she’d forgotten the words.

That helped her stop thinking about how Pheiri was driving them directly toward a graveworm.

Pheiri’s estimate had been three hundred hours. Melyn’s mind had given her a precise countdown in seconds and minutes. She’d made that go away after the first day; it gave her the jitters.

But then, long before his three hundred hour estimate, as Pheiri had been crunching through the city, grinding old concrete and dusty brick beneath his treads, he had suddenly picked up speed.

He hadn’t given any advance warning. Pheiri had gunned his engines to maximum, slamming right through the buildings in their path, showering his outer hull with debris, throwing Melyn and Hafina to the floor of the crew compartment. Melyn had scrambled into the control cockpit and screamed; Pheiri had flashed a nonsense message about ‘nanomachine control locus detected, pilot lace signal at risk’.

Then he’d thrown a massive tantrum. Emergency lighting everywhere, alarms blaring in their ears; internal bulkheads had slammed shut, hatches auto-locked, the tiny steel-glass viewing window in his control cockpit covered over with armour.

He had rocked to a halt — Melyn had felt that as a brief moment of stillness and silence — and then the world had exploded around her ears, beyond Pheiri’s armour.

Melyn and Hafina had clung to each other on the floor of the crew compartment, buried beneath blankets; Melyn hadn’t been ashamed to cry, and Haf hadn’t teased her about needing to cover her ears. Haf had enough hands to do that for both of them.

The screen of Melyn’s mind had filled with ‘combat length engagement statistics’, ‘penetration risk charts’, and ‘crew battle stations’. She had felt a strange and nauseating urge to crawl back toward the control cockpit and up the ladder into the turret. But that thought made her head spin.

The terrible noise hadn’t lasted too long.

Everything had gone very, very quiet. Pheiri had eventually moved again — in reverse — then stopped for a long, long time. All his internal lightning had gone out, bit by bit. Melyn and Hafina had sheltered in the dark, listening to their own breathing, waiting for Pheiri to tell them what to do next.

But he hadn’t. He hadn’t even flashed the screens and LEDs and lights in his control cockpit, to get their attention. He’d just sat, quietly, in the dark.

And Melyn had realised that Pheiri’s heart sounded wrong.

Eventually — when there were no more horrible noises, no fingers scraping against the back hatch, no gunfire plinking off Pheiri’s exterior armour — Melyn had found her courage, crawled through Pheiri’s innards to the control cockpit, and started asking questions. Haf had followed, weighed down with body armour and a gun. They’d gotten their answers. Melyn didn’t like the answers.

Hafina hissed again: “Mely? Fusion containment … instability? What does that mean? Mely?”

Melyn said, “I think it means that Pheiri needs our help. Our help. I need to go fix his heart. Go down. Fix his heart.”

Haf whined again.

Melyn finally turned and looked at Hafina, across the cramped confines of the control cockpit. The lights were all dead, even the emergency lights, so Haf was a big stupid lumpy shape coiled up in one of the forward seats, massive and ungainly. Her fluffy blonde hair was swept back and matted with sweat from being so afraid; her eyes had widened as big as they could stretch, filling half her face with pools of black; beneath her body armour her skin had darkened to a stealthy deep blue. She looked ready to cry. Haf never cried. Melyn didn’t want her to cry.

Melyn said, “I have to go down and fix his heart. Go down. Fix his heart.”

Haf sniffed loudly. “I don’t like it when you go down there. You get all confused. Not all of you comes back.”

Melyn stood up. She put her notebook on the seat. She put her pen on the seat. She untied her dark hair and then tied it back up again, so it wouldn’t get in the way. Her hands were shaking.

She said: “I’ve done it before. Before. I know where I’m going. It’s in some of the older notebooks. I’ve had to patch him up before.”

“Yeah,” said Haf. “Exactly. Oh, Mel!”

Hafina uncoiled from her seat and lunged across the control cockpit. She left her rifle behind so she could wrap all six arms around Melyn. The hug was too tight, too hot, too sweaty, with too much cushion. Melyn clung on and kissed Haf’s shoulder and tried not to bite or make sad noises. Haf kissed the top of her head.

“Haf, stop,” Melyn said. “I have to go fix Pheiri’s heart. There’s a time limit. Time limit. Maybe. But I don’t know which one. Don’t know which one.”

Haf whined, “I know … ”

Haf let go. Melyn wriggled free. One of Haf’s hands lingered on her arm.

There was no time to spare. Melyn squirmed out of the control cockpit and into the tangled knot of innards which led back to the crew compartment. She scrambled beneath the turret-ladder and couldn’t resist the urge to look up; that made her feel sick. She crawled across the bulge of super-heavy armour over Pheiri’s brain. She wriggled around spare seats and lifted herself over bare metal and slipped past loose wiring. Haf followed behind her, slower and more clumsy, too big to fit.

Melyn reached the engine access hatch, a plain white plate of moveable armour set into the floor between a bunch of dead screens and threadbare seats. She heaved with all her strength to throw it open; the hatch clacked back on its hinges. She quickly stripped off her clothes and tossed them on the floor, discarding her jumper, pajama bottoms, and socks, until she was wearing only her underwear. Pheiri’s guts were tight and cramped; she needed to be as small as possible.

Haf caught up and picked up Melyn’s clothes, cradling them in her arms. “Mely. Be careful. Please.”

Melyn turned and stuck her feet through the hatch; naked toes found the first rung of the ladder. She didn’t look up at Haf. “You be careful, stupid. Don’t go outside.”

Haf laughed, a weak sound. “Why would I go outside?”

Melyn climbed down a few rungs, until her chin was level with the floor. She stared at the socks on Haf’s feet. “You do stupid things when I’m not looking.”

Haf’s laugh was a bit stronger. “I do not. I do smart things!”

“Then keep doing smart things. I’ll keep looking.” Melyn looked down between her naked legs, down into the tangled machinery inside Pheiri’s guts, the bits that made him go, the bits that made him think.

“Melyn.”

“Mm?”

“What do you think the pilot will be like?”

“The what? What?” Melyn concentrated on the route she was about to take, staring down between her legs. It was very dark down there.

“The pilot!” Haf tried to laugh again. “You know, the reason we came here? Pheiri wanted to pick up a pilot, right? So … do you think she’s … you think she’ll be … smart? Like you? Or strong, like me? Or … something … something different?”

“Don’t think about that right now. Not right now. Not now.”

Haf swallowed, wet and worried. “Do you want to take a gun with you?”

“What? What?” Melyn looked up. Haf was crying a bit. Her skin had cycled to peach-cream softness. Melyn had no idea what ‘peach’ or ‘cream’ was, but the screen of her mind provided the comparison regardless. She frowned at Haf. “Why would I need a gun inside Pheiri? And you know I can’t shoot straight. Can’t shoot straight.”

Haf shrugged, big muscles rolling too much. “I don’t know. Might make your hands feel less lonely.”

“My hands are fine. Haf, I’m going down now. Going down. Don’t close the hatch.”

“I love you,” said Haf.

“Love you too,” said Melyn.

And then she dropped, down into Pheiri’s secret insides, down into the dark, her naked toes and bare hands on white-grey ladder rungs.

Pheiri got weird down there. Melyn knew from experience that bits of him were more like meat than metal — throbbing, glowing, giving off gentle heat or glugging with fluids — but she could barely see those, not this time. Pheiri’s internal lighting was close to dead; the only illumination came from the parts of him that made light as a by-product.

She climbed down past the bulge of armour over his brain, with the twinkling activity indicators. She reached the bottom of the ladder, then had to get onto her belly and squirm through the tight, twisting pathways deep inside Pheiri’s body, her own naked belly and legs and arms pressed to the gunmetal and white of Pheiri’s innards. She banged her elbows and knees, bruised her shoulders, scraped her scalp, grazed her feet; she left behind fragments of skin and blooms of blood. She navigated by the red light that glowed from between Pheiri’s seams, and by the deep-belly hum of his nuclear heartbeat — marred by the moist flutter of an internal injury.

Melyn’s sight began to fill with static. The screen of her mind provided multiple explanations: ‘millisieverts’, ‘Gy’, ‘roentgen’. She made those go away.

Melyn didn’t head for the nuclear reactor; she went in the opposite direction, to fetch the tool she needed to fix the problem. She crawled and wriggled and squeezed deep into the spaces where Pheiri made bullets and regrew his armour. She found the tiny, curving cavity that she thought of as the ‘secret room’, with the big tank plugged into the machines — a container full of grey goo.

She knew it was called grey goo. She’d been told that, once. By Pheiri? Must have been.

She knew Pheiri used to have more of the grey goo; the container used to be sealed, too, but she’d had to break it open, the first time that Pheiri had needed her assistance to fix himself. She’d drawn a line on the exterior of the tank of grey goo, so she could measure how fast it dropped; she’d added a date as well, but now the date meant nothing to her. There were a lot more lines, dropping away toward the bottom of the container.

Melyn had left bottles here, from last time. She picked one up and used her fingertips to push the gooey paste into the bottle, then screwed the cap on. She licked the residue off her fingers.

Then she noticed the screen; it was the only screen down here in the secret room, a tiny rectangle for displaying ammunition production rates. But now it had words.

Melyn’s vision was so full of static that she could barely read the words. She had to get very close.

>stop internal crew mission stop maintenance stop stop drydock return stop risk to crew stop

Melyn sighed. “Pheiri, I have to fix you. It’s your heart. You can’t live without a heart.”

The text did not change.

Melyn knew that she wasn’t really meant to be doing this — in the way that a flower knows it is meant to feel the sun, rather than be shut away in the dark. She didn’t know what a ‘flower’ was, or what the ‘sun’ was meant to be, but the metaphor presented itself on the screen of her mind. It made sense. She wasn’t supposed to be crawling through the workings of a machine. Somebody else was supposed to be doing this.

And she knew she couldn’t really fix Pheiri, anyway.

Pheiri needed spare parts, a machine shop, and an engineer. Or a whole team of engineers. Melyn wasn’t quite sure what those things were — except ‘spare parts’ — but she knew they didn’t possess any. Haf wasn’t an engineer, Melyn was certain of that. Haf was a soldier, which meant she was good with guns and shooting and being big and hitting things. Melyn wasn’t quite sure about herself; part of her was certain that she was a librarian, which meant she knew where all the books were — and she did know where all the books were, so she was a librarian by definition.

The screen of her mind said: adaptational reclassification.

Sometimes, when she got too close to the turret ladder, her mind suggested ‘tanker’. She didn’t know what that meant. Other times, when Haf lay down on one of the crew compartment benches, on her back, Melyn felt like she was supposed to be standing over Haf and doing things with knives and thread, to make Haf work better inside. That never made sense either.

Melyn left the secret room behind and crawled back in the other direction, toward Pheiri’s heart.

By the time she reached the reactor core and crawled into the tiny, cramped, circular space, she was completely blind.

She worked by touch, her vision nothing but static. The air throbbed and hummed with Pheiri’s heartbeat — cut through by a terrible coughing gurgle. She left the bottle of grey goo by the entrance and dragged herself over the massive central doughnut shape of the reactor torus, touching and pressing, running her fingertips over each tiny plate of the magnetic containment vessel. Twice she got her back and buttocks stuck between the torus and the ceiling; on the second time she thought she might not be able to dislodge herself — she was jammed fast, blind and helpless, and she began to panic. But then she bit her hand open and lubricated her skin with her own blood. She slipped free and lay on the floor, panting and shaking for almost an hour before she carried on.

The torus was unbreached. No plate was out of shape or out of position. Which made sense, because a magnetic containment breach would have blown Pheiri to pieces. Melyn tried not to think about that.

Eventually she found the problem — one of the feed-lines into the torus was damaged. A single piece of plating had warped and bent sideways. Melyn ran her fingers over it multiple times to confirm that it felt wrong.

“That’s what you get for gunning your engines,” she said. She could not hear herself over the thudding of Pheiri’s heartbeat.

She crawled back to the entrance and retrieved the bottle of grey goo. Then she used her bare hands to smear it all over the feed-line breach, pressing the raw goop into the wound. Her own blood was probably mixed in — she couldn’t see to check — but that was okay. The grey goo would do the real work. She just had to get it on there.

She smeared and slapped and slopped the stuff, until her arms were numb and her mouth tasted of iron and her vision had gone black instead of static.

She sat back, perhaps an hour later, and licked her hands clean as she listened to Pheiri’s heartbeat.

A deep throbbing; a healthy, steady, lengthy drum-drum-drum of nuclear power, feeding the turbines deeper down.

“Love you, Pheiri,” she said.

The screen of her mind scrolled with words: good job, well done, mission success, return to engineer division command for cleaning and refit. She made all those go away. None of them meant anything.

Melyn spent an hour crawling in circles before she found the exit from the torus chamber again.

Another hour to reach the ladder.

Another hour to

hatch

hurt

Haf?

* * *

///external communication access request receive
///high frequency radio
///handshake protocol sent response
///signal origin: Combat Frame, Who’s Asking?
///handshake protocol ignored
///recommend null contact, signal source not verified

///external communication access request receive
///handshake protocol rejected short-wave only
///audio safety scrub confirmed
///playing direct audio input

.“Oh, come on, you’re a fucking metal box. You have wheels! You expect me to believe you have an AI substrate enclosure inside a tank? Basic audio, really? What do you think I’m doing, trying to squirt a virus into your tiny machine brain? What’s the point of audio? No, Victoria, of course it doesn’t have crew. Did you see it earlier? It’s auto-piloted. Crew would have popped a hatch and shouted at us to get inside, not assumed we knew what to do.”

///unidentified language
///translating audio
///transcribing audio
///awaiting response

///internal audio
///Hafina: .“Pheiri? Pheiri, what’s this? That’s not you, is it? That’s somebody out there, talking to us? Mely! Mely, wake up! We’re being talked at! We’re being talked at!”

///Melyn: .“Who? Who? Who? Pheiri, Pheiri. Who is. Who or what is. Who is this?”

///audio relay established. pass-through translation established.

///Unknown source, aboard the Who’s Asking?: .“Am I talking to a person — or another zombie, I suppose? Or a machine? What are you doing, you overgrown fossilized turd? Is this supposed to be audio rendered as text? Is this—”

///Melyn: .“Person. Hello. Hello. Melyn. This is Haf. We’re … Pheiri.”

///Hafina: .“Hey! H-hey, sorry, Mely’s not f-feeling too good right now. Are you the pilot? Are we talking to the pilot? Hi!”

///Unknown source, aboard the Who’s Asking?: .“No. No, you’re talking to … uh. Yes— yes— Vic— okay, fine! Shut up for a second! Go nurse your skull or watch the corpse, let me talk. My name is … Kagami. I’m on board the combat frame — the mech, the giant robot. You understand that term? You helped us earlier, you covered us when we fucked up, when the commander fucked up, whatever. We need—”

///Hafina: .“We— we— have to help the pilot! I think. I don’t know. Mely? Mely, what do I say? They want to be friends, I think they want to be friends, but they’re not the pilot, they’re not—”

///Melyn: .“Pheiri helped. Friends. Pilot. Friends.”

///Unknown source, aboard the Who’s Asking?: .“Pilot? Do you mean Elpida? Or the pilot inside this combat frame?”

///Hafina: .“I … I don’t know. Sorry! Haha!”

///Unknown source, aboard the Who’s Asking?: .“Well you’re in luck, because both of them are on my side. I’m on the side of both of the ‘pilots’. Understand? So, you and me, we’re on the same side. And we need your help to get one of the pilots back. I assume you’re willing, the way you tried to help us earlier. Yes? Confirm your intentions.”

///interrupt audio relay
///direct transmission mind-to-input-source
///all assistance rendered request confirmation pilot
///awaiting response

=Fucking hell, you think in base-8 as well. Whoever decided to design machines like this should be shot. Fine, here’s a squirt of binary, have fun with that. Understand this? Good. So, I’m talking to the AI in charge now, am I? No, I can’t confirm that I’m friends with the pilot, I don’t have any of your confirmation codes or call-words or any of that guff, because we’re all millions of years past our sell-by dates — and unless I’ve misunderstood the state of the world, so are you, you ball of silicon. You want to help us save the ‘pilot’? Her name is Elpida, by the way, and she’s an idiot who got herself captured by fucking psychos who paint skulls on everything. Which is a great sign! The best sign! I’m being sarcastic, sure hope you can process that. You’re going to have to take this on trust. Now, I’ve got sensors up here that can see through solid steel, concrete, whatever you like, which means I can’t see inside you, but I can pinpoint every zombie within a mile or two. Here’s the deal: I shovel you intel, you break our friends out. Deal?=

>deal

=Wait! Wait, there’s something at your back end. I assume you’re armoured against close-assault infiltration, but it just appeared. Thought you might like to know. Gesture of good faith and all that.=

>accepted

///Hafina: .“Uh! Mely … Mely, what was that? Was that … ”

///Melyn: .“Knock knock. Who’s there? Rear hatch. Rear hatch who. That’s somebody knocking on the rear hatch, Haf. Haf hatch. Haf. Hatch. Knock knock?”

///Unidentified source, touching rear hatch: .“Greetings, great and terrible titan of forgotten times. There is a door in your belly. Are you a house? Do not turn your eyes and stones upon this slip of flesh, I beg — for I see your thoughts sending through the air. We share an aim, I believe: the warrior, brought low, requires aid. I have need of your arm. You have little need of mine. But I can go where you cannot tread, for you are large, and I am small.”


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Pheiri’s been running for a very long time. He’s a very good boy. And he’s very tired. And he still has important things to do.

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Content Warnings

Sadism/intentional infliction of pain
Head wounds



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The thing that wore Elpida’s face joined Vicky and Kagami in the manual control chamber.

Sweat prickled on Vicky’s skin as the Elpida-thing crawled through the doorway aperture; Kagami pressed a key on the bone-white control panel, erasing the word ‘gravity’ on one of the screens, before the Elpida-thing could see. She — or it? Vicky wasn’t sure; it squatted in the opening, braced one hand against the wall, and pulled Elpida’s face into a smile. Too bright, too sweet, with too much tooth.

It spoke with Elpida’s voice: “Hey, you two. I think I’m through to the pilot. We’re in.”

Vicky nodded; she didn’t trust herself to smile. Her heart rate climbed; each beat sent a pulse of pain spider-webbing across the rear of her cracked skull.

Kagami snorted. She said: “Resorting to brute strength, commander? Only thing you’re good for, anyway. Brainless gene-jacked bull.”

The Elpida-thing ignored the insult. It continued to smile, white teeth stained red by the steady biological blood-light of the combat frame’s interior illumination. It no longer carried the crowbar, but held Elpida’s submachine gun strapped over one shoulder; Vicky did not recall seeing the weapon in the circular chamber. It had removed the armoured coat, revealing Elpida’s toned and taut musculature beneath a thin layer of grey thermal t-shirt. Copper-brown skin was sticky with exertion. Sweat patches showed at the armpits. White hair was swept back. Purple eyes looked almost black.

Vicky had spent plenty of time studying Elpida, since they had clawed their way out of their metal resurrection coffins alongside each other — almost as much time as she had spent studying herself. She found it difficult not to look at Elpida, to admire her, to stare at her on occasion. Vicky didn’t lie to herself that this was innocent fascination: Elpida was one of the most attractive people she’d ever encountered. Six and a half feet of hyper-athletic super-soldier, who moved with all the confidence and precision of a feline on the hunt, like a war goddess given life by a wish; and she spoke such sense, with such determination and compassion. Elpida was everything Vicky had always dreamed of. In life, Vicky would have shied away from a presence like Elpida, consumed by the conflation of attraction and jealousy: Do I want to sleep with her, or do I want to be her? But resurrection and afterlife had levelled all the old distinctions. And Vicky had a new body now. She was less confused.

The thing wearing Elpida’s face and form had replicated every physical detail. But it didn’t even bother to try with the mannerisms, the tone of voice, or the facial expressions. It possessed none of Elpida’s power and presence. A perfect picture, animated incorrectly.

Not gonna call you her name, Vicky thought. Necromancer? Necro-pida? Nelpida? No, those are all stupid. You’re a stupid bitch, Vic. And you’re distracting yourself with bullshit, ‘cos you’re terrified. Take your hand off your pistol — it can probably see. Fuck, look at the way it smiles.

Was this creature really a ‘Necromancer’? Vicky had nothing to go on except what Pira had said, so many days ago now, in that concrete bunker: myths and legends passed around among revenants, about shape-shifting imitators with perfect control of nanomachines, both inside their own bodies and in the bodies of other undead.

Was that why Elpida had paused, up on the combat frame, before they’d all gotten separated?

Had this thing led Elpida into a trap, and then paralysed her?

Out loud, Vicky said: “Back off, Kaga. The commander’s doing her best. Not like you’ve had any luck with the controls here.”

Kagami hissed through her teeth and turned a cold shoulder to Vicky and the Necromancer, returning to her examination of the wall of exterior camera views; Vicky was impressed, she hadn’t thought Kagami was capable of faking. Perhaps it was method acting, powered by fear and exhaustion.

Kagami said: “Well? What are you waiting for, commander? A gold star sticker? A pat on the back? Get up there and plug yourself in already.”

The Elpida-thing said, “Actually, I want you both to come with me. There may be internal defences still online.” It patted the submachine gun. “I don’t expect bullets will scratch the armour inside this thing, but those drones have everything we need.” She nodded at the silver cigar-shapes of Kagami’s drones, one still in Kagami’s left hand and the other five lined up on the seat.

Kagami turned back around and squinted with bloodshot eyes. “What do you mean, ‘everything we need’? I thought this mech was like your long-lost girlfriend. Thought you were ready to go rooting wrist-deep in her guts.”

The Elpida-thing said: “Those drones have internal shield-projectors, miniaturised force-applicators, and jamming equipment. All we have to do is overcome any internal defences, just long enough for me to reach the pilot uplink. A few seconds at most. Then I’ll have full control.” She smiled at Kagami. “I want you to take the lead, in front, with the shield-projectors in the drones. We’ll be right behind you.”

Kagami drawled: “Is that an order, commander?”

“It’s a request from a friend. Please, Kaguya?”

Vicky broke out in cold sweat; her blood turned to ice. Kagami snorted, but she couldn’t quite cover her horror. The thing wearing Elpida’s face just smiled and smiled and smiled. It knew Kagami’s name, it had heard Vicky say her name out loud, more than once. The mistake was on purpose.

It’s mocking us, Vicky thought. Daring us to call it out. Playing with us.

The Elpida-thing turned purple eyes on Vicky, creased with sudden concern. “Are you alright? You look pale.”

Vicky forced her voice to work: “I did die of a head wound back there, commander. Kinda hurts. A lot. With every heartbeat, you know?”

The Elpida-thing gestured for Vicky to turn. “Let me take a look.”

Vicky wanted to scream. But she turned to show the back of her skull, skin crawling, heart racing, head pounding with pain in every pulse. She stared at the jumble of screens, at the snatches of night vision and infra-red. Her eyes settled on the real Elpida — nothing more than a smudge of heat signature inside the nearest skyscraper. She was upright, but unmoving. Arms above her head? Vicky couldn’t quite make out the details.

The Elpida-thing touched her shoulder; Vicky flinched. For a second Vicky thought the Necromancer might just plunge a finger through the damaged skull plates in sadistic delight. But ‘Elpida’ made a concerned noise low in her throat. “Mm. Right. You need to be careful with that. One bump and you could be out cold for hours. You take the rear, okay? Hopefully we won’t have to do anything much up there. Then you can rest. I promise.”

Vicky turned back. She forced a smile. “Commander.”

Kagami was busy unplugging her pair of palm-cables from the combat frame’s manual control panel; she winced as the first one popped free, then gasped when the second cable just wiggled back and forth and wouldn’t detach. Vicky didn’t think Kagami was faking the pain. Sweat was running down her face, gluing her long black hair to her forehead and neck; she was shivering and shaking with effort.

Then the Necromancer reached over Kagami’s shoulder and yanked the cable out of the panel; Kagami flinched and yelped, then whined softly, panting for breath.

The Elpida-thing smiled and smiled and smiled.

Vicky forced herself to speak: “So … what are we going to do, up in the … with the pilot?”

The Necromancer said, “I assume the pilot is dead or incapacitated. I’ll take over, plug myself into the neural controls.” It tilted Elpida’s head and tapped the back of its neck — the imitation of Elpida’s MMI cranial uplink slot. “All ready to go.”

Vicky couldn’t help herself: “Do you think the pilot is one of your cadre?”

The Elpida-thing shrugged. “Shouldn’t think so.”

Kagami gathered herself; the shiny black cables slowly retracted back into her left palm, into bio-plastic slots in her altered flesh. She gestured with a flick of her circuitry-laced fingers — the six silver drones rose into the air, perfectly silent and level. “Fuck you, commander,” she grumbled. “Fine, I’ll take point, seeing as you’re too chicken-shit to do it yourself. But I’ll need Victoria with me.” She reached out with her right hand, claw-like and shaking, and grabbed the sleeve of Vicky’s coat. “Been plugged into this thing for hours. Feel like I might fall over. Vicky, you better catch me — when I do.”

Kagami’s bloodshot eyes filled with meaning. Vicky nodded. “Sure thing, Kaga. I got you.”

The Elpida-thing led them back into the circular chamber, crouch-walking under the low ceiling of glowing red. She waited to one side for Kagami and Vicky to lead the way up the sloping passage she had opened. White bulkheads and their bolt-like fastenings lay all over the floor. There was no sign of the crowbar, or the Elpida-thing’s armoured coat. Vicky tried not to think about that.

“I’ll be right behind you,” said the thing, with Elpida’s voice.

The upward-sloping service tunnel turned out to be a narrow, kinked passageway of ridged bone, tighter and more cramped than the passage which Vicky had taken from the hatch. It climbed upward through the combat frame in a claustrophobic spiral. At least it wasn’t dark — Kagami’s drones emitted a cold blue glow — but that only made Vicky more aware of the limited space.

Kagami took the lead, huffing and puffing, swearing softly, dragging her bionic legs. Vicky didn’t think Kaga was bluffing about being on the verge of physical collapse, but she didn’t actually need Vicky to haul her along — she had a drone for that, helping to push her up the spiral. She sent three of the silver cigar-shapes a few feet ahead, kept one just in front of her, and had the sixth drone hover behind Vicky’s back; Vicky doubted that a single drone would be able to cover her if the Necromancer decided to pounce on them in this tunnel, with no retreat and nowhere to go. Vicky stayed close to Kagami, concentrating on crawling up the spiralling slope, and on the pounding pain in the rear of her skull. She tried not to think about the Elpida-thing at her heels.

Vicky had no idea what Kagami was planning; their covert communication had been interrupted before she could ask for specifics.

Gravity — what had Kaga meant? Was she going to drop the Necromancer off the side of the mech? Did the Elpida-thing know that Kagami had been in contact with the combat frame’s pilot — or that the pilot was alive? Did it know about the internal defences inside the pilot enclosure? Did it know the plan, from reading their minds?

What if it knew — and didn’t care?

Vicky decided she would go down fighting, whatever happened; it was the same impulse that had wedded her heart to the revolution. Doomed hope was better than hopeless surrender, if you were going to die anyway. Go down fighting, fuck the odds.

Her large-calibre handgun weighed heavily in one pocket of her armoured coat. She wished she hadn’t left the LMG behind, under the hatch; the heavy weapon probably wouldn’t work any better than a pistol, if the thing behind her really was a Necromancer, but the weight and power would feel good in her arms. Maybe the confidence would have soothed the back of her skull.

The sloping passageway ended with a sudden drop. The combat frame disgorged all three of them into the pilot chamber: an oval, perhaps twenty feet long and ten feet wide, with more than enough room to stand up.

Blood-light throbbed from a domed ceiling, dark and arterial, scarlet with oxygenation, sluicing through visible whorls and folds and wrinkles behind the thin white bone-material. Veins as thick as Vicky’s waist pumped and glugged inside the walls, wrapped around bulb-like organs and grape-bunch nodules, in burgundy and garnet and crimson. Layers upon layers of red flesh stretched away in every direction. Orbs flowered open behind the walls, spirals of red all turning toward the intruders. The ceiling and walls were ridged, like ribs. The floor was spongy and warm and pulsating.

“Fuck me,” Vicky hissed. “Fuck me, this is not a machine. Oh fuck, Elpida, what is this?”

At the far end of the chamber an upright cylinder was set into the wall, like a cyst. The cylinder was surrounded by a tight knot of blood vessels and organ-shapes — but there the flesh behind the walls was bruised and ruptured, gone purple with spreading damage.

The front of the cylinder was made from semi-transparent cartilage; inside was a second layer of cylinder, all metals and plastics and cables and the flickering remains of holographic screens, whited-out with static and ruined by glitches. Behind the screens the capsule was full of orange fluid; swirls of pinkish-crimson blood floated in the liquid.

And there was the pilot.

She was submerged in the orange fluid, a tall and willowy body wrapped in a dark skin-suit, cradled by higher density areas of the liquid. Her face was narrow and aquiline. A massive trunk of cable ran from the back of her skull and vanished upward into the ceiling of the capsule.

Elpida’s phenotype: white hair, copper-brown skin, and purple eyes — open, squinting with pain, clouded by the coils of blood in the orange fluid.

Kagami’s drones shot out into the chamber and assumed a rough circle. Vicky helped Kagami to her feet; Kagami clung on hard, shaking and panting. Vicky’s heart was pounding, pain stabbing at the back of her skull.

The Elpida-thing was suddenly next to her, purple eyes scanning the chamber, submachine gun cradled in both hands — aimed at the cylinder and the injured pilot inside.

“Alright,” said Vicky, for Kagami’s benefit. “What now?”

Where were the defences the pilot had promised? Vicky didn’t see anything that looked like a weapon — not even a weird biological weapon set into a wall. The orb-eye things buried deep in the burgundy flesh did not seem to be powering up or preparing to strike. Cameras? Or was the combat frame looking at them?

The Elpida-thing snapped: “Defences?”

Kagami snorted, trying to sound derisive, but Vicky could feel her shaking. “I-I I think they’re all off-line,” Kagami said. “She’s injured, see? I wonder if she can even see us through that … that … whatever the fuck that is?”

The Elpida-thing stepped toward the cylinder, submachine gun levelled at the pilot. Kagami’s drones bobbed lower and reduced the size of their circle, as if to protect the Elpida-thing from any unseen defences. Vicky’s heart was slamming so hard her vision was blurring with pain. She couldn’t take this much longer. She slipped her hand into her pocket and gripped her pistol; better than nothing.

Vicky repeated, louder: “What now?”

Kagami gritted her teeth and gestured with one hand: wait!

The Necromancer sighed deeply and lowered her weapon. She was staring at the pilot; the pilot squinted back, concussed or insensible — or pretending? Kagami’s drones drew closer to the thing which wore Elpida’s face. Vicky clicked off the safety on her handgun.

The Elpida-thing muttered: “No, we weren’t sure what to expect. A human being? Within the acceptable range of outcomes, but not good. I’ll have to smash this to access the controls. Yes. Pity.”

The Elpida-thing raised her gun and clicked the safety off. The pilot’s eyes widened in alarm; she raised a hand inside the orange fluid. Vicky started to draw her pistol.

And Kagami pointed at the Necromancer.

Spongy floor-material roared to life around the Elpida-thing’s feet; it shot upward in a boiling wave of molten bone and engulfed both her legs. Thin trickles of steam rose from the contact-points: acid melting through clothing and flesh.

The Elpida thing didn’t even care. It glanced down once, then put the submachine gun to its shoulder and aimed at the pilot, and—

A wave of nausea slammed into Vicky; her head whirled with sudden dizziness, pulsing with heat and cold. Her sight flared with sunbursts of negative colour and her mouth filled with the taste of iron. Her body suddenly seemed alien; for a split-second she wasn’t real. Then she was absolutely certain she was dead — but she was already a zombie, so what did that matter? Then everything snapped back into focus, her senses too sharp, her hearing crackling with pressure.

Kagami was hanging off her arm, spitting blood, hissing with pain — and grinning in triumph.

Inside the capsule, the pilot was twitching and writhing.

And the Necromancer — the thing that wore Elpida’s face and form — wasn’t moving. It was facing away from them. Gun levelled. Stuck. Three of Kagami’s drones surrounded it in a rough pyramid shape. The other three hung further out.

Vicky panted: “Kaga— what—”

Crack-crack-crack-crack.

The Necromancer turned her head — and only her head, as if she was fighting against incredible pressure. Vertebra snapped and popped as she turned Elpida’s head one hundred and eighty degrees on Elpida’s neck, until she was facing backwards to stare at Kagami and Vicky.

She wasn’t smiling anymore.

The Elpida-thing moved her lips. A word crunched out: “How.”

Kagami howled with pain and laughter: “Nanomachine control, huh?! Trying to stop me!? Bitch, you have to transmit data somehow! And I’m blanketing you with enough EM jamming to kill a fucking whale!”

“How. Kill.”

Kagami screamed: “Same way I have you pinned, you stupid cunt! Know how to break nanomachines? Gravity, bitch!”

Vicky felt a pressure-wave hit her body, akin to the backwash of an explosion; she realised what Kagami was doing — the outer trio of her drones were using some kind of gravity field generators to pin the Necromancer in place, the same force that Kagami had used to shove Vicky down into the combat frame, but dialled up a hundred times.

The Elpida-thing strained for a second, as if in the grip of a giant hand. Kagami was drooling blood, whining with pain. A metallic creak came from the inner trio of drones — their hulls buckling under the pressure. Then—

Pop!

The Necromancer exploded like a water balloon filled with viscera. Elpida’s face burst, the crimson mess instantly turning to blue nano-slime as it lost coherence. Flesh, hair, clothes, submachine gun, all was revealed as pure nanomachine goop. The Necromancer splattered across the floor, up the walls, and even on the ceiling. A few droplets reached Vicky’s boots. The internal defences of the pilot chamber flowed back into the spongy floor.

Kagami released the EM fields and the gravitics; her six drones instantly clattered to the floor. Kagami went limp in Vicky’s arms, heaving for breath, hacking up blood, grinning with victory.

“Got you!” Kagami spat. “Fuck you— fucking— shit— got you! Got—”

“Kaga!” Vicky all but shouted in her face. “Kaga, breathe! Breathe!”

“We don’t need to fucking breathe!” Kagami howled with laughter. “We’re zombies!”

Vicky laughed too, despite the pain in the back of her skull and the lingering disorientation from the electromagnetic jamming; she couldn’t help it. The Necromancer was blue slime now — did that mean they should eat the remains? The combat frame’s pilot had gone quite still inside her capsule of orange fluid, eyes squinted to slits, jaw clenched with pain. Vicky gave her a thumbs up, hoping she understood the gesture.

The pilot raised a fist and pressed her knuckles to the front of the cylinder. Good enough.

Kagami’s legs were going out from under her. Vicky lowered Kagami gently to the floor so she could sit, then squatted beside her. Kagami’s face was drenched with sweat; she was dribbling crimson, shaking all over. Several blood vessels had burst inside her left eye, staining the white with blood-red. She was cradling her left arm like it was wounded. But she was grinning.

Vicky said: “Kaga, that was nuts. And — you know, well done. You went all hydraulic press on her. How did you know it would work?”

“I didn’t!” Kagami snorted up a plug of clotted blood. “Thought it might work. Block her signals. Jam her up. Miniaturised gravitics, absolute fucking bullshit of the highest order. Shouldn’t even work. Ha! Ha … ha … ”

Kagami’s laugh trailed off; her eyes went wide. Vicky followed her gaze.

The splatters of blue nano-goop were rippling like puddles in a breeze.

“Oh shit,” said Vicky.

“ … Victoria,” Kagami murmured.

“Yeah?”

“I can’t do that again. I’m spent. I need battery plug-in. I need — brains, probably. I can’t— if—”

Vicky grabbed Kagami under the armpits and prepared to haul her up. “We run. Come on! We—”

Sloooooorp.

With a sound like a meat-rendering machine, the Necromancer sucked herself back together.

The process happened in the blink of an eye. Blue slime flowed across the floor and walls and reunited into a coherent figure. Elpida’s stolen form and face blossomed in the crimson blood-light — but this time the Necromancer didn’t bother with the fine details: clothing melded into skin, cutting off at odd angles, grey blending with mottled copper-brown; white hair hung straight down, sharp and hard, with no effort to imitate flexible keratin; one hand had seven fingers, the other only three; the eyeballs ran black as if dyed with ink; the musculature was all lopsided, curves and angles in the wrong places, joints mere suggestions in plastic flesh. Eight feet tall, with a mouth like a black hole.

It spoke in Elpida’s voice, but with the stresses on the wrong syllables, the rhythms all mismatched:

“First-time for-rrr every thing, I sup-pose. Points for — creativ-ity. Well done, dead thing. Now-where was—

Vicky stood up, drew her handgun, and emptied the magazine into the Necromancer.

Bullets slammed into simulated flesh, tearing through cloth and skin and meat. The Necromancer didn’t flinch, not even when Vicky hit the jackpot with a head-shot: bam, straight through the right eye and out of the back of the skull, fragments of bone and brain spraying across the clean red-white of the combat frame’s interior.

Pointless? Perhaps. But resistance made Vicky feel better.

She counted bullets as she pulled the trigger: ten, eleven, one left — and then the Necromancer said: “Stop.”

Vicky stopped — not because she wanted to, but because an irresistible force had taken control of her right arm.

She watched in horror as her arm and hand moved to point the gun at her own head and press the muzzle to her skin. Her vision throbbed with pain from the crack in the back of her skull. She couldn’t move a muscle — except her right trigger finger. She tried to keep it very still.

Down on the floor, Kagami’s sextet of silver drones stirred. The Necromancer glanced at Kagami instead. Kagami froze in place. Her drones went still again.

Inside the capsule, the pilot was staring, wide-eyed, open-mouthed.

The Necromancer sighed, a scratchy sound like nails on a chalkboard. Fragments of skull and brain were flowing back toward her, down the wall and along the floor, but she made no effort to rebuild the wounds opened by Vicky’s handgun bullets. One-eyed, covered in crimson, she regarded Vicky with an amused smile.

It said: “Iiiif I let-you — go, will you — stop? Shooting at. Me?”

Vicky found she could move her lips. “Sure. Whatever.”

Suddenly Vicky’s body was her own again.

She pointed her pistol at the Necromancer’s chest and pulled the trigger. Her last bullet blasted a fist-sized hole in the fake meat, dripping red, showing pieces of ribcage.

The Necromancer wriggled — laughter? She said: “Are you — done?”

Vicky said: “I could throw the gun at you, but I don’t suppose that would make any difference, would it?”

“Youuu learn-quick. Nowww, are you, going to be a — good girl? Or a little bitch?” The Necromancer glanced down at Kagami; Kagami was locked in place, frozen like Vicky had been. “She is — goooing to be a — bitch, I can feel it. But I had, hoped not to have to put — both of you, down.”

“Stop wearing her face.”

The Necromancer frowned. The expression was all twisted up, muscles in the wrong places, moving in the wrong order. “What?”

Vicky surprised herself with her own anger; perhaps she would throw the gun after all. “Stop wearing her face! Elpida’s face! You’re not her!”

“Would you — prefer, I wear an-other?” The Necromancer’s face blurred, like oil poured into water. A ghost of Vicky’s own features surfaced, blended with the remains of Elpida.

“Wear your own,” Vicky spat.

“You do-not wa-nt to see — that.”

Vicky fought to think clearly over the pain stabbing in the rear of her skull. Was she truly powerless against this creature? Bullets, gravity compression, acid — nothing had hurt this Necromancer-thing, not permanently. But if she’d understood it correctly, it wanted to avoid killing them; the only thing she could do was survive. And gather information. Anything which might help the others, later.

She said: “You’re a Necromancer, aren’t you?”

The eight-foot tall monster of appropriated flesh and melted form shuddered again — yes, laughter, Vicky decided.

It said: “Necro-mancer? Is that what, you are call-ing us, now?”

Vicky had to think fast, before it got bored. “Why even talk to us? Why do all that, why pretend to be Elpida?”

A sigh; rusty nails. “Nostal-gia. It’s been a — long-time, since I spoke, with any-thing. I thought we were hav-ing some — fun.”

The face twisted again, muscles all going in the wrong directions. A smile. Vicky shivered and thought about the extra magazines in her coat pocket. But what good would those do?

“Fun?” she said. “I put your fucking brains on the wall, bitch.”

“Those aren’t my — brains. My brains, are dis-tribu-ted.”

“Fine!” Vicky spat. “Whatever! What do you want? Why are you doing all this in the first place?”

The Necromancer paused, then said: “Officially? To remove, this un-expected — intrusion into the — nano-bio-sphere and, tidy up, whatever brought, it here. Person-ally? To grasp an opportunity. Pilot this row-bot, murder a worm or two. An, act of resistance. It is a — pleasant side, effect that I will be able — to hide — the Telokopolan from, central’s attention.”

Vicky’s mind whirled; this was too much information. She wished she didn’t have a head wound; she wished the others were there, or Kaga could speak. She couldn’t do this alone.

The Necromancer began to turn away, more like liquid swirling inside a glass than a creature with joints and bones. It turned to look at the pilot inside the cylinder, then raised an arm and formed a blade-shape with the limb. The pilot opened her mouth in a silent scream, hands outstretched to ward off the blow.

“Wait, wait!” Vicky said. “Don’t kill the pilot! Telokopolan? Elpida? Do you mean Elpida?”

A shrug, or at least an attempt.

Vicky said: “Why not let the real Elpida in here? You stopped her up on the hull, didn’t you? Why do this yourself, why wear her face, if you wanted her to get this mech moving?”

The Necromancer turned back. “She would get, it wrong. She, wouldn’t under-stand. You dead things don’t really mat-ter. You’re juuust — tiny cogs. I’m a larger cog, but at least I — can choose when to stop — turn-ing.”

“Please don’t kill the pilot.”

The Necromancer smiled again. “Why?”

Vicky’s heart was pounding so hard that her head felt like it might explode. She had to speak through gritted teeth, eyes squinted almost shut. She was shaking so badly, worse than any time since Houseman Square, all those years ago, the first time she had ever held a rifle. Two hundred million years ago. Another life, another body, another person.

“Because I have two more magazines in my pocket and I’ll keep shooting you,” she said. “And then I’ll throw the gun at you. And then I’ll come at you with my fists and feet and I’ll bite you.”

“You can’t — stop — me.”

“Nah. You’ll probably kill me. But I’ll do it anyway. Piss you off for a second or two. Get your hands dirty. Give you a black eye. Fuck you.”

The Necromancer snorted — a noise like a bubbling tar-pit — and lowered her blade-arm.

And then the back of her neck exploded outward with a bundle of cables, like the prey-grasping arms of a deep-sea mollusc, and slammed into the bone-wall next to the pilot capsule. Tiny drills and hooks whirred and chewed through the combat frame’s interior armour, then bit into the crimson meat with a wet crunch.

The scarlet flesh flushed purple with damage; the cables pumped, as if injecting something into the body of the combat frame. The floor beneath Vicky’s feet shuddered. The whole machine shook. The pilot in her capsule went wide-eyed with fresh panic, mouth opening in a silent denial, fists pressing against the inside of her cylinder.

The Necromancer said: “An in-direct connection, is a little bit, more, work. But fine, dead — thing, if it mat-ters to you that much. I can still control, this—”

The combat frame growled.

The sound rose from the bowels of the machine, a rolling rumble from stone-lined guts.

The lights went out.

For a split-second the only illumination came from the orange fluid inside the pilot capsule. The pilot was slack-faced, as if something else had taken control.

Then the blood-red illumination throbbed back to life, flooding the chamber.

The Necromancer collapsed like a puppet with her strings cut. She crumpled to the floor in a tangle of jellied limbs and misarticulated bones. The imitation cranial uplink cable popped from the wall with a wet slurp and went down after her. The wound in the bone ejected a stream of steaming pus and purple gunk, then closed over with a crimson plug of clotted blood.

The Necromancer lay still.

“Fucking hell!” Kagami spat, once more in control of her own body. “Fuck everything about this place!”

Vicky sat down very suddenly, head spinning, staring at the unconscious — or dead — Necromancer, eight feet of monster all in a heap. She gestured weakly with her pistol, shaking her head. The pilot inside the capsule was blinking slowly, coming back around. More blood swirled into her orange fluid.

“Did we win?” Vicky asked, head pounding. “What the— what the hell do we do with her— now?”

Kagami snorted, to cover how badly she was shaking. “Put her in a fucking autoclave and turn it to maximum.”

Vicky looked up at the red ceiling, filled with blood vessels and brain-whorls. “Think this thing has a stomach? We could … throw her in?”

“Do not even joke about that, Victoria.”

Vicky nodded. “Alright. Now what?”

She and Kagami shared a long look. Kagami looked about ready to lie down and sleep for a week. Vicky felt like a zombie — which she was. Ha ha.

Kagami said: “The tank. We need to contact the tank, outside. Comms, I need comms. I need control.”

Vicky nodded. “The others.”

“Right, right, the others. Elpida. Huh.” Kagami blinked very slowly, then looked at the pilot. “And I’ll ask this marinated turkey about disposing of the necro-bitch. Maybe you’re right, maybe this giant freak-show does have a stomach. Help me up, Victoria. I feel like I’m going to die.”


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Gravity, bitch!

Okay actually gravity didn’t work so well; Kagami couldn’t seal the deal. She popped the cherry but couldn’t … bag the … toothpaste? This is metaphor is collapsing quicker than Kagami’s legs, nevermind. Hoooo, boy, okay, this chapter is jam-packed with a lot of stuff, a ton of implied information from the Necromancer there, for which we have very little context (yet). And the pilot is alive! Let’s hope Kagami can keep translating base-8 so they can talk to her. Another massive chapter, well over 5k words. The next one is slightly less, at just under 5k words, but it’s also highly experimental, one of the weirdest pieces of fiction I’ve ever written. Thought I might warn you now, in advance.

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